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Dine rate thakte chahiNa bhebe mor katha
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Day and night I long to liveWithout thinking of my own life.
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Ajike prabhate chahinu jananiNutan chinta dhara
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This morning I beg of TheeTo grant me a new thought-flow.
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Prati rate chander desheJete chahi hese hese
Sethai pabo bandhan haraShanti dhara
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Every evening, smiling,I like to go to the moon lands.
There I shall receive peace boundless. ``````
Maner chhalana hiyar bedanaEk sathe tara chale
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Mind-deception, heart-pangs:Together they move.
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Hiyar khudha kothai tumiKothai thako gopane
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O my heart-hunger,Where do you hide
In secrecy supreme? ``````
Ashar pathe na chalileJiban habe britha
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If I do not walk along the hope-road,Everything in my life shall end in vain.
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Dyulok kothai dyulok kothaiTaje kebal amar hiyar puta hasi
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Where is Heaven?Where is Heaven?
Heaven is nothing butMy heart’s pure smile.
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Basana dwar khule ajiPelam baroi byatha
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I am deeply hurtBy opening my desire-door.
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Ogo maner durbalataTumi amar bhitar bahir biphalata
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O weakness of my mind,Within, without, you are my failure.
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Basana mukta hate habe morePrabhur tripti lagi
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I must free myself from desire-lifeTo satisfy my Lord Beloved Supreme.
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Jagite chahina kandite chahinaPujite chahina amar hridaya gahane
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In the depths of my heartI do not want to wake up,
I do not want to cry,I do not want to worship.
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Pabo ki hai ei jibaneShanti matar darashan
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Alas, will I ever have a glimpseOf Peace-Mother in this lifetime?
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Shishur hriday pabe amarBishwa prabhur parichoy
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Shishur mato na hasileJishur dekha pabona
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If I smile not like a child,How can I see the face of Jesus Christ?
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Basanar deshe jatanar sheshNahi habe nahi habe
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In desire-land,Sufferings can never
Come to an end. ``````
Hai hai bhabi shudhuKandi shudhu saphalata lagi
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Alas, alas, alas, alas,I think only of success-life;
I cry only for success-life. ``````
Alo alo eso eso jao go niyeManer malin kalo
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Light, Light divine, Supreme,Do come, do come;
Take away my mind’s darkness-ignorance. ``````
Chetana sagare santar katiteParam tripti lagi
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Satisfaction supreme I receiveWhile swimming in consciousness-ocean.
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Usha devi eso esoBhango amar agyanatar ghum
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Dawn Goddess, come, come!Destroy my ignorance-sleep.
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Nirab bhashai gahite chahi goAmije tomar bijoy giti
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Your Victory-Songs I like to singIn silence-secrecy.
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Khandan kare moha bandhanSutibra bege chalechi ajike ami
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Attachment-bondageI have broken asunder.
At fastest speed I run today. ``````
Ghumer deshe ghure beraiDibanishi hai asohai
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I am roaming day and night, alas,In the world of slumber, helplessly.
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Janite amare danite amareDhara buke asi ami phire phire
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I come into the world again and againTo know myself and to offer myself.
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Rakhbo kabe mor amireTomar paye balo prabhu balo
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My Lord Supreme, do tell me when I shallPlace my ego-life at Your Feet.
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Dure chale jao ogo manaserAshesh durbalata
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Away you go, away you go,O my mind’s endless weaknesses.
```Ashar duar khuliya rekhechi
Tomare bidhata herite ``````
My Lord, I have keptMy hope-door open to see You.
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Ananda parabarMor hiya habe taba sathi
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O delight-ocean, O delight-ocean,My heart will be your companion.
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Sagarer jale kheliya nachiyaAmar amire harabo
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Playing and dancing in ocean waters,I shall lose my little self.
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Sangi bihin din rajaniSangi bihin bhitar bahir
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No friend during the day,No friend during the night,
No friend within,No friend without.
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Kandte chahi kandte janinaHaste chahi haste janina
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I want to cry, but I know not how to cry.I want to smile, but I know not how to smile.
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Bhul karego bhul karegoAmar jiban katai
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CeaselesslyMaking mistakes
I spend my life. ``````
Nil baridhir gabhireHeri aji ami amar hiyar majhire
```My heart’s Inner Pilot Supreme
Today I seeInside the depths of the ocean.
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Samudra aji dekhalo amaiRudra tahar murati
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Ocean has shown me todayIts destruction-form.
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Kende kende mari prabhuEktu tomar hasi lagi
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I cry and cry and kill myselfOnly to see a little smile
From You, my Lord. ``````
Chorer mato lukiye thakeAmar sakal bhitar truti
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All my inner mistakesHide inside me like a thief.
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Moha bandhan kare khandanNabin ushare dakibo
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I shall invoke the new dawn,Breaking asunder my attachment-bondage.
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Shanti sagare nijere harateBritha kende ami mari
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To lose myself in the ocean of peace,In vain I cry and die.
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Sundaro sundaro sundaro paramer sara sundaroLaho laho laho toma lagi mor antara
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O my Lord Supreme, O Beautiful One,Beautiful One, Beautiful One,
Take, take, take, take my heart.It is all for You.
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Chaowar kudha sarbadaBarai tibra jani
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Desire-hunger alwaysIs very severe,
We all know. ``````
Dakbo kare apan baleEi dharate
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Whom can I call my ownIn this world?
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Bhore sanjhe pran gabhireAshru shudhu sathi
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In the morning, in the evening,In the depths of my heart,
Tear is my only friend. ``````
Basana eshana shikeche ajikeSamarpaner giti
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Desire and aspirationHave learned today
The surrender-song. ``````
Amar hiyar sunil pakhiTomar sathe khelte chahi lukochuri
```O my heart’s blue bird,
With you I wish to play hide-and-seek. ``````
Nai shesh nai shesh nai sheshBasanar ar jatanar
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No end, no end, no end.Desire has no end.
Suffering has no end. ``````
Ke habe mor hiyar sathiKe habe mor apan jan
```Who will become my heart’s friend?
Who will be my dear one? ``````
Maner baner dukher sukherKanna amar thamena
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Inside my mind-forestMy heart-suffering-cries
Never stop, never stop, never stop. ``````
Amar jiban amar maranTaba swapaner tripti lagi
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I keep my life with meAnd I keep my death with me
Only to satisfy Your Dream. ``````
Diner sheshe chander desheTarar sathe hiyai amar nache
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At the end of the day,In the land of the moon,
With the stars my heart is dancing. ``````
Amar katha bali jabeSabai kare upahas
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Everybody ridicules meWhen I speak of myself.
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Hethai nahe hothai naheChaowar paowar parapare
Dekha tomai pabo ``````
Not here, not there, but far beyondThe desire-fulfilment-shore
I shall be able to see You. ``````
Baroi madhur janani tomarKaruna barishan
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Mother Divine, Your Compassion-RainIs extremely sweet.
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Manas purite ke peyecheBalo shantir darashan
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O, tell me who has seenThe face of peace
In the mind-citadel? ``````
Phuler mato puto haleManas marma dekha tomar pabo
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When my mind becomes a purity-flower,I shall be able to see You.
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Deher khudha kichui na jeHiyar khudhar tulanai
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My body-hunger is no matchFor my heart-hunger.
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Hridaye kannaManase kanna
Jibane kannaTai unnati ati druta gati
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Tearful cries in my mind,Tearful cries in my heart,
Tearful cries in my life:Therefore, my fastest progress.
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Basana khudha eshana sudhaTomar paye rakhbo aji rakhbo
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My desire-hunger, my aspiration-nectarAt Your Feet today I shall place.
```Amar katha bhabi kebal
Taito thako dure dureBahu dure mago
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I think only of myself;Therefore, You stay away,
Far away from me, Mother. ``````
Bahir jagater phanki dite pariBhitar jagater parina
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I can deceive in the outer world,But not in the inner world.
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Nijere na dile kemane labhiboAmiya shanti jharna
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If I do not offer myself,How can I receive nectar-peace-fountain?
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Bahu kal pare sandeha choreAjike dhariya phelechi
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After a long time,Today I have caught
The doubt-thief. ``````
Amar amire karite chahigo danEi asha ei mor pan
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I long to offer my little self.This is my hope and this is my promise.
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Bandhan hara karo prabhuAmar hiyar bhakti dhara
```My Lord Supreme,
Do make my heart's devotion-flow boundless. ``````
Klanto manas klanto paran klanto deheAsi ami tomar hiyar dware
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With a tired mind,With a tired vital,
With a tired body,I am at Your Heart-Door.
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Janite chahigo amar swarupeBandhite chahigo malin maner kurupe
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I long to know my supreme Form.I long to bind my impure mind’s uncomely form.
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Aghat karo aghat karo bahu joreKarte amai apan priyatama
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Strike me, strike me hard, very hard,To make me Your Own,
My Lord Beloved Supreme. ``````
Dehe prane mane kena ajiShudhu sandeha barishan
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Why do I have doubt-downpourIn my body, in my vital, in my mind today?
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Jabe jabe dudin pareAgyanatar rati amai chhere jabe
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In a short while,Ignorance-night will leave me
And go away. ```From:Sri Chinmoy,Chander deshe, 1991
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