Command from God the Justice, Whisper from God the Compassion

1.

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God the Justice commanded:

"Wake up!"

God the Compassion whispers:

"Wake up.

Stand up.

Walk.

March.

Run

And sprint and sprint!"

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2.

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Self-enjoyer

I was.

Self-giver

I am. ```

3.

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Desire-beggar

I was.

Aspiration-lover

I am. ```

4.

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Ingratitude-darkness-night

I was.

Gratitude-light-delight

I am. ```

5.

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The mind-patient

I was.

The mind-doctor

I am. ```

6.

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Newness-curiosity

I was.

Fulness-necessity

I am. ```

7.

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Desire-thorn

Punctured me.

Aspiration-rose

Nurtures me. ```

8.

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Desire-mind-hunger-frustration

I was.

Aspiration-heart-feast-illumination

I am. ```

9.

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My heavy past

I unhappily and unwillingly buried.

My light present

I lovingly and cheerfully carry. ```

10.

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Self-delusion

Was my mind's sole occupation.

Self-investigation

Is my mind's sole occupation. ```

11.

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The mind's

Separation-destruction-dream

I was.

The heart's

Oneness-fulness-reality

I am.

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12.

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Hesitation-mind's

Slowness-uselessness

I was.

Readiness-heart's

Willingness-self-givingness

I am.

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13.

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Yesterday

I asked God

Who I was to Him.

Today

I am asking God

How I can please Him.

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14.

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Yesterday

The Greatness-God

Frightened my mind.

Today

The Goodness-God

Enlightens my heart.

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15.

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Yesterday

God asked me

To be His one-pointed listener.

Today

God is asking me

To be His one-pointed coordinator.

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16.

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Yesterday

I thought

I could confuse God

Easily.

Today

I think

I will be able to amuse God

Self-givingly. ```

17.

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Yesterday

My loudest mind-drum

I was.

Today

My sweetest heart-flute

I am.

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18.

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Yesterday

I was

My impure ego-enjoyment.

Today

I am

My pure oneness-fulfilment.

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19.

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Yesterday

I prayerfully thanked God

For allowing me to watch

His Cosmic Game.

Today

I am tearfully, gratefully

And self-givingly thanking God

For allowing me to participate

In His Cosmic Game.

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20.

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Yesterday

God belonged

To my streaming

Heart-tears.

Today

I belong

To God's ever-brightening

Heart-Smiles. ```

21.

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Yesterday

I thought

That God created my enemy

To humiliate and destroy me.

Today

I clearly see

And strongly feel

That God created my enemies

To warn and perfect me.

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22.

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Yesterday

My aspiration was enough

To please God.

Today

Even my realisation

Is not enough to please God.

Today

I will be able to please Him

Only if I can manifest Him.

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23.

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Yesterday

My mind deeply enjoyed

World-confusion-chaos.

Today

My mind enjoys

God's Vision-blossoming Cosmos.

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24.

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Yesterday

God drastically forced me

To give Him my secret mind.

Today

God is blessingfully asking me

To offer Him my sacred heart.

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25.

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Yesterday

I was my impurity's

Audacity-mind.

Today

I am my divinity's

Immortality-heart.

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26.

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Yesterday

I did not have a moment

For God-adoration.

Today

I have no moment

For God-dissatisfaction.

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27.

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Yesterday

I magnified

My self-examination-life.

Today

God is magnifying

My self-dedication-life.

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28.

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Yesterday

God took His

Compassion-Step.

Today

I take

My surrender-step.

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29.

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Yesterday

I invoked God

To devour my mind's

Bitterness-frown.

Today

I invoke God

To feed my heart's

Climbing flames. ```

30.

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Yesterday

God's Compassion

Fed my heart.

Today

My gratitude

Is feeding God's Eye.

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31.

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Yesterday

Unwillingness-mind and I

Travelled together.

Today

Willingness-heart and I

Are dreaming together,

Are running together,

Are swimming together

And are flying together. ```

32.

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Yesterday

My mind killed

My heart-fragrance.

Today

My soul revives

My heart-fragrance.

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33.

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Yesterday

God melted

My dissatisfaction-mind.

Today

I melt

God's Compassion-Heart.

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34.

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Yesterday

I was in the mind.

Therefore, God's Face

I saw

Nowhere.

Today

I am in my heart.

Therefore, God's Heart

I see,

I feel

And

I distribute

Everywhere. ```

35.

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Yesterday

I never thought

That God would

Appoint me.

Today

I never think

That God will ever

Disappoint me. ```

36.

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Yesterday

God's Compassion invited me

To be a passenger

In His Dream-Boat.

Today

God's Satisfaction

Is beckoning me

From His Reality-Shore. ```

37.

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Yesterday

God whispered to my mind

His Compassion-Message-Light.

Today

I am whispering to God

My gratitude-message-delight.

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38.

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Yesterday

God examined my mind

To see its sincerity.

Today

God examines my heart

To treasure its divinity.

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39.

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Possessor

Of a dissatisfaction-mind

I was.

Sharer

Of a dedication-life

I am.

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40.

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God took care

Of my incapacity.

I look after

God's Necessity. ```

41.

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Furious I was

When I thought

That God was neglecting me.

Curious God is

To see if I am joining

My volcano-eyes.

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42.

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Prayer-cries purified

My mind.

Meditation-smiles electrify

My heart. ```

43.

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Humanity's applause-beggar

I was.

Divinity's self-giver

I am. ```

44.

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My sound-teacher gave me

World-destruction-lessons.

My silence-teacher gives me

Life-transformation

And

World-perfection-lessons. ```

45.

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With disobedience and unwillingness

I jumped up and down.

With readiness and willingness

I sing and sing along the way

And at the destination as well.

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46.

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Spirituality-bankrupt

Your inner heart was.

Spirituality-orphan

Your outer world is. ```

47.

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Just yesterday

Spirituality-infancy-heart

You were.

Today

Spirituality-adolescence-life

You are.

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48.

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One-sided truth

My mind and vital enjoyed.

The complete truth

My soul and my heart enjoy. ```

49.

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I drowned my undivine thoughts

In a sea of light-delight.

I fly my divine will

In the sky of silence-freedom. ```

50.

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I wanted more

To satisfy my outer

Desire-life.

I need less

To satisfy my inner

Aspiration-heart.

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51.

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All I wanted

Was

Freedom-autocracy.

All I need

Peace-ecstasy.

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52.

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I desired to be head

Of God's new creation.

I aspire to be a oneness-heart

Of God's old and eternal creation. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Command from God the Justice, Whisper from God the Compassion, Agni Press, 1994
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