Chander deshe

Dine Rate Thakte Chahi

```

Dine rate thakte chahi

Na bhebe mor katha

```

Day and Night I Long to Live

```

Day and night I long to live

Without thinking of my own life.

```

Ajike Prabhate Chahinu Janani

```

Ajike prabhate chahinu janani

Nutan chinta dhara

```

This Morning I Beg of Thee

```

This morning I beg of Thee

To grant me a new thought-flow.

```

Prati Rate Chander Deshe

```

Prati rate chander deshe

Jete chahi hese hese

Sethai pabo bandhan hara

Shanti dhara

```

Every Evening

```

Every evening, smiling,

I like to go to the moon lands.

There I shall receive peace boundless. ```

Maner Chhalana Hiyar Bedana

```

Maner chhalana hiyar bedana

Ek sathe tara chale

```

Mind-Deception, Heart-Pangs

```

Mind-deception, heart-pangs:

Together they move.

```

Hiyar Khudha Kothai Tumi

```

Hiyar khudha kothai tumi

Kothai thako gopane

```

O My Heart-Hunger

```

O my heart-hunger,

Where do you hide

In secrecy supreme? ```

Ashar Pathe Na Chalile

```

Ashar pathe na chalile

Jiban habe britha

```

If I Do Not Walk Along the Hope-Road

```

If I do not walk along the hope-road,

Everything in my life shall end in vain.

```

Dyulok Kothai Dyulok Kothai

```

Dyulok kothai dyulok kothai

Taje kebal amar hiyar puta hasi

```

Where Is Heaven?

```

Where is Heaven?

Where is Heaven?

Heaven is nothing but

My heart’s pure smile.

```

Basana Dwar Khule Aji

```

Basana dwar khule aji

Pelam baroi byatha

```

I Am Deeply Hurt

```

I am deeply hurt

By opening my desire-door.

```

Ogo Maner Durbalata

```

Ogo maner durbalata

Tumi amar bhitar bahir biphalata

```

O Weakness of My Mind

```

O weakness of my mind,

Within, without, you are my failure.

```

Basana Mukta Hate Habe More

```

Basana mukta hate habe more

Prabhur tripti lagi

```

I Must Free Myself

```

I must free myself from desire-life

To satisfy my Lord Beloved Supreme.

```

Jagite Chahina Kandite Chahina

```

Jagite chahina kandite chahina

Pujite chahina amar hridaya gahane

```

In the Depths of My Heart I Do Not Want To

```

In the depths of my heart

I do not want to wake up,

I do not want to cry,

I do not want to worship.

```

Pabo Ki Hai Ei Jibane

```

Pabo ki hai ei jibane

Shanti matar darashan

```

Alas, Will I Ever Have A Glimpse?

```

Alas, will I ever have a glimpse

Of Peace-Mother in this lifetime?

```

Shishur Hriday Pabe Amar

```

Shishur hriday pabe amar

Bishwa prabhur parichoy

```

Shishur Mato Na Hasile

```

Shishur mato na hasile

Jishur dekha pabona

```

If I Smile Not Like a Child

```

If I smile not like a child,

How can I see the face of Jesus Christ?

```

Basanar Deshe Jatanar Shesh

```

Basanar deshe jatanar shesh

Nahi habe nahi habe

```

In Desire-Land

```

In desire-land,

Sufferings can never

Come to an end. ```

Hai Hai Bhabi Shudhu

```

Hai hai bhabi shudhu

Kandi shudhu saphalata lagi

```

Alas, I Think Only of Success-Life

```

Alas, alas, alas, alas,

I think only of success-life;

I cry only for success-life. ```

Alo Alo Eso Eso Jao Go Niye

```

Alo alo eso eso jao go niye

Maner malin kalo

```

Light, Light Divine

```

Light, Light divine, Supreme,

Do come, do come;

Take away my mind’s darkness-ignorance. ```

Chetana Sagare Santar Katite

```

Chetana sagare santar katite

Param tripti lagi

```

Satisfaction Supreme I Receive

```

Satisfaction supreme I receive

While swimming in consciousness-ocean.

```

Usha Devi Eso Eso

```

Usha devi eso eso

Bhango amar agyanatar ghum

```

Dawn Goddess

```

Dawn Goddess, come, come!

Destroy my ignorance-sleep.

```

Nirab Bhashai Gahite Chahi Go

```

Nirab bhashai gahite chahi go

Amije tomar bijoy giti

```

Your Victory-Songs

```

Your Victory-Songs I like to sing

In silence-secrecy.

```

Khandana Kare Maha Bandhan

```

Khandan kare moha bandhan

Sutibra bege chalechi ajike ami

```

Attachment-Bondage

```

Attachment-bondage

I have broken asunder.

At fastest speed I run today. ```

Ghumer Deshe Ghure Berai

```

Ghumer deshe ghure berai

Dibanishi hai asohai

```

I Am Roaming Day and Night

```

I am roaming day and night, alas,

In the world of slumber, helplessly.

```

Janite Amare Danite Amare

```

Janite amare danite amare

Dhara buke asi ami phire phire

```

I Come into the World Again and Again

```

I come into the world again and again

To know myself and to offer myself.

```

Rakhbo Kabe Mor Amire

```

Rakhbo kabe mor amire

Tomar paye balo prabhu balo

```

My Lord Supreme, Do Tell Me When

```

My Lord Supreme, do tell me when I shall

Place my ego-life at Your Feet.

```

Dure Chale Jao Ogo Manaser

```

Dure chale jao ogo manaser

Ashesh durbalata

```

Away You Go

```

Away you go, away you go,

O my mind’s endless weaknesses.

```

Ashar Duar Khuliya Rekhechi

```

Ashar duar khuliya rekhechi

Tomare bidhata herite ```

My Lord, I Have Kept My Hope-Door Open

```

My Lord, I have kept

My hope-door open to see You.

```

Ananda Parabar

```

Ananda parabar

Mor hiya habe taba sathi

```

O Delight-Ocean

```

O delight-ocean, O delight-ocean,

My heart will be your companion.

```

Sagarer Jale Kheliya Nachiya

```

Sagarer jale kheliya nachiya

Amar amire harabo

```

Playing and Dancing in Ocean Waters

```

Playing and dancing in ocean waters,

I shall lose my little self.

```

Sangi Bihin Din Rajani

```

Sangi bihin din rajani

Sangi bihin bhitar bahir

```

No Friend During the Day

```

No friend during the day,

No friend during the night,

No friend within,

No friend without.

```

Kandte Chahi Kandte Janina

```

Kandte chahi kandte janina

Haste chahi haste janina

```

I Want to Cry

```

I want to cry, but I know not how to cry.

I want to smile, but I know not how to smile.

```

Bhul Karego Amar Jiban katai

```

Bhul karego bhul karego

Amar jiban katai

```

Ceaselessly Making Mistakes

```

Ceaselessly

Making mistakes

I spend my life. ```

Nil Baridhir Gabhire

```

Nil baridhir gabhire

Heri aji ami amar hiyar majhire

```

My Heart's Inner Pilot Supreme

```

My heart’s Inner Pilot Supreme

Today I see

Inside the depths of the ocean.

```

Samudra Aji Dekhalo Amai

```

Samudra aji dekhalo amai

Rudra tahar murati

```

Ocean Has Shown Me Today

```

Ocean has shown me today

Its destruction-form.

```

Kende Kende Mari Prabhu

```

Kende kende mari prabhu

Ektu tomar hasi lagi

```

Only to See a Little Smile

```

I cry and cry and kill myself

Only to see a little smile

From You, my Lord. ```

Chorer Mato Lukiye Thake

```

Chorer mato lukiye thake

Amar sakal bhitar truti

```

All My Inner Mistakes

```

All my inner mistakes

Hide inside me like a thief.

```

Moha Bandhan Kare Khandan

```

Moha bandhan kare khandan

Nabin ushare dakibo

```

I Shall Invoke the New Dawn

```

I shall invoke the new dawn,

Breaking asunder my attachment-bondage.

```

Shanti Sagare Nijere Harate

```

Shanti sagare nijere harate

Britha kende ami mari

```

To Lose Myself

```

To lose myself in the ocean of peace,

In vain I cry and die.

```

Sundaro Paramer Sara Sundaro

```

Sundaro sundaro sundaro paramer sara sundaro

Laho laho laho toma lagi mor antara

```

O My Lord Supreme, O Beautiful One

```

O my Lord Supreme, O Beautiful One,

Beautiful One, Beautiful One,

Take, take, take, take my heart.

It is all for You.

```

Chaowar Kudha Sarbada

```

Chaowar kudha sarbada

Barai tibra jani

```

Desire-Hunger

```

Desire-hunger always

Is very severe,

We all know. ```

Dakbo Kare Apan Bale

```

Dakbo kare apan bale

Ei dharate

```

Whom Can I Call My Own?

```

Whom can I call my own

In this world?

```

Bhore Sanjhe Pran Gabhire

```

Bhore sanjhe pran gabhire

Ashru shudhu sathi

```

In the Morning, in the Evening

```

In the morning, in the evening,

In the depths of my heart,

Tear is my only friend. ```

Basana Eshana Shikeche Ajike

```

Basana eshana shikeche ajike

Samarpaner giti

```

Desire and Aspiration

```

Desire and aspiration

Have learned today

The surrender-song. ```

Amar Hiyar Sunil Pakhi

```

Amar hiyar sunil pakhi

Tomar sathe khelte chahi lukochuri

```

O My Heart's Blue Bird

```

O my heart’s blue bird,

With you I wish to play hide-and-seek. ```

Nai Shesh.. Basanar Ar Jatanar

```

Nai shesh nai shesh nai shesh

Basanar ar jatanar

```

No End

```

No end, no end, no end.

Desire has no end.

Suffering has no end. ```

Ke Habe Mor Hiyar Sathi

```

Ke habe mor hiyar sathi

Ke habe mor apan jan

```

Who Will Become My Heart's Friend?

```

Who will become my heart’s friend?

Who will be my dear one? ```

Maner Baner Dukher Sukher

```

Maner baner dukher sukher

Kanna amar thamena

```

Inside My Mind-Forest

```

Inside my mind-forest

My heart-suffering-cries

Never stop, never stop, never stop. ```

Amar Jiban Amar Maran Taba Swapaner Tripti

```

Amar jiban amar maran

Taba swapaner tripti lagi

```

I Keep My Life with Me

```

I keep my life with me

And I keep my death with me

Only to satisfy Your Dream. ```

Diner Sheshe Chander Deshe

```

Diner sheshe chander deshe

Tarar sathe hiyai amar nache

```

At the End of the Day in the Land

```

At the end of the day,

In the land of the moon,

With the stars my heart is dancing. ```

Amar Katha Bali Jabe

```

Amar katha bali jabe

Sabai kare upahas

```

Everybody Ridicules Me

```

Everybody ridicules me

When I speak of myself.

```

Hethai Nahe Hothai Nahe

```

Hethai nahe hothai nahe

Chaowar paowar parapare

Dekha tomai pabo ```

Not Here, Not There

```

Not here, not there, but far beyond

The desire-fulfilment-shore

I shall be able to see You. ```

Baroi Madhur Janani Tomar

```

Baroi madhur janani tomar

Karuna barishan

```

Mother Divine, Your Compassion-Rain

```

Mother Divine, Your Compassion-Rain

Is extremely sweet.

```

Manas Purite Ke Peyeche

```

Manas purite ke peyeche

Balo shantir darashan

```

O, Tell Me Who Has Seen?

```

O, tell me who has seen

The face of peace

In the mind-citadel? ```

Phuler Mato Puto Hale

```

Phuler mato puto hale

Manas marma dekha tomar pabo

```

When My Mind Becomes a Purity-Flower

```

When my mind becomes a purity-flower,

I shall be able to see You.

```

Deher Khudha Kichui Na Je

```

Deher khudha kichui na je

Hiyar khudhar tulanai

```

My Body-Hunger

```

My body-hunger is no match

For my heart-hunger.

```

Hridaye Kanna

```

Hridaye kanna

Manase kanna

Jibane kanna

Tai unnati ati druta gati

```

Tearful Cries in My Mind

```

Tearful cries in my mind,

Tearful cries in my heart,

Tearful cries in my life:

Therefore, my fastest progress.

```

Basana Khudha Eshana Sudha

```

Basana khudha eshana sudha

Tomar paye rakhbo aji rakhbo

```

My Desire-Hunger, My Aspiration-Nectar

```

My desire-hunger, my aspiration-nectar

At Your Feet today I shall place.

```

Amar Katha Bhabi Kebal

```

Amar katha bhabi kebal

Taito thako dure dure

Bahu dure mago

```

I Think Only of Myself

```

I think only of myself;

Therefore, You stay away,

Far away from me, Mother. ```

Bahir Jagater Phanki Dite Pari

```

Bahir jagater phanki dite pari

Bhitar jagater parina

```

I Can Deceive in the Outer World

```

I can deceive in the outer world,

But not in the inner world.

```

Nijere Na Dile Kemane Labhibo

```

Nijere na dile kemane labhibo

Amiya shanti jharna

```

If I Do Not Offer Myself

```

If I do not offer myself,

How can I receive nectar-peace-fountain?

```

Bahu Kal Pare Sandeha Chore

```

Bahu kal pare sandeha chore

Ajike dhariya phelechi

```

After a Long Time, Today I Have Caught

```

After a long time,

Today I have caught

The doubt-thief. ```

Amar Amire Karite Chahigo Dan

```

Amar amire karite chahigo dan

Ei asha ei mor pan

```

I Long to Offer My Little Self

```

I long to offer my little self.

This is my hope and this is my promise.

```

Bandhan Hara Karo Prabhu

```

Bandhan hara karo prabhu

Amar hiyar bhakti dhara

```

My Heart's Devotion-Flow

```

My Lord Supreme,

Do make my heart's devotion-flow boundless. ```

Klanto Manas Klanto

```

Klanto manas klanto paran klanto dehe

Asi ami tomar hiyar dware

```

With a Tired Mind

```

With a tired mind,

With a tired vital,

With a tired body,

I am at Your Heart-Door.

```

Janite Chahigo Amar Swarupe

```

Janite chahigo amar swarupe

Bandhite chahigo malin maner kurupe

```

I Long to Know My Supreme Form

```

I long to know my supreme Form.

I long to bind my impure mind’s uncomely form.

```

Aghat Karo Aghat Karo Bahu Jore

```

Aghat karo aghat karo bahu jore

Karte amai apan priyatama

```

Strike Me Hard

```

Strike me, strike me hard, very hard,

To make me Your Own,

My Lord Beloved Supreme. ```

Dehe Prane Mane Kena Aji

```

Dehe prane mane kena aji

Shudhu sandeha barishan

```

Why Do I Have Doubt-Downpour?

```

Why do I have doubt-downpour

In my body, in my vital, in my mind today?

```

Jabe Jabe Dudin Pare

```

Jabe jabe dudin pare

Agyanatar rati amai chhere jabe

```

In a Short While

```

In a short while,

Ignorance-night will leave me

And go away. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Chander deshe, 1991
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/cdm