Section 1
71 Where?...
WHERE?
Where am I coming from?
I am coming from my mind's doubt-funeral.
Where am I going to?
I am going to my Lord's singing Rehearsal.
72 Even I Hesitate...
EVEN I HESITATE
My Lord Supreme begs me
To be His Heart-playmate.
My body-vital-mind-heart,
Even I hesitate.
73 Run...
RUN
Run, run, my heart!
Run extremely fast.
Ignore, ignore
The voices of the past.
74 Never Retire...
NEVER RETIRE
My heart and I
Together aspire.
God's Message-Light:
"Never retire!"
75 Complaint-Seeds...
COMPLAINT-SEEDS
Wherever
My doubt-mind goes,
Complaint-seeds
Proudly it sows.
76 God's Chosen Souls...
GOD'S CHOSEN SOULS
God's chosen souls
Are His Poetry,
And also they are
His Pottery.
77 I Flounder...
I FLOUNDER
When my aspiration is
Totally out of order,
Alas, helpless, hopeless,
My life and I flounder.
78 Hope And Promise...
HOPE AND PROMISE
My hope
Is my heart-land.
My promise
Is God's own Hand.
79 Expectation...
EXPECTATION
Expectation
The less I need,
My Lord Supreme
The more I feed.
80 Wisdom-Strength...
WISDOM-STRENGTH
My Lord never measures
My stupidity's length.
He just tells me: "My child,
For you My Wisdom-Strength."
81 Beauty's Light...
BEAUTY'S LIGHT
Every morning my eagerness-heart
Rockets my prayers to the summit-height.
Empty of darkness-night my life,
Within, without, His Beauty's Light.
82 Heart-Floor...
HEART-FLOOR
I kneel before
God's Forgiveness-Door.
"Come in, My child,
Dance on My Heart-Floor."
83 Sadness-Face...
SADNESS-FACE
My mind is the proof
Of my sweet Lord's Sadness-Face.
My heart is the winner
Of the longest Heavenward race.
84 No More...
NO MORE
No more, no more
My pleasure-life.
Nowhere I see
My destruction-knife.
85 Victory-Drums...
VICTORY-DRUMS
The seeds of joy
I plant in my mind.
God's Victory-Drums
All-where I find.
86 Multiplying Misdeeds...
MULTIPLYING MISDEEDS
My Lord eyeless remains
To my multiplying misdeeds.
No expectation-fruit-
From morn to eve my heart He feeds.
87 Soul-Rapture...
SOUL-RAPTURE
O stark death-blows,
My heart you cannot torture.
Never forget,
I am my soul-rapture.
88 God-Smiles...
GOD-SMILES
Mine is the joy
That ever shines at God's Golden Feet.
Mine is the task
To give God-smiles, whomever I meet.
89 Frustration...
FRUSTRATION
My mind's frustration weighs
Heavier than failure.
Alas, my heart and I
Know not how to endure.
90 Utterly Lost...
UTTERLY LOST
My doubting mind
Never touches God's Heart.
Utterly lost,
Within, without, death-dart.
91 Heart-Garden...
HEART-GARDEN
My Lord Beloved Supreme
Was shocked
To see my heart-garden
All locked.
92 Victory-Bell...
VICTORY-BELL
Every desire-bound thought
Is a tenebrous prison-cell.
Alas, I hear nowhere
My Lord's Victory-ringing Bell.
93 Gratitude-Heart-Flame...
GRATITUDE-HEART-FLAME
From high Above,
My Lord's Compassion-Rain descends.
From low below,
My gratitude-heart-flame ascends.
94 Ownership...
OWNERSHIP
I sleep nowhere
Ignorance-sleep.
My Lord claims now
My ownership.
95 Every Step...
EVERY STEP
O every step along the progress-road
Quickly lightens my heavy bondage-load.
96 Service-Life...
SERVICE-LIFE
My happy service-life
I dearly love.
Indeed, a Blessing-Boon
From high Above.
97 God-Atmosphere...
GOD-ATMOSPHERE
A God-atmosphere
Sleeplessly I need,
My roaring mind
To silence and lead.
98 Pseudo-Reality...
PSEUDO-REALITY
Within, without,
You have no divinity.
Your mind enjoys
Pseudo-reality.
99 Sleeper Versus Leaper...
SLEEPER VERSUS LEAPER
Mine is a mind
That has become an indulgence-sleeper.
Mine is a heart
That has become a Heavenward leaper.
100 Desert-Mind Versus Paradise-Heart...
DESERT-MIND VERSUS PARADISE-HEART
There was a time
When my life was a desert-mind,
And now in me
Beauty's paradise-heart I find.
101 Deathless Spring...
DEATHLESS SPRING
The mind can be
A danger-thing.
The heart can be
A deathless spring.
102 Oneness-Reality...
ONENESS-REALITY
My heart's
Perfection-dream perpetually glows.
My life's
Oneness-reality everywhere grows.
103 Silence...
SILENCE
The inner silence
Is my soul's voice.
The outer silence
Is my only choice.
104 Where My Lord Is...
WHERE MY LORD IS
My eyes know not
Where my Lord is.
My heart feels that
It is His Bliss.
105 God-Journey...
GOD-JOURNEY
You are not your sadness-life.
You are your gladness-heart.
You are not your failure-tears.
Start your God-journey, start.
106 Hope-Boat...
HOPE-BOAT
My life's hope-boat
Is bound to succeed.
My Lord's Vision-Eye,
Its promise and speed.
107 Meeting-Date...
MEETING-DATE
O never, never mix with hate.
God will cancel His Meeting-Date.
108 Pleasure-Life...
PLEASURE-LIFE
Lo, at top speed
A stark repentance-knife
Is chasing today
My thoughtless pleasure-life.
109 Pilgrim-Soul...
PILGRIM-SOUL
I love my pilgrim-soul,
I love, I love.
My soul, my Supreme Lord's
All Fondness-Dove.
110 Lord Thrives...
LORD THRIVES
O when gladness
Brightens our lives,
Fast, very fast,
Our sweet Lord thrives.
111 Destiny-Sounds...
DESTINY-SOUNDS
O God-seeker-heart,
Aspire, enjoy your inner epiphany.
Permit not your life
To be eclipsed by the sounds of destiny.
112 The Old Way...
THE OLD WAY
The old way was so good.
God-Smiles were its only food.
113 God-Journey's Strength...
GOD-JOURNEY'S STRENGTH
My gratitude-heart,
Your ever-increasing length
Is my God-journey's
Sure, indomitable strength.
114 Empty Of Choice...
EMPTY OF CHOICE
O when my mind
Is empty of choice,
My Lord teaches me
To sing with no voice.
115 Breathless Cries...
BREATHLESS CRIES
O when my heart
Has sleepless, breathless cries,
My Lord shows me
With no wings how He flies.
116 God's Way...
GOD'S WAY
O when my life
Longs to please God in His own Way,
He befriends my heart,
With Him to dance and play.
117 Music-Band...
MUSIC-BAND
God came to me
With His Music-Band
To bless my heart's
Orphan, homeless land.
118 Contradiction...
CONTRADICTION
My heart's purity-flooded devotion
Knows no inner contradiction.
119 God's Beauty...
GOD'S BEAUTY
Our hearts see God's Beauty
In our selfless God-duty.
120 Market-Noise...
MARKET-NOISE
I pray to stop
My mind-market-noise,
And I meditate
To regain my poise.
121 Promises...
PROMISES
My Lord Supreme,
You are tired of my all promises high.
My Lord Supreme,
I am tired of Your indifference-sky.
122 My Lord's Rainbow-Dream...
MY LORD'S RAINBOW-DREAM
Whatever I see
Reminds me of my Lord Supreme.
Whatever I do
Serves His Heart's Rainbow-Dream.
123 Newness And Fulness...
NEWNESS AND FULNESS
My stark desires rob me
Of my sweet happiness.
My God-longing gives me
All newness and fulness.
124 God-Lover...
GOD-LOVER
My heart is only
A part-time God-lover.
How can I expect
God's full Blessing-Shower?
125 Devotion-Surrender...
DEVOTION-SURRENDER
Devotion is
The flower of happiness-light.
Surrender is
The fruit of fulness-delight.
126 Beloved's Face...
BELOVED'S FACE
O only when I walk
Far beyond time and space,
I proudly see all-where
My Supreme Beloved's Face.
127 My Lord Desires...
MY LORD DESIRES
My Lord desires
My heart to fly
Only under His
Heart-Flower-Sky.
128 Nothing...
NOTHING
We see nothing pure, nothing new.
Our impurity-mind is blocking the view.
129 Gone...
GONE
Gone are the carefree days.
I now study with wisdom-rays.
130 My Love...
MY LOVE
My Lord tells me:
"My child, My Love can never be measured.
My Love can only be
Secretly, sacredly treasured."
131 The Upper Hand...
THE UPPER HAND
If my own doubting mind
Gets the upper hand,
My Lord will never call me
To join His Band.
132 Justice-Light...
JUSTICE-LIGHT
God's Justice-Light
Has caught me by surprise.
Alas, for me,
No more my heart's sunrise.
133 Never...
NEVER
Truth
Can never be complicated.
Love
Can never be duplicated.
134 Two Rooms...
TWO ROOMS
My prayer-room
Is made of my heart's sincerity.
My meditation-room
Is made of my soul's divinity.
135 God-Plenitude...
GOD-PLENITUDE
Not head-solitude,
But pure heart-solitude
I need, I need
To have God-plenitude.
136 Compassion-Tower...
COMPASSION-TOWER
My Lord treasures
My gratitude-heart-flower.
I treasure my Lord's
Tallest Compassion-Tower.
137 Disobedience...
DISOBEDIENCE
O my God-disobedience-disgrace,
I am doomed! How can I show my face?
138 Pinnacle...
PINNACLE
From the highest pinnacle
My Lord brought my soul down
To add beauty
To His Dream-blossoming Crown.
139 God-Telephone...
GOD-TELEPHONE
My fears and tears
Never leave me alone.
Out of order
Remains my God-telephone.
140 Buy Today...
BUY TODAY
Be wise,
Buy peace, today buy.
Tomorrow
The price will go high.
