{{htmlmetatags>metatag-robots=()}} Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 175

Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 175

17401

I am determined

To serve my Lord Supreme

Unconditionally

As long as I breathe.


17402

I do not want to live

Any more

Between my mind’s explanation

And my heart’s frustration.

I want to live

In my mind’s serenity-room

And my heart’s sincerity-room.


17403

Like the smiling Guest,

God,

Let my heart become

A smiling host.


17404

I never know

Where the face of success is.

I never know

Where the heart of progress is.

And yet I go on!


17405

Alas,

My mind knows not

What to say;

My heart knows not

What to do.


17406

At last I am enjoying

The sinking

Of my overloaded mind-ship.


17407

The mind

Does not want to know

That doubt

Is its secret enemy number one.


17408

Alas, why do I not see

That my mind’s thought-rooms

Are covered with desire-dust?


17409

Only a confidence-heart

Can take

A fruitful peace-journey.


17410

A self-giving thought

Is a passport

To a higher consciousness-bliss.


17411

Hard is it

To cure the mind’s

Unwillingness-spasm.


17412

Good-bye,

O my mind’s thought-room.

Welcome,

O my heart’s satisfaction-smile.


17413

O how beautiful

A hope-sea

And a promise-sky are!


17414

My heart-fragrance

Is my God-obedience.

My life-breath

Is my God-satisfaction.


17415

Only the heart’s

Soulfulness-smile

Can cure the mind’s

Impurity-disease.


17416

My Lord,

Do allow me to know

Your Opinions

Instead of giving me

Lavish options.


17417

What am I doing?

I am enjoying

My mind’s anxiety-retirement.


17418

You deny

God’s Compassion-Eye.

Therefore,

You will be forced to remain

A misfortune-carrier.


17419

Is there any human being

Who has never been

A deplorable victim

To fear, doubt and anxiety?


17420

A hurtful vital

And a doubtful mind

Are our life-destruction-tigers.


17421

My Lord Supreme,

Do daily repair

My aspiration-heart

And my dedication-life.


17422

My meditation-dawn

Protects and illumines

My entire day.


17423

O my mind,

Not even my worst enemy

Can torture me

Like you do.


17424

Imitation-aspiration

Is stupidity.

Imitation-dedication

Is futility.


17425

Do not remain glued

To your own opinion.

Others may have opinions

That can easily challenge

And defeat yours.


17426

Insecurity-stature

Is smaller than the smallest.

Insecurity-breath

Is weaker than the weakest.


17427

My soul is homesick

For Infinity’s Peace

And Immortality’s Love.


17428

Alas,

Why do I not learn

From failure-lessons?

Why do I continue

With my deplorable mistakes?


17429

Willingness-eyes

See the farthest.

Willingness-hearts

Feel the deepest.

Willingness-feet

Run the fastest.


17430

There can be no

Unconditional surrender-replacement.

No, never!


17431

Only God’s

Unconditional Compassion-Eye

Can pull me out of

This darkest ignorance-night-quagmire.


17432

O my stupid mind,

Build not

Expectation-pyramid.

You will suffer

Frustration-death.


17433

Where do I live?

I live

In the Compassion-neighbourhood

Of my Lord Beloved Supreme.


17434

A purity-heart

Is bound to radiate

Goodness-light

Everywhere.


17435

O my mind,

Remain not in the ancient ruins

Of your past deeds.

Wake up!

Go forward!

A bright dawn

Is awaiting your arrival.


17436

You can climb up

All life-towers.

There is no such thing

As impossibility-tower.


17437

My Compassion-Lord Supreme

Asks me every day

To write down my heart-experiences

To expedite my inner journey.


17438

A silence-mind

Lovingly puts all thoughts

To sleep.


17439

My mind’s conversation

With doubt

And my heart’s conversation

With faith

Will never end, never.


17440

Is there any human being

Who does not love

His own desire-fulfilment-story?


17441

Every morning

My Lord Supreme asks me

To make my heart’s faith-flames

More soulful and more powerful.


17442

When the clever mind

Of any human being

Asks you to do something,

You have reason to doubt.


17443

My mind calls it

Blind belief.

I call it

My heart’s

Wisdom-flooded faith.


17444

If you live only in your head,

Even God the Compassion

Does not think much of you.


17445

When your heart becomes

A very long-range prayer,

You certainly will be able

To please God in His own Way.


17446

God is here,

But where are you roaming

With your doubting mind,

Strangling vital

And fearful heart?


17447

A mind of silence

Is the Satisfaction-Smile

Of God’s own Heart.


17448

If he is truly divine,

Your flattery or criticism

Cannot reach his head —

No, not even his feet!


17449

My Lord, do make

My dedication-blossoms

Beautiful

And my aspiration-tree

Peaceful.


17450

Before, I was a believer

In God’s Satisfaction-Smile.

Now, I am a server

Of God’s Satisfaction-Smile.


17451

My heart-door is sleeplessly open

Only to those

Who love and serve God

Unconditionally.


17452

God’s creation unmistakably knows

That ruthless exploitation

Is the order of the day.


17453

His aspiration-heart

Wants to remain a stranger

To his doubt-indulgence-mind.


17454

As inspiration and aspiration

Have no limits,

Even so,

Life-transformation and God-satisfaction

Have no limits.


17455

My Lord tells me

That my heart’s

Humility-candle flame

Is priceless.


17456

What is doubt

If not mind-division

And truth-defiance?


17457

My Lord, do bless me

With the capacity to remember

My childhood sweetness-dreams.


17458

Alas,

Our suffering heart-life

Is forced to live

In our jungle-mind.


17459

Now that my heart’s

Faith-rose has blossomed,

No more do I have to see

My mind’s doubt-reality-thorns.


17460

No more am I

A stupid supporter

Of my mind’s revolution

Against my heart’s aspiration-life.


17461

Every day

God’s Compassion-Eye

Navigates my heart-journey.


17462

Aspiration and ingratitude

Are never to be found

Together.


17463

Be careful!

Do not allow

Any virtue of yours

To drown in ignorance-sea.


17464

Sail, sail

Your aspiration-boat!

Delight-destination

Is within your easy reach.


17465

The aspiration-heart

Is the promise-voice

Of the seeker’s life.


17466

My soul’s morning star

Feeds my aspiration-heart

Before I do anything.


17467

My soul’s silence-moments

Devour my mind’s

Ignorance-roar.


17468

Patience is undoubtedly

The first step

Towards perfection’s summit-height.


17469

If I cannot see God’s Face,

I do not mind.

But I do mind

If I do not or cannot

Sit at God’s Compassion-Feet.


17470

Can you not see

That God is asking you

To drink His Compassion-Delight

To your heart’s content?


17471

Still man’s same complaints:

God does not love me.

God does not want me.

God does not even think of me.


17472

Please, Lord,

Do save my poor heart

From becoming a withering hope.


17473

Each doubt

Secretly tries to stab

The foolish mind.


17474

Your eyes are closed to light.

Therefore,

Misery has become

Your Lord Supreme.


17475

O my mind,

Do not participate

In pleasure-parade.

Your suffering will be

Infinitely more destructive

Than you can ever imagine.


17476

A single faith-flame

Can illumine my mind’s

Darkness-doubt-room.


17477

My soulful silence

Is the smile

Of my heart-garden.


17478

My Lord Supreme,

If not now,

When will you make me

A perfect instrument of Yours?


17479

If you want to be

A perfect God-lover,

Then you cannot walk

On temptation-road.


17480

When I take a gratitude-step,

My Lord tells me

That my perfection-days

Are fast approaching.


17481

To be happy every day

I open

My heart-aspiration-door

And close

My mind-expectation-door.


17482

I have started smiling

Sincerely,

For I know my ignorance-days

Are numbered.


17483

I have shattered

My life’s uncertainties

With my willingness-power.


17484

O my doubting mind,

You rightly deserve

A poison-look of hatred

From me.


17485

God’s Compassion

Hires my heart.

Man’s frustration

Fires my life.


17486

Good-bye,

Expectation-hallucination!

Hello,

My prayer-heart!


17487

I cannot help

Laughing heartily

When ignorance-king and ignorance-queen

Unreservedly admire themselves.


17488

Only my soulful meditations

Can considerably reduce

My anxiety-days.


17489

Because of my unconditional surrender

To God’s Will,

My heart is hailing today

The divine birth

Of a supreme Vision.


17490

No more shall I remain

A slave

To my mind’s darkness-flooded

Doubts and fears!


17491

Alas, I do not know

How and why

The purity-heart should be exiled

Into slavery.


17492

Each truth-seeker and God-lover

Is the fulfilled promise

Of a new world-dream.


17493

Alas,

I do not know why

I have become a perfect slave

To my self-imposed tortures!


17494

Never undermine

The sincerity of your mind,

The purity of your heart

And the divinity of your soul.

Never!


17495

I am extremely grateful

To my heart

For helping me

So kindly and affectionately

To rise far above

My mind’s shameless pride.


17496

I came into the world

Not to destroy and bury,

But to transform and illumine

My ignorance-life.


17497

My Lord,

May each of my daily moments

Flourish

In my heart’s purity-love.


17498

Poor God!

In vain His Compassion-Heart

Tries to entertain

My dry mind.


17499

Before granting God-realisation,

God does not let the seeker

Leave any of his aspiration-lessons

Unlearnt.


17500

An unconditional inspiration-mind,

An unconditional aspiration-heart

And an unconditional dedication-life

Are God-cherishing treasures.


From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 175, Agni Press, 1992
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