Section 1
1 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
Immediately
When I love God only.
2 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
Justifiably
When I want God
To love me only.
3 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I have dedication-smiles
Inside my aspiration-tears.
4 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When my aspiration is empty of tears
And my dedication is empty of smiles.
5 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When my mind's equanimity
And my heart's divinity
Enjoy their transcendental
And universal partnership.
6 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When my mind and my heart
Are at daggers drawn.
7 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When my heart becomes
A God-obedience-feast.
8 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I attend my mind's
God-unwillingness-banquet.
9 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When my heart's sincerity-tears
And purity-smiles
Grow, glow and flow together.
10 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I jump into
The hostile turmoil
Of my mind's confusion-life.
11 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I pine for
My Lord's Forgiveness-Smiles.
12 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I indulge in
My God-unawareness
And God-unwillingness-life.
13 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I readily, gladly
And eagerly accept
My heart's God-wisdom-light.
14 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I greedily, stubbornly
And willfully cherish
My mind's ignorance-futility-night.
15 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
And fly and fly in Infinity's Sky
On God-Compassion-Plane.
16 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
And fracture all my limbs
When I board my
Ego-gratification-plane.
17 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When my heart becomes
The quintessence
Of angelic sweetness.
18 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When my mind becomes
The epitome
Of satanic bitterness.
19 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When my aspiration-heart
Is supercharged
With God-manifestation-eagerness.
20 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I consciously
And deliberately enjoy
My God-indifference-mind.
21 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I prayerfully long for
God-Satisfaction-Breath.
22 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I arrogantly enjoy my mind's
Self-aggrandisement-game.
23 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I stoically and callously
Disregard my mind's
Doubt-summons.
24 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When my heart deliberately embraces
God-faith-famine.
25 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I have an allergic reaction
To name and fame.
26 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I richly indulge
In name and fame.
27 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
The moment I become
My desire-cremator.
28 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
The moment I become
My frustration-follower.
29 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I burn down
My doubt-bridge.
30 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I sleeplessly and breathlessly
Build my doubt-bridge.
31 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
The day my mind
Willingly goes with my heart
To visit God.
32 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
The day my mind
Vehemently rejects the idea
Of visiting God.
33 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I have complete faith
In my soul-compass.
34 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I take my suspicion-mind
As my polestar.
35 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I am in perfect harmony
With the world.
36 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I cherish my mind's
Disharmony-discovery.
37 When I Forcefully Tear Down ...
When I forcefully tear down
My mind's towering doubts,
I climb up
High, higher, highest.
38 When I Sumptuously Feed ...
When I sumptuously feed
My mind's brooding doubts,
I fall down
Far, farther, farthest.
39 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I become
My oneness-purity-heart.
40 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I become
My division-impurity-mind.
41 When I Cry For The ...
When I cry for the
God-necessity-experience,
I climb up.
42 When I Take Pride ...
When I take pride
In my self-analysis-experiment,
I fall down.
43 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
Extremely high
The moment I relinquish
My ego-crown
And my ego-throne
Forever.
44 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
To the very depths
The moment I proudly
And sovereignly enjoy
My ego-crown
And my ego-throne.
45 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I just ring
My aspiration-heart-bell.
46 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
Even when I gently strike
My ostentation-mind-gong.
47 I Climb Up ...
I climb up
When I use
My aspiration-eye
And my faith-heart.
48 I Fall Down ...
I fall down
When I employ
My overconfidence-mind
And my arrogance-vital.
49 When I Take God ...
When I take God
As my only escort,
I climb up
Immediately.
50 When I Take Either My Mind ...
When I take either my mind
Or my vital as my escort,
I fall down
Unavoidably.
51 When I Awake ...
When I awake
From my spirituality-coma,
I climb up.
52 When I Enjoy Even Unconsciously ...
When I enjoy even unconsciously
My ego-drama,
I fall down.
53 When I Use My God-Devotion ...
When I use my God-devotion
To raise the world's standard,
I climb up.
54 When I Use My Pride-Mind ...
When I use my pride-mind
To raise the world's standard,
I fall down.
55 When I Pray To God: ...
When I pray to God:
"My Lord, do not lose
Your Grip on me,"
God smiles
And I climb up.
56 When I Think I Can Steer ...
When I think I can steer
My life-boat
Easily and perfectly all by myself,
I fall down.
57 When I Receive Enormous Joy ...
When I receive enormous joy
From every little thing I do,
I climb up.
58 When I Get No Joy ...
When I get no joy
No matter what I do
Or how I do,
I fall down.
59 When I Enjoy ...
When I enjoy
My God-obedience-bliss,
I climb up.
60 When I Enjoy ...
When I enjoy
My God-disobedience-volcano,
I fall down.
61 When I Become ...
When I become
My God-devotion-heart,
I climb up.
62 When I Become ...
When I become
My confusion-addiction-mind,
I fall down.
63 When God's Compassion ...
When God's Compassion
Steers my heart-boat,
I climb up
Into the skies.
64 When I Allow My Mind ...
When I allow my mind
To steer my life-boat,
I fall down
Into the abysmal abyss.
