My aspiration-heart cycles, part 2

Editor's note

Sri Chinmoy offered the following prayers each time before he started to exercise on his stationary bicycle.

1.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

I am my doubtful mind.

God is God's tearful Heart.

```

1 January 2000

8:00 p.m.

Curitiba, Brazil

2.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

I wish to be the golden dust

Of Your Feet,

But You want me to be

The Himalayan pride

Of Your Heart.

```

2 January 2000

5:44 a.m.

Curitiba, Brazil

3.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

The deeper our heart-roots,

The stronger our love of God.

```

3 January 2000

7:05 a.m.

Curitiba, Brazil

4.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Each happy moment

In my inner life

Builds a new castle-glory

In my outer life.

```

5 January 2000

10:21 a.m.

Curitiba, Brazil

5.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Every day at sunrise

I shall aim at

A new horizon.

```

7 January 2000

7:59 a.m.

Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil

6.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

The desire-days of my mind

Are invariably followed by

The worry-nights of my heart.

```

8 January 2000

8:13 a.m.

Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil

7.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

The strength of the mind

Fails to disarm

The hope-power of the heart.

```

9 January 2000

8:07 a.m.

Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil

8.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

This morning You came down

To awaken me

To Your Infinity's Silence.

```

10 January 2000

6:26 a.m.

Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil

9.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

I have tamed my outer life

To remain still.

I have trained my inner heart

To enjoy the thrill.

```

13 January 2000

6:35 a.m.

Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil

10.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My forgiveness-smile

Is the golden vastness

Of my heart-sky.

```

13 January 2000

6:35 a.m.

Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil

11.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

The tears of my heart

And

The smiles of my soul

Every day play hide-and-seek

To entertain You.

```

14 January 2000

7:43 a.m.

Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil

12.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Whenever angels see

An unconditionally

God-surrendered seeker,

They immediately start trumpeting

God's supreme Victory.

```

15 January 2000

9:56 a.m.

Foz do Iguaçu, Brazil

13.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Man-made friendship

Is a foolish hardship.

God-made friendship

Is a rainbow boat trip.

```

17 January 2000

Asunción, Paraguay

14.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My heart is begging God

To use His iron rod

So that my mind can fly

In His boundless Sky.

```

18 January 2000

6:21 a.m.

Asunción, Paraguay

15.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

I must develop

Intense homesickness

For my Beloved Supreme.

```

19 January 2000

8:15 a.m.

Asunción, Paraguay

16.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

I have only one desire.

I have only one aspiration.

I have only one aim.

I have only one goal.

I wish to become

My Master's choicest slave.

```

20 January 2000

5:24 a.m.

Asunción, Paraguay

17.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Impossible dreams are afraid of

My sleepless and breathless

Faith in God.

```

21 January 2000

6:18 a.m.

Asunción, Paraguay

18.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

May my heart dance and dance

With new hope-promise-blossoms

Every morning.

```

23 January 2000

6:46 a.m.

Asunción, Paraguay

19.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

When I secretly and deliberately

Hide inside my mind-jungle,

Only my God the Father

And God the Mother

Searches for me

Full of worries

And full of anxieties.

```

26 January 2000 Brasilia, Brazil

20.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

God says to my doubting mind

And my strangling vital,

"No more freedom!

No more freedom!"

```

27 January 2000

8:38 a.m.

Brasilia, Brazil

21.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

May my early morning prayer

Be fragrant with

My God-gratitude-heart-tears.

```

28 January 2000 Brasilia, Brazil

22.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

A golden hyphen must connect

The beauty of my heart

And

The fragrance of my soul.

```

2 February 2000

10:23 a.m.

New York

23.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

What are You doing?

"My child, I am just wiping

The tears from your face.

I am just removing

The thorns from your eyes."

```

3 February 2000

9:59 a.m.

New York

24.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Every day

God anxiously and eagerly waits

For the arrival

Of my aspiration-heart.

```

5 February 2000

8:51 a.m.

New York

25.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My God-realisation every day

Lovingly and self-givingly

Ploughs

My life's world-dedication-soil.

```

7 February 2000

8:43 a.m.

New York

26.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

This morning

You secretly entered

Into my desire-mind,

Quickly robbed

All my desires

And ran away.

```

8 February 2000

8:08 a.m.

New York

27.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My meditation-heart

And God's Ecstasy-Eye

Every day talk and talk and talk

To their fullest satisfaction.

```

10 February 2000

11:51 a.m.

New York

28.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

I came into the world

Only to spread

God-Consciousness-Delight

Here, there and all-where.

```

12 February 2000

9:09 a.m.

New York

29.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

O impersonal God,

You are Your own

Eternity's Love.

O personal God,

You are Your own

Immediacy's Hero.

```

14 February 2000

9:25 a.m.

New York

30.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

When I look at the world,

I am all sadness.

When I look at myself,

I am all madness.

My Supreme,

Save me from my sadness,

Save me from my madness!

"My child, My child,

Throw your sadness into My Heart,

Throw your madness into My Feet.

My Heart and My Feet

Will take care of your sadness

And madness.

My child, do not forget

That I depend on you,

I depend on you."

My Supreme, my Lord, my Beloved,

My Absolute Supreme,

Do accept the sea

Of my gratitude-heart-tears.

```

16 February 2000

8:54 a.m.

New York

31.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My mind is a member

Of the God-seeker committee.

My heart is a member

Of the God-lover committee.

My life is a member

Of the God-server committee.

```

25 February 2000

New York

32.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My monkey-mind gives no peace

To my God-loving

And God-roaring heart.

```

26 February 2000

7:15 a.m.

New York

33.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My meditation does not blame

Anybody or anyone.

My meditation only tames

The undivine in me.

```

28 February 2000

9:26 a.m.

New York

34.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

God says to my heart

That there can be

No frustration-tears

In my heart.

```

1 March 2000

8:45 a.m.

New York

35.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

May my God-longing, God-crying

And God-surrendering breath

Remain ceaseless and deathless.

```

3 March 2000

9:29 a.m.

New York

36.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

To hear God's Nectar-Voice

My heart needs

An unshakeable poise.

```

5 March 2000

6:56 a.m.

New York

37.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My heart blooms only

Where my Lord Supreme

Plants my heart.

```

6 March 2000

12:10 a.m.

New York

38.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Alas, my mind enjoys

Microscope-inspection.

To my greatest joy,

My heart enjoys

Telescope-panorama.

```

7 March 2000

8:33 a.m.

New York

39.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

No more a fault-finding mind.

More a God-loving heart

In every human life, everywhere —

More, ever more.

```

9 March 2000

7:21 a.m.

New York

40.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

God's Eye teaches me

How to love.

God's Life teaches me

How to serve.

God's Heart teaches me

How to surrender.

```

11 March 2000

4:09 a.m.

New York

41.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

When I open my eyes,

I see nothing of the inner world.

When I open my heart,

I see not only the things

Of the inner world

But God Himself.

```

12 March 2000

7:50 a.m.

New York

42.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Each day I offer

A new surrender-life to You,

I give You a new victory.

```

16 March 2000

9:14 a.m.

New York

43.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

It is a very rare privilege

To feel and say

That my Master is always right,

Not only for me

But also for the entire humanity.

```

18 March 2000 New York

44.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

My prayer-tears

Brighten my eyes.

My meditation-smiles

Sweeten my heart.

```

21 March 2000

8:23 a.m.

New York

45.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

May my unconditional surrender

To God's Will

Be the only joy

In my aspiration-heart

And my dedication-life.

```

25 March 2000

7:01 a.m.

New York

46.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

The mind greedily wants to study

World-destruction-terrorism.

The heart prayerfully likes to study

World-oneness-heroism.

```

29 March 2000

8:50 a.m.

New York

47.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

God's Compassion and Love-Nets

Catch only the true seeker-hearts.

```

31 March 2000

7:34 a.m.

New York

48.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

To please You,

My Lord Beloved Supreme,

I need only the repetition

Of one thought:

Gratitude.

```

4 April 2000

8:00 a.m.

New York

49.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Desire-indulgence

I was.

Aspiration-effulgence

I now am.

```

6 April 2000

New York

50.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Finally my soul has succeeded

In taking my life away

From my mind-desert!

```

10 April 2000

9:23 a.m.

New York

51.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Alas, the human mind

Is always slow to appreciate

And always quick to deprecate.

```

14 April 2000 New York

52.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

If I have true aspiration

For You,

Then only You can give me

True satisfaction.

```

New York

15 May 2000

7:47 a.m.

53.

```

My Absolute Lord Supreme!

Your Compassion treasures

All our self-giving efforts.

```

18 May 2000

7:52 a.m.

New York

From:Sri Chinmoy,My aspiration-heart cycles, part 2, Agni Press, 2000
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