My sweet Lord,
  I do not know what I am doing. At the same time, I do not want to know what I am doing, for I know perfectly well that my doing or not doing cannot liberate me. Only Your Compassion can make me see the face of Light — and it does.

From: Sri Chinmoy, Prayer-Plants - , Agni Press, 1982
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