Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 58

5701

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A true God-lover is he

Who every day celebrates

God’s Compassion-Victory

In his life. ```

5702

```

God told you

You are an unrevealed God.

You believed Him not.

Therefore

Both you and God

Are suffering. ```

5703

```

Alas, is it my fate

That God-days slip away

While I remain

In ignorance-sleep? ```

5704

```

Your heart brought

A very short-term aspiration

To God.

And now it wants

From God

A very long-term satisfaction! ```

5705

```

When the age of reason ends,

The heart of peace

Will inundate the entire world.

```

5706

```

His heart is trying

To do the impossible:

In one stroke

To transform

The world’s long history of hatred

With its oneness-song. ```

5707

```

God is faithful

To your heart.

Ask yourself if you are truthful

In your life. ```

5708

```

Now that you have unchained

Your earthly dreams,

God will give you

His Heavenly Visions to treasure. ```

5709

```

Unless you become

An unobstructed flood of self-offering,

God will forget to remember

Your heart’s inner name. ```

5710

```

You live in fear-apartment house.

Therefore, your life has become

Your heart’s burning teardrops.

```

5711

```

Alas, God won his heart

For five fleeting seconds,

Only to lose it

For an entire incarnation. ```

5712

```

What you need

Is an ancient eye

And a modern heart

To see and appreciate

God’s Beauty.

```

5713

```

After a long time,

Today he has learnt to levitate

From his disproportionately heavy

Lethargy-life. ```

5714

```

Unless you become

Your heart’s friend,

How can God make you

His friend? ```

5715

```

God came

To take away my fears.

I gave,

And also cleverly added

My ceaseless tears.

```

5716

```

Doubt-earthquakes

Have destroyed your life-tower

Because you have not dug

The surrender-canal

For God’s Love-Boat.

```

5717

```

When you have offered

Your service to God,

How is it

That you have sent a bill

For your service?

```

5718

```

In your inner life

It is good to eat

At least one thing:

Hope-bread. ```

5719

```

The world’s

Nightmare-complexity

Is a self-perpetuating

Ignorance-show. ```

5720

```

You can easily outsmart

The cynics.

Just show them openly

What you have:

Your satisfaction-heart.

```

5721

```

Earthly satisfaction

In any walk of life

Has always been

A truly transient reward. ```

5722

```

Earth

Is my long imperfection-snare

And Heaven

Is my long-forgotten home. ```

5723

```

If you do not have

The God-nearness-need,

Why should God come to you

To feed your inner heart

Or outer need?

```

5724

```

What is surrender-light

If not giving God

Your earthly all

And Heavenly all? ```

5725

```

Because you were a fool,

You did not evict

Your mind

From your heart-apartment. ```

5726

```

You will always be buffeted

By gusts of insecurity

Because you did not accept

God’s blessingful Invitation

To come to His Palace.

```

5727

```

What can you possibly expect

From your mind

Which is already so fat

With indulgence-thoughts? ```

5728

```

Yesterday

It was you who wanted

To keep your life-schedule empty.

Today

It is you again

Who are ready to lie

In your ingratitude-grave.

```

5729

```

My Beloved Supreme,

How can my heart survive

Your powerful displeasure?

Do turn my life into

Your Oneness-Song.

```

5730

```

If you want to work

In an aura of love,

Then invite your soul

Every morning

To enlighten your mind.

```

5731

```

You will be able

To care for God

Only if you every day take

Aspiration-strength-vitamins. ```

5732

```

If you are a genuine God-lover,

Then every day you must celebrate

God’s Compassion

In your aspiration-dedication-life. ```

5733

```

Without believing

What God tells you to do,

How can you tell the world

That you know who God is? ```

5734

```

What is meditation

If not Eternity’s infinite creation

In man for God?

```

5735

```

You are an alien from Heaven

Not because

You do not pray and meditate

But because

You do not believe

In others’ prayer and meditation. ```

5736

```

My Lord Supreme,

My songs create tears

In Your Heart

And Your Songs create smiles

In my life.

```

5737

```

God tells him,

“Please pay more attention

To Me in My children,

And not the other way around.” ```

5738

```

Every day he enjoys

A most special meal:

God’s Forgiveness-Delight.

```

5739

```

When madness becomes

Your life’s only enemy,

Sadness becomes

Your soul’s only enemy. ```

5740

```

Never become lost

In your unaspiring past.

Do not become tired of knocking

At your heart’s new door. ```

5741

```

I do not want to see myself

As I actually am.

I want to see myself

Exactly the way

My Beloved Supreme sees me.

```

5742

```

How can it be possible

For a mind-seeker

To learn the dance

Of a God-lover? ```

5743

```

Do not cry, do not cry!

God has already given you

His Life’s Compassion-Heart.

```

5744

```

You are not tired

Of sleeping

And God is not tired

Of knocking

At your heart’s door.

```

5745

```

He who wants to manifest God

At times feels

That Eternity is too short.

```

5746

```

God wants you to be a spectator

In His Cosmic Game,

But for that you must show God

What you have:

Your heart’s surrender-smile.

```

5747

```

He tells God,

“God, pay more attention to me.”

God tells him,

“My son, show more affection to Me.” ```

5748

```

You gave up praying and meditating.

Therefore, today you have

An expired aspiration-passport.

```

5749

```

My Lord Supreme,

I shall definitely be able to survive

Your Anger-Eye.

But I shall not be able to survive

Your Sorrow-Heart.

```

5750

```

Countless rivals are there

For God’s boundless Affection.

But is there anybody

Who is for God’s

Unconditional manifestation?

```

5751

```

You are such a fool!

You want to know

God’s estimated time of arrival.

Do you not see

That God has already arrived?

```

5752

```

If ever a deplorable fight takes place

Between earth’s helpless cries

And Heaven’s indifferent frowns,

I am sure God will help

Earth’s helpless cries

To best Heaven’s indifferent frowns. ```

5753

```

A true hospital

Gladly welcomes the suffering world.

A true doctor

Immediately heals the suffering world.

A true nurse

Inseparably becomes one with

The suffering world.

```

5754

```

How can God teach you

His God-Dance

If your heart does not feel

The necessity

To bleed for humanity’s need?

```

5755

```

I can never separate

Your desire-bound life

From your heart’s

Ingratitude-grave. ```

5756

```

Now that you have abandoned

Your obscure thought-world,

God’s Sea of Peace will embrace you

With the swiftness of a thunderbolt. ```

5757

```

Even though you are a prey

To impurity,

Do not forget to sleep

In God’s Compassion-Camp

Every night.

```

5758

```

Do not wait for the inner storm

To subside.

It will never subside on its own,

Never! ```

5759

```

Only if you pray

In the small hours of the morning,

Will you be able to see

The morning sun’s victory-delight. ```

5760

```

God’s Love

Has grasped his heart.

God’s Compassion

Has grasped his eye.

God’s Satisfaction

Has grasped his life. ```

5761

```

He is always looking —

Looking for more sincerity,

More humility

And more dedication

In his life of aspiration.

```

5762

```

What can meditation do?

It can stop the final victory

Of sorrow.

```

5763

```

If you prolong

The animal in your human life,

Then you are bound to delay

The divine in your human life. ```

5764

```

Give what you have

And what you are.

Then you will be blessed

With new mornings

In new worlds.

```

5765

```

Can you not see

That you are imprisoned

By your desire-worlds

For your constant dissatisfaction? ```

5766

```

Only the seekers

Of the infinite Truth

Will be blessed with the birth

Of a universal oneness-life. ```

5767

```

God has always been taking

Good care of my heart.

Now I am trying to take

Good care of the dust

Of His Feet.

```

5768

```

How do you expect to get

From me

My kindly affection

With your artificial aspiration? ```

5769

```

You will always be crippled

By incapacity

Unless divinity

Is your first and foremost choice. ```

5770

```

Yes, God gets angry.

Do you know why?

Because your mind is not hungry

For His Love and Oneness-Life. ```

5771

```

The world’s temptation-tricks

Are too swift

For man’s eye to catch.

```

5772

```

Your earthly years are not led

By your Heavenly wisdom-sun.

Therefore

How can God give you

A spotless surrender-satisfaction?

```

5773

```

God is more than willing

To pay an exorbitant rent

Provided you give Him sole occupancy

Of your purity’s heart-room. ```

5774

```

Any self-transcendence-attempt

Will enable the seeker

To go beyond the circle

Of birth and death. ```

5775

```

Each human being

Is swept away by his thought-waves.

Therefore, how can God’s

Peace-Promise on earth

Be fulfilled?

```

5776

```

He is always ready to feed

Your God-nearness-longing

And to illumine your aspiration-heart

And dedication-life. ```

5777

```

How is it possible

That your aspiration-heart

Could not hear

God’s courier’s courage-call? ```

5778

```

If you become

Your inspiration’s dedication-life,

Then your satisfaction-soul

Cannot remain a far cry. ```

5779

```

How can you be happy

Unless you daily

Examine and perfect

Your heart’s aspiration-life? ```

5780

```

To withstand ignorance-attack,

I have removed

All my old attachment-furniture

From my mind-room. ```

5781

```

The instigation-boldness

Of your vital

And the hesitation-art

Of your mind

Have paralysed your aspiration-heart.

```

5782

```

The latest arrival

At Heaven’s gate

Is my life’s

Gratitude-heart. ```

5783

```

I can clearly see

That you have grown into

Your mind’s clever capacity

To confuse your fellow travellers

In the spiritual life.

```

5784

```

God is examining everyone.

Do not laugh!

You may be next!

```

5785

```

Today I have discovered

Something most special;

Today I have discovered

Something unique:

God loves me infinitely more

Than I can ever love myself. ```

5786

```

He who does not aspire soulfully

May make a serious blunder.

His mind may mistake psychic ecstasy

For vital lunacy. ```

5787

```

There is no last chance

And no last hope

For you to see your soul’s

Most familiar eye and face. ```

5788

```

When I look at him

I see only one thing:

The same old familiar

Aspiration-heart.

When I look at you

I see only one thing:

The same old barren

Desire-face. ```

5789

```

If you live inside your heart

For your soul,

Then for you to arrive at your goal

Will not be a difficult task. ```

5790

```

He lives in God’s

Forgiveness-Sun.

God lives in his

Surrender-sky. ```

5791

```

If sadness

Is your only enemy,

Then why do you not ask

Oneness

To be your only friend?

```

5792

```

If you are already an awakened soul,

Then you must realise

That God has already given you

A supreme task to perform:

He wants you to work

For His Vision’s world-blossoms. ```

5793

```

What my heart sleeplessly needs

Is my soul’s

Sleepless, tranquil faith

In my Beloved Supreme. ```

5794

```

If you want to be

God’s Compassion-Song,

Turn your life into

Your heart’s aspiration-cries. ```

5795

```

God does not mind

When you do not believe Him,

But He feels that someday

It will be a difficult task

For Him to console you.

```

5796

```

If you have a vital

Which is a hotbed of desire,

How can you free yourself

From lifelong agony? ```

5797

```

Does your mind ever tell you

That misfortune pursues you

Precisely because

Every day you drink

From desire-cup?

```

5798

```

His is a birthless

And deathless search

For a nation of God-lovers.

```

5799

```

Now that your aspiration-life

Shuns jealousy’s ugly face,

You can easily discover

Your soul’s delight-island. ```

5800

```

My dedication-life

Needs the swiftness of a deer

To run at top speed.

My aspiration-life

Needs the soulfulness of a child

To run faster than the fastest.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 58, Agni Press, 1984
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