My Christmas-New Year-Vacation Aspiration-Prayers, part 31

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Victory to my Supreme!

Victory to my Lord Supreme!

Victory to my Lord Beloved Supreme!

Victory to my Lord Beloved Absolute Supreme!

Victory, victory, victory!

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APR 2557. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 25 November 2004.↩

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The soul introduces the seeker

To the Master.

The Master introduces the seeker

To the Absolute Supreme.

The Absolute Supreme introduces

The God-realised seeker

To humanity.

Humanity says to the God-realised seeker,

“Sorry, I am not ready.

You have come untimely.

You have come long before the hour.

You may come and visit me once again

After at least 200 years.”

The God-realised seeker says to humanity,

“Amen!” and adds,

“Humanity, I love you.

Humanity, you I love.

Humanity, I shall love you

Forever and forever and forever.”

Finally, the God-realised seeker says

To the Absolute Supreme,

“Supreme, my Supreme,

What have You done?

Supreme, my Supreme,

What have I done?”

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What I can do,

Poor God cannot do.

God cannot sleep.

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What God can do,

Poor me cannot do.

I cannot dream.

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Only to please my Lord,

I smile and smile

And smile.

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Only to please my soul,

I fly and fly

And fly.

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Only to please my heart,

I suffer and suffer

And suffer.

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Only to please my mind,

I doubt and doubt

And doubt.

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Only to please my vital,

I challenge and challenge

And challenge.

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Only to please my body,

I sleep and sleep

And sleep.

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Only to please my life,

I struggle and struggle

And struggle.

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Only to please myself,

I hide and hide

And hide.

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Alas, God’s Compassion-Eye

Is no match

For our disobedience-minds

And disobedience-lives. ```

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Each moment

Is a golden opportunity

For me

And for my God-obedience. ```

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The mind shouts.

The heart sprouts. ```

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The mind steals

From God.

The heart feels sorry

For poor God. ```

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Desire cries

Pitifully. ```

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Aspiration flies

Sleeplessly. ```

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The great life

Is not a fate-product.

The great life

Is a determination-achievement. ```

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When I concentrate,

I can feel the presence of my soul

Deep within.

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When I meditate,

I can speak to my soul. ```

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When I contemplate,

My Supreme Lord

Becomes extremely proud of me.

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I love the joy

Of my life. ```

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God loves the peace

Of my heart. ```

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No escape, no escape!

This is, indeed,

Our human life.

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All escape, all escape!

Freedom is, indeed,

The life divine.

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The outer happiness comes

Only to go. ```

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The inner happiness

Is an abiding reality. ```

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Speak ill of God;

God will forgive you. ```

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Speak ill of yourself;

The world will not care —

No, not even God.

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Torture and frustration

Are ruling the world. ```

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God wants only His Peace-child

To sit

On my meditation-heart-throne.

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The aspiration-mountain

Touches and clasps

The summit-heights of Heaven.

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God the Forgiveness-Heart

Indulges me. ```

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God the Justice-Eye

Teaches me and perfects me. ```

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Man’s life is the pendulum

Between division-night

And oneness-light.

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Willingly God lives

Everywhere,

But happily and proudly God lives

Only in the aspiration-heart. ```

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My heart and I invoke

Only the Unknowable. ```

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Alas,

I am imprisoned by the things

That I do not have.

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The sound of night

Can never feel

The joy of silence.

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Immortal

Is the silence-dream

Of the aspiration-heart.

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The mind touches

God’s Head

To examine.

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The heart clasps

God’s Feet

To worship.

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My soul-dictionary

Does not house

The word ‘despair’.

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My Lord forgives

All my blunders

Save and except

My disobedience. ```

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My inmost Source

And my topmost Goal

Are one and inseparable.

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Today my soul

Has brought me and my heart

To the kingdom of Delight.

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My heart and I

Are God’s

Love-service-blossoms.

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I shall rewrite my life

With my God-surrender-songs. ```

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The love of God

Is everywhere

The same.

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APR 2606. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 26 November 2004.↩

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The prayers to God

Are almost everywhere

The same.

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The meditations on God

Are not the same

Everywhere.

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The realisations of God

Are not the same in every human being.

Some God-realised souls

Stand at the foot of the tree,

While others remain at the middle

Of the God-realisation-tree.

Still others reach the topmost branch

Of the God-realisation-tree, ```

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The emptiness of the heart

Is absolutely necessary

For a total God-acceptance,

God-realisation and God-manifestation. ```

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The aspiration-dreams

Of the seekers

Ceaselessly ascend and ascend.

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The realisation-realities

Of a God-realised soul

Sleeplessly blossom and blossom.

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My Lord,

I have only one desire:

I wish to place my head at Your Feet,

And my head will remain at Your Feet

Forever and forever.

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APR 2613. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 27 November 2004.↩

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Ultimately,

Every human being has to surrender

To God’s Will,

Willingly or unwillingly. ```

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My Lord says to me,

“My child,

You always make Me laugh.

Can you not make Me smile

Once in a while?”

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My Lord says to me,

“My child,

Now that you have made

Your unconditional surrender

Cheerful, complete and perfect,

Your life will be the uppermost

On My list of priorities.”

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If I do not have

Inner peace,

I shall never be able

To make my Lord Supreme

Proud of me.

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Every second

Is a golden opportunity

To make my Lord

The sole Possessor

Of my inner life

And my outer life. ```

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How can I be a loser

On the battlefield of my life

If I have already claimed

My Lord Supreme

As my own, very own?

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As my Lord’s Compassion-Eye

Thrills me,

Even so, my gratitude-heart

Thrills my Lord. ```

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During the day

I keep myself

Before my Lord’s Eye.

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APR 2621. These prayers were given in Sanya, China — 28 November 2004.↩

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During the night

I keep myself

At my Lord’s Feet.

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In my outer life

God is

His Compassion-Eye.

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In my inner life

God is

His Sweetness-Fondness-Heart.

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In my higher life

God is

His bright, extremely bright

Satisfaction-Smile. ```

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Yesterday

I was my own

Victory-pride.

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Today

I am my Lord’s

Victory-Dance.

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To my heart’s greatest delight,

Wherever I go,

My Lord’s Compassion-Eye

Lights my path. ```

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Right from the very beginning

Of my spiritual life,

I saw and knew

That I had two unfailing friends:

God’s Compassion-Eye

And

God’s Forgiveness-Heart.

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Every day

I desire to implore

God’s Forgiveness-Heart,

But every day

God wants me to explore

His Heart-Kingdom. ```

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My Lord is taking

My aspiration-heart

Far, far beyond the horizon

Of my earthly life. ```

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My Lord’s Eye

Is pulling me and pulling me

Most affectionately upward.

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My Lord’s Heart

Is pulling me and pulling me

Most proudly inward.

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My Lord’s Arms

Are pulling me and pulling me

Most unconditionally forward.

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Editor's note

Sri Chinmoy offered the following prayers during his visit to Sanya, China in November 2004.

From:Sri Chinmoy,My Christmas-New Year-Vacation Aspiration-Prayers, part 31, Agni Press, 2005
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/apr_31