Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 37

3601

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Each life has to become

A surrender-river

Before it can give what it has

And what it is

To the satisfaction-sea.

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3602

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If you want to become

A first-class member

Of surrender-society,

Then pray to God

To grant you

His blessingful Gift:

Wisdom-Flames.

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3603

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If you do not carry

All the time

Faith-key inside your heart,

The Supreme will not allow you

To become a member

Of His Heart-Transformation-Team. ```

3604

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Who wants to possess a secret?

No, not God!

Who wants to reveal a secret?

Who else, if not man! ```

3605

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Your life is a mountain

Of mere words

And not a fountain

Of self-giving deeds. ```

3606

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In the inner world

If you are not prepared

To meet resistance,

That means you are not taking

The inner world seriously.

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3607

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God’s loyal servants

Are the perfection-cry

Of man’s heart

And the satisfaction-smile

Of man’s soul.

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3608

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I wanted to shake hands

With a responsible mind.

Alas, a stupid mind

Came up to me instead

To shake hands.

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3609

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Burn, burn

Your desire-comfort-pillow

So that you do not

Have to wallow

In the pleasures of ignorance-mire.

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3610

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His arrival on earth

Was beautiful.

His return from earth

Was fruitful. ```

3611

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What does God do

On His day off?

He sorrowfully watches

The fragile friendship

Between man and the cosmic gods.

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3612

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If you want to stop

The strong bite

Of insecurity-insect,

Then immediately turn your life

Prayerfully and consciously

Into confidence-lion. ```

3613

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You have not lost

Your God-realisation-timepiece.

You have just misplaced it.

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3614

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Is there any place on earth

With no problems?

Yes, there is a place on earth

With no problems,

And that place is not

A man-discovered place,

But a God-invented place.

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3615

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God equally treasures

My success-life

And my failure-life.

This is the very beginning

Of my God-realisation.

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3616

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Your clever mind does not want doubt

Because doubt is too expensive.

Your wise heart does not want doubt

Because doubt is too explosive. ```

3617

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The heart with no certainty,

The mind with no purity,

The life with no divinity

Will never be allowed

To claim God.

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3618

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Start your aspiration-life

Immediately

If you ultimately want to become

A God-hungry man,

Sleeplessly and unconditionally.

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3619

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I was born to serve

In God’s outer world.

I was born not only to love

But also to become

In God’s inner world.

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3620

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Your mountain-problems

Will always remain

Because you treasure your mind’s

Himalayan doubts. ```

3621

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I was always waiting,

I am always waiting,

I shall be always waiting

Only for one thing:

God’s complete Satisfaction

In me. ```

3622

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To leap over life’s hurdles

You must discard all the pieces

Of your mind’s puzzle.

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3623

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I do admire your patience-heart,

But your speed-life

Is altogether a deplorable story.

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3624

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Unless you reclaim

Your eagerness-heart

And intensity-life,

How do you expect

God’s consistent Concern?

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3625

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He has no friend,

Not even

His ever-approachable

Loneliness. ```

3626

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The strength of your folded hands

Can only be appreciated

By your aspiration-heart

And not by

Your suspicion-mind.

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3627

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Your mind-hat is so heavy.

Your mind-hat is so ugly.

Nevertheless, you are so fond

Of your mind-hat. ```

3628

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There is only one

Failure-life

And that failure-life

Is when I feel God loves someone else

More than He loves me.

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3629

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If you subscribe

To inspiration-magazine,

God will before long grant you

The enjoyment of Heaven-adventure. ```

3630

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Your life has fallen

Into a well of self-oblivion.

Therefore

Your soul’s illumination

Is unable to offer you

Its God-oneness-ecstasy. ```

3631

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The only place to discard

Your wild emotion-flames

Is in God’s Forgiveness-Heart.

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3632

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Away with my desire-mind!

Away with my bondage-life!

I have now become

My upward-marching quest. ```

3633

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God’s motto is,

“Wake up!”

Man’s motto is,

“Lord, do not give me up!” ```

3634

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The misdeeds

Of man’s mind

Gave birth

To God’s Headache. ```

3635

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If you are confined

To the useless thought-room,

How can God’s Fondness

Reach you? ```

3636

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He houses at once

In his own heart

Earth’s soulful dreams

And

Heaven’s powerful vision.

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3637

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Be devoted

To your prayer-life

And be not attached

To the success-results

Of your efforts.

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3638

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If you do not have

Cheerfulness-escalator

To use,

Then definitely sadness

Will heavily weigh on you.

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3639

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You call it

Your self-confidence.

I call it

God’s Compassion-Satisfaction. ```

3640

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Who does not know

That ignorance-life

Is not only an old story

But also an ever-told story? ```

3641

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Soulfulness is undoubtedly

The beginning

Of a beautiful success

And a fruitful progress. ```

3642

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God’s Compassion-Eye

Is always ready

To come to your immediate rescue.

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3643

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You will receive

The will-power-trophy

Only for your sleepless self-offering.

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3644

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To make you exceptionally

Great and good,

God is first granting you

The receptivity-award. ```

3645

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Every day study faith-lesson.

It will help sustain you,

Even through your life’s

Darkest disasters. ```

3646

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Your mind at once

Makes and receives

An endless chain of complaints

Every day. ```

3647

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Only faith-soldiers

Can fight against

Endless doubt-enemies

And be ultimately victorious. ```

3648

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God’s Ultimatum:

Either God for God’s sake

Or man for man’s destruction-choice.

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3649

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If you cannot afford

To renew each day

Your meditation-permit,

God will not grant you admittance

To His Satisfaction-Heart-Room.

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3650

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How can you make anybody happy,

How can you yourself be happy

When you are totally lost

On the island of indifference? ```

3651

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Do not catch a falling star,

But catch the rising sun

And put it inside

Your aspiration-heart. ```

3652

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Either you swim in the sea

Of soulful delight,

Or you will be caught in the grip

Of destruction-depression. ```

3653

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The life that does not aspire

For God-realisation

Is not worth even

An empty eggshell. ```

3654

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When you pray soulfully

And meditate powerfully,

You come to realise

That each heart

Is a beautiful bird of paradise.

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3655

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Surrender suffers no loss.

Surrender suffers no failure.

Surrender suffers no unworthiness.

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3656

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The mind’s main disease

Is that

It does not want to unlearn

Anything bad. ```

3657

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Unless you have

A taste of aspiration-flames,

How will you value

God’s supreme Presence? ```

3658

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Your sweetest dreams

Are founded upon

Purity’s oneness-heart.

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3659

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He enjoys

Only one thing:

The tide of his mind’s

Indifference-sea. ```

3660

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Ignore your mind’s

Depression-cloud.

Dare to expect your heart’s

Cloudless satisfaction-smile. ```

3661

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Aspiration is

A consciously widening opportunity

For golden possibilities.

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3662

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The death of division

And the breath of oneness

Mark the glorious beginning

Of liberation. ```

3663

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Attachment-sickness-strings

Are extremely difficult

To break.

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3664

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Science secretly

Salutes nature

Without being seen.

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3665

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Believe it or not,

Insecurity is a sleepless hummingbird

In each unaspiring life.

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3666

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You chose death over life,

And now you enquire

Why life is not loving you

And why life is not

At your express command.

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3667

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Confidence is at once

A soulfully evolutionary force

In the inner world

And a powerfully revolutionary force

In the outer world.

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3668

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Truth-tree

Is not only unreachable

But also unbelievable

For the desire-bound mind. ```

3669

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Never allow your mind

To misdirect

Your heart’s winged hopes.

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3670

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He started his spiritual journey

To be blessed

By illumination-shore.

But instead, alas,

He was embraced

By hesitation-shore. ```

3671

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God places

His Heart’s Nectar-Crown

Upon the seeker’s

Selfless service-head. ```

3672

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Your division-sickness

Has pained

Your inner life

And stained

Your outer life.

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3673

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Your fuzzy conceptions

Of God

Live next door

To your mind’s unruly deceptions. ```

3674

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A heart of aspiration

And a mind of determination

Receive special Fondness-Blessings

From God. ```

3675

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If you do not love God

Unconditionally,

There shall come a time

When you will have to surrender

To the brutal tyranny

Of ignorance-world. ```

3676

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Love is

A universal tide

For a transcendental ascent.

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3677

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Every morning and evening

He runs

In the perfection-possibility-meadow.

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3678

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The world may forgive

Your crimes,

But the world will never forget

Your stupidity. ```

3679

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Why are you threatening

Your life

Instead of illumining

Your heart?

Why?

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3680

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He lives in between

His changeable mind

And his unchangeable heart.

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3681

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He is ready to enjoy

Monarchy,

Even if it is the monarchy

Of misunderstanding. ```

3682

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God allows only

The prayerful seekers

And soulful lovers

To eat free of charge

Every day

In His Consciousness-Bliss-Restaurant. ```

3683

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God is begging you

To fill your mind-suitcase

With His supremely royal Garments.

And what are you doing?

You are just secretly hiding

Your teeming doubts

Inside your mind-suitcase.

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3684

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At last I am awakened,

Only to see my desire-life

Groaning in utter despair.

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3685

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He does not allow anybody

To accompany him

Except one permanent companion of his:

His heart’s inner poise. ```

3686

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If you have a mind,

Then keep it always ready

To receive from God.

If you have a heart,

Then keep it always ready

To hold God.

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3687

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You may see yourself alone

When you are at the foot

Of the aspiration-mountain.

But you will definitely

Feel yourself alone

When you are on the highest peak

Of the mountain.

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3688

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You are looking for the place

Where hope is.

Do you know where it is?

It is inside the fire

Of your determination-eye.

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3689

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You can always do more.

This is what my Beloved Supreme

Tells me

Before I do,

While I am doing,

And after I have finished. ```

3690

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In the four corners

Of my heart-garden

Whom did I see?

I saw God the Dreamer

And nobody else.

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3691

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Do not ignore him!

He has come from the Supreme’s

Golden Shore

To allow you to become a student

In his illumination-class.

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3692

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I really do not know

How I can believe God

When He tells me

That my mind has

The same capacity as my heart

In cultivating

Purity and divinity.

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3693

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Because you order

From ignorance-menu,

The satisfaction-eye of the Master

Remains utterly unavailable. ```

3694

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Do not drag

Your doubt and despair

Into your aspiration-life

If you ever want to become

God’s sacred ambassador

On earth. ```

3695

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You have triumphantly passed

Your life-examination

Because you have not ignored

Your poverty-stricken heart

Or your voracious vital-appetite.

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3696

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Along the heart-path

No hesitation-walker

Is permitted to walk.

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3697

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One of the many things

That the higher worlds deliberately

Do not show us:

Their indifference to the mortal world. ```

3698

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What did you give God today?

I am sure you have given Him

Your heart’s insecurity-insect.

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3699

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God’s favourite meal

Consists of my heart’s

Gratitude-tears

And my life’s

Satisfaction-smile.

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3700

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God Himself will broadcast

Your inner progress

And outer success

If you just claim God

To be your only

Surrender-breath. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 37, Agni Press, 1984
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