42. My sad heart

My sad heart,
I really love you.
But I really do not know
How to make you happy.
I am trying so hard.
I have been trying so hard.
I shall be trying
The same way.
But alas, my sad heart,
Will I ever see you happy
Even once in this
Undivine and hostile incarnation?
Sri Chinmoy, When I left God in Heaven, Bhakti Press, Ottawa, Canada, 1975