Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 54

5301

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Every day

I play on a new heart-flute,

And every day

I surrender the melodies

To my Master-Musician,

My Beloved Supreme. ```

5302

```

Doubt,

The captain of my mind-boat,

Has misguided my life

To utter destruction. ```

5303

```

Never extinguish your heart-torch

If you want to see

The breath of illumination

In your mind-room. ```

5304

```

My heart-consultant

Used to advise me

Compassionately,

Yet I made no progress.

Therefore, my heart-consultant

Is using a stronger weapon.

It is advising me

Unconditionally. ```

5305

```

The petals of my heart-rose

I shall turn into

My life’s gratitude-tears.

```

5306

```

There is nothing

That cannot be done

Either here on earth

Or there in Heaven

By my soul’s patience-sun.

```

5307

```

The songs of my soul-bird

Can never be heard

By the restlessness

Of my mind-thoughts. ```

5308

```

If you want to be

The strongest aspirant,

Then every day

You must go to the inner Doctor

For your heart’s sincerity-check-up.

```

5309

```

My love of my soul

Has abolished totally

My mind’s sense of superiority.

```

5310

```

Aspiration-flames

Reach realisation-sun.

Realisation-sun

Becomes an intimate friend

Of God’s Self-Transcendence.

```

5311

```

Self-doubt

Can be compared to

A ferocious, man-devouring

Tiger. ```

5312

```

I have starved

My desire-thoughts.

Therefore

My aspiration-flames

Are climbing up very fast

And are about to touch

The Lotus-Feet

Of my Beloved Supreme. ```

5313

```

My soulful prayer

Every day and every hour

Comes from the breath of Heaven.

```

5314

```

Try to be

The eye of the cosmic gods,

And you will be found

In the lap of Infinity. ```

5315

```

Do not remember

Your past years

If you want to climb up

A new aspiration-tree

And walk

In a new transcendence-field. ```

5316

```

You have failed

In your aspiration-life

Precisely because

You allowed pride to rule

Your determination-mind.

```

5317

```

A mind of doubt

Is the majestic monarch

Of humanity’s life-confusing clouds.

```

5318

```

Alas, I was preoccupied

With my mind-doubts.

Therefore

I could not save my heart-child

When it was drowning.

```

5319

```

If your heart does not long for

A fully awakened wisdom-life,

Then you will, without fail, die

In a drowsy ignorance-night. ```

5320

```

Three self-evident truths:

I love God.

God needs me.

God and I will never fail

Each other.

```

5321

```

The moment you know

What God’s Will is,

God will grant you

His own Freedom-Trumpet. ```

5322

```

Once you know

That you are your life’s silver dreams,

God will grant you

His Life’s golden Visions. ```

5323

```

Two are the gifts

Of man’s sterling faith:

He cannot live

Without God’s Satisfaction,

And God cannot live

Without his aspiration. ```

5324

```

If you are ready

To ascend your heart’s stairs,

Then do not allow

Your vital-dog to bark at you. ```

5325

```

If you tell me

How you love God,

I will immediately tell you

Who you are. ```

5326

```

My soul asks my heart

Every day

To take some peace-light

From my soul

And give it to my peaceless mind.

```

5327

```

If you really have

A heart-house,

Can you not give

At least one room

Free of charge

To God? ```

5328

```

You may not see

God the Justice,

But you are bound to see

God the Compassion

Walking every day

On every earth-road. ```

5329

```

The doors of eternal Time

Will open only to those

Who possess the wisdom-light

Of ages. ```

5330

```

Every day

Sail your heart-boat,

And every day

You will see that you are reaching

A new soul-destination.

```

5331

```

In his life’s

Aspiration-mansion

There is no room

For death. ```

5332

```

If you do not love God,

Then who will?

If you fail to satisfy God,

Then I do not think

Anybody will succeed.

```

5333

```

From mental collapse

To psychic collapse,

Your entire life

Has crumbled to dust! ```

5334

```

There is no difference between

God and His Compassion,

As there is no difference between

My mind and my frustration. ```

5335

```

Only God’s Justice

Can speak of God’s Forgiveness

With God’s Authority.

```

5336

```

His is the mind

That is always tired

Of living.

Again, his is the heart

That is always afraid

Of dying. ```

5337

```

Unless you declare

Your ego’s death,

God is not going to declare

The birth of His Satisfaction-Sun. ```

5338

```

You think

That you are imperfect.

But I know

That perfection lives

Next door to your heart.

```

5339

```

True, I do not know

What the world can give me,

But I do know

What the world should give me:

Its heart’s oneness-love.

```

5340

```

I always laugh at one thing:

That is,

My mind-philosopher’s

Love-song. ```

5341

```

His heart of sympathy

Is feeling sorry

That his unaspiring mind

Is marching towards death

Instead of marching towards perfection.

```

5342

```

Although you have come

So late,

The cosmic gods are willing to hear

What you have to say. ```

5343

```

When God reveals

His Plans,

Show your immediate eagerness

To manifest Him. ```

5344

```

You are such a fool!

You always tamper with

God’s Illumination-Messages.

```

5345

```

Ups and downs

Always belong to

Humanity’s perfection-seeking life.

```

5346

```

His mind

Is indeed a world

That constantly needs direction

From his aspiration-heart. ```

5347

```

When the mind wants to teach you,

You should try to see

That the lesson stops

Where and when the lesson begins. ```

5348

```

A God-seeking heart

Will definitely have a life

Freed from all earthly turmoil.

```

5349

```

The speedy retreat

Of discouragement-phantom

Is my most precious achievement

Today. ```

5350

```

Today my mind’s purity

And my heart’s divinity

Are celebrating their joint victory.

```

5351

```

Alas,

Inside my sealed heart

How can I ever see

The Face of my Compassion-Lord? ```

5352

```

I am admiring

The waning of your destruction-night

And I am loving

The waxing of your aspiration-day. ```

5353

```

If you have

A hesitation-heart,

Then you will be found

Someday

In the insecurity-mart.

```

5354

```

A soulfully listening heart

My mind

Is constantly looking for.

```

5355

```

In the morning

Every day

He writes “Welcome!”

On his life’s purity-heart. ```

5356

```

No more, no more I need

A paralysis-life.

I need a life

Of quick accomplishment. ```

5357

```

Is there anybody

Who does not know the trickeries

Of wild attachment-life?

```

5358

```

You may not remember,

But it was you who invoked God

To put you inside

The temptation-prison. ```

5359

```

If you are firmly established

In your heart,

You will definitely be able

To plumb the depths

Of God’s Heart.

```

5360

```

The mind is not bad.

Just make it pure.

You will be able to enjoy

The purity-fragrance of truth. ```

5361

```

This world of ours

Is wild and miserable.

Let us take shelter

In the arms of our soulful prayers. ```

5362

```

Ignore your mind.

If you can do it,

Nobody will be able to force you

To abstain from Immortality’s Delight. ```

5363

```

Where life is pure,

Inspiration and aspiration

Are also pure.

```

5364

```

My Lord, what shall I do

With the heart that You have given me

If You do not give me

Daily hopes to accompany it? ```

5365

```

Every day

He and his life-transporting

Heart-cry

Get special invitations

From God.

```

5366

```

Your hatred-weapon

Will wound you

Even before you have aimed it

At the target. ```

5367

```

What is depression?

A strong undivine power

That destroys

The very breath of joy. ```

5368

```

When you fear,

You create a phantom-hour

That cannot be obliterated.

```

5369

```

I shall never invite ignorance

To come and play with me.

Indeed,

This is my sudden and immediate

But unchangeable decision.

```

5370

```

One hour of faith-cultivation a day

Is enough to satisfy

A seeker’s Inner Pilot.

```

5371

```

I gaze and gaze

Over my life’s pages,

Trying to transform

My dream-beauty

Into my reality-divinity.

```

5372

```

If you allow your faith

To waver,

Then your life will immediately

Start lagging. ```

5373

```

Although my life

Is always noisy,

God does not mind playing

His Silence-Song

Inside me.

```

5374

```

That ancient day

When God created man,

He wanted His blossoming Infinity

To be loved

By His embracing Immortality.

```

5375

```

It is not

That you do not know.

You do know

That your mind

Is a mountain of barren mistakes.

```

5376

```

Inside my God-hungry heart

I always keep a sweet, soulful

And beautiful

God-manifestation-dream. ```

5377

```

If you do not know

Which way your life-river should flow,

Then I ask you

To follow your heart’s aspiration-boat. ```

5378

```

Human love is not meant

For sweetness-smile.

Divine love is not meant

For bitterness-cry. ```

5379

```

My mind,

Do you remember God?

He remembers you.

He said to me

That you will be happy

If you can remember Him

Occasionally.

```

5380

```

Indeed,

You have done many things.

But you are not doing

The most important thing:

You are not leading a life

Worthy of God’s Appreciation. ```

5381

```

I really do not know

What has become of my satisfaction.

It is so distant

And so reluctant to visit me. ```

5382

```

There shall come a time

When even the unconscious mind

And the subconscious vital

Will long for transformation-light. ```

5383

```

His soul is extremely sad

Because his heart has become

A deserted shrine.

```

5384

```

The seer-poet

Not only remains unappreciated,

But also is misunderstood

By the modern intellectual world. ```

5385

```

If you want to eat

Supernatural food,

Then you must have

An unbreakable connection

With your aspiration’s inner source.

```

5386

```

Do you know

What the inner world does

Every morning?

It laughs and laughs

At your stupidity-mind.

```

5387

```

It was once so easy to love you

Because you prayed and meditated

From sunrise to sunset.

```

5388

```

I foolishly thought

That God would compassionately

Allow me

Not to give up my desire-life,

Since now I am doing well

In my aspiration-life. ```

5389

```

Everything is possible

In the strong arms

Of soulful prayers.

```

5390

```

Again I observe

My life’s spiritual awakening.

Therefore, I am looking

For my heart’s secret and sacred altar. ```

5391

```

I really do not know

Why my mind

Spends so much time

In the company of doubt-fools. ```

5392

```

I prayed to God

For a hiding place.

God has given me

A rising sun instead. ```

5393

```

God always has

Time for you.

It is you who never want

To listen to Him. ```

5394

```

I came to Your Lotus-Feet,

My Lord,

With a helpless hope-heart

To be forgiven. ```

5395

```

What gives life its value,

If not its inner cry

For self-transcendence?

```

5396

```

As soon as you become

Your heart-life’s cry,

God becomes

His Heart’s Satisfaction-Smile. ```

5397

```

If you follow the God-Road

To the end,

You will not only see God

But also become another God. ```

5398

```

His mind of transformation

Has now become

The beauty of God’s Satisfaction.

```

5399

```

You are so callous and ungrateful!

Have you ever inquired

If God requires anything

From you? ```

5400

```

If you are prepared

To give up everything else,

Then God will make you

The fulfilment of His Dream:

A perfection-God-child.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 54, Agni Press, 1984
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