Enthusiasm, Part 12

I Raise My Heart

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I raise my heart.

God bends His Ears.

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Every Heart Is Beautiful

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Every heart is beautiful

When it weeps.

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Every Life Is Beautiful

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Every life is beautiful

When it smiles.

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My God-Surrender-Heart

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My God-surrender-heart

Is made from the Lotus-Petals

Of my Lord’s Feet. ```

Wherever God Goes

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Wherever God goes,

The tears of my heart follow Him.

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I Know How to Cry

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I know how to cry,

God knows how to smile.

We two are equals. ```

My Life May Not Know

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My life may not know what God’s Compassion is,

But my heart does know what God’s Forgiveness is.

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My Heart Whispers

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My heart whispers.

God’s Compassion-Ear

Leans low. ```

My Mind and I Like to Know

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My mind and I

Like to know

All about God’s

Secret days.

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My Heart and I Love to Feel

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My heart and I love to feel

Only God’s sacred moments. ```

God’s Choice Children

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God’s choice children

Are those who see God’s Will

As their own, very own. ```

My Love, My Devotion and My Surrender

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My love, my devotion

And my surrender

Every morning congregate

At my Lord’s Lotus-Feet.

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My Lord, Do Dictate

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My Lord, do dictate.

My heart-pen

Is all ready. ```

Our God-Service

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Our God-service

Is the fragrance

Of our inner beauty. ```

Be Not Afraid of Any Shadow

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Be not afraid

Of any shadow.

This includes your own. ```

Here, There and Everywhere

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Here, there and everywhere

I am looking for

God’s Thunder-Feet

To transform my life.

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Longest Self-Giving Journey

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Longest self-giving journey;

Heaven’s brightest smile;

Earth’s proudest embrace;

God’s newest Victory-Discovery.

``` [Composed at the start of the 2007 Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Time Knows How to Fly

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Time knows how to fly.

I know how to cry.

Fly, fly, fly.

Cry, cry, cry.

At least in one respect

We two are perfect.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Am So Fortunate (1) To Guard

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate

To guard my Lord Supreme’s Golden Heart-Gate.

``` [This is the first of a series of 30 songs under the theme “I Am So Fortunate”.]

I Am So Fortunate (2) To Have a Cute Face

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I am so fortunate

To have a cute face.

I am so fortunate

To capture my Lord’s Grace.

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[* Pronounced “kee-”]

[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (3) I Have Transformed

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

I have transformed my fate.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (4) Day In, Day Out

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

Day in, day out, I radiate.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (5) God and I

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God and I together eat from the same plate.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (6) Always on Time

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

Always on time and never late.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (7) Every Day

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

Every day God’s Will Divine I propagate.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (8) My Lord Supreme

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

My Lord Supreme never forgets

My birth date.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (9) God Trusts Me

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God trusts me, my Lord Compassionate.

``` [Sri Chinmoy continued this series of “I Am So Fortunate” songs in July and in September 2007.]

Every Morning My Heart’s Aspiration-Flame

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Every morning my heart’s aspiration-flame

Sings and sings and sings

My Lord Supreme’s Victory.

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[Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

God Came to Me

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God came to me: I was sleeping.

God came to me: I was hiding.

God came to me: I was ignoring.

God came to me: I was sulking.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

My Lord, My Lord, Your Ambrosial Voice

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My Lord, my Lord,

Your ambrosial Voice

Is my heart’s immediate choice.

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[Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Am Very Close to God

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I am very close to God,

I am very close.

Every day He gives me

A morning-beauty-rose.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Give Not What You Have

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Give not what you have,

Give what you are.

Soon, very soon,

Your heart will become

A twinkling star.

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[Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Cry and Cry and Cry

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I cry and cry and cry,

I sleeplessly cry —

To touch my Lord’s Forgiveness-Feet,

To clasp my Lord’s Compassion-Eye.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

All Your Grace

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All Your Grace, all Your Grace,

All Your Grace, all Your Grace,

My Lord Beloved Supreme!

All Your Grace, all Your Grace,

My soul and I are able to join

In Your birthless and deathless Race.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Love My Lord – I Really Love

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I love my Lord, I love my Lord, I really love.

I am His Sweetness-Fondness-Oneness-Dove.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Sleepless Selflessness

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Sleepless selflessness is needed, sleepless selflessness,

To climb up the summit-heights of happiness.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Every Day I Shorten My Desire-Life

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Every day I shorten my desire-life

And challenge the pride of ignorance-knife.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Be Eager

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Be eager, be eager, be eager

To become a God-seeker.

Be a God-lover, be a God-lover

To enjoy God’s Blessing-Shower.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

We Start, We Start, We Start

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We start, we start, we start with self-giving.

We end, we end, we end in God-becoming.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

My Lord Tells Me, “Go Ahead, My Child”

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My Lord tells me, “Go ahead, my child, go ahead.

I have just fed your heart-flames, I have just fed.”

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Strive for a Fire-Pure Change

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Strive for a fire-pure change, strive!

Your life and your heart are bound to thrive.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Life Is Transitory

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Life is transitory, life is transitory.

I must complete my Lord’s Compassion-Story.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Need a Heart of Delight

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I need, I need, I need a heart of delight.

I need, I need, I need a body of might.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Every Morning I Sing

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Every morning I sing

God’s God-Beauty-Songs.

Each and every Heavenly soul

Eagerly throngs.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Think Not, Think Not of What You Are

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Think not, think not of what you are.

You are all God’s — just remember!

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Am So Fortunate (10) Sleeplessly

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I am so fortunate,

I am so fortunate!

Sleeplessly on God’s Feet

I can contemplate.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

My Lord, My Lord, Give Me

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My Lord, my Lord, give me

A heart of twinkling beauty.

My Lord, my Lord, give me

A life of singing duty.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

My Lord Is Mine

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My Lord is mine, my Lord is mine, my Lord is mine!

In His Eye, in His Heart and at His Feet I shine.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

No More Am I a Fool

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No more am I a fool, no more am I a fool.

Daily I pray to God to be His special tool.

No more am I a fool, no more am I a fool, no more!

Every day my heart cries for the Golden Shore.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

My Lord, No Matter How Far

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My Lord, no matter how far You are away,

Only for You, only for You, my night and day.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

O, When I Sing

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O, when I sing my Lord’s high praises,

He in no time my consciousness raises.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

No More Division-Ignorance-Roar

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No more division-ignorance-roar!

Our World Harmony Run

Has reached the Golden Shore.

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[Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

A Heart of Beauty

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A heart of beauty

And a life of duty

My Lord Supreme

Has given me.

I swim and swim

In ecstasy-sea.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

When My Inner Life

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When my inner life is on its prayerful and soulful knees,

My outer life is flooded with Infinity’s Peace.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Dream, Dream, Sleeplessly Dream!

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Dream, dream, sleeplessly dream!

Our Lord’s Victory supreme!

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Every Day, Without Fail, I Pray to God

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Every day, without fail,

I pray to God, I pray, I pray,

To give me a very special role

In His Cosmic Play.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

A Heart of Purity Never Dies

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A heart of purity never dies, never dies.

In the sky of bliss, it flies, only flies.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

The Rising Sun Is Beautiful

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The rising sun is beautiful, divinely beautiful.

The setting sun is peaceful, supremely peaceful.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Enthusiasm-Awakeners

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Enthusiasm-awakeners!

Enthusiasm-awakeners!

Enthusiasm-awakeners!

Enthusiasm-awakeners!

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Be Not Afraid of Your Lord Supreme!

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Be not afraid, be not afraid

Of your Lord Supreme!

Look at Him, smile at Him —

You are His blue-gold-dream!

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Now That I Am

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Now that I am at my Supreme Lord’s

Golden Shore,

To frighten ignorance-night,

He wants me to roar and roar.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

To Be Very Close to God

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To be very close to God, to be very close,

Each God-lover needs a heart-beauty-rose.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Last Night I Had a Very, Very, Very Significant Dream

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Last night I had a very, very, very significant dream.

I saw my Lord, clasped His Eye

And kissed His Feet Supreme.

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[Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race]

Sri Chinmoy commented later that day:

“Dear ones, if you can sing this song once a week, I shall be very grateful to you. Do not worry about your musical capacity. Even if you make mistakes, no harm. And if you can sing the song three times every day — it can be all at the same time or at three different times — I shall be very grateful to you and I shall be very, very, very, very — a million times — proud of you. This will definitely help you in your life of aspiration.”

How Can I Reach My Goal?

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How can I reach my Goal,

O, how can I?

My life is still tinged

With the desire-hunger-dye.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

World Harmony Run – World Peace Family

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World-Harmony-Run

Comes from the World-Peace-Family.

World-Harmony-Run:

Earth’s self-transcendence-jubilee.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Long, Longer, Longest

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Long, longer, longest in the World-History-Race

I have just covered thirty-one-hundred mile race.

I have cried and I have smiled during my self-giving race.

I now proudly enjoy God’s Compassion-Eye and His Heart-Embrace.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race, to be sung for each finisher of the race.]

Never, Never Shall I Allow

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Never, never shall I allow

My God-manifestation-promise to die.

My soul and I fly and fly very high

In the vastness of God-fulfilment-sky.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Must Go Far Beyond

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I must go far beyond

My self-created limits.

I must not accept any more

My self-surrendered defeats.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

The Sunrise Is Heaven’s Revealed Beauty

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The sunrise is Heaven’s revealed beauty.

The sunset is earth’s fulfilled duty.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

My Lord, Do Give Me Two Wings

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My Lord, do give me two wings of love-light.

I shall see nowhere, nowhere, ignorance-night.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Love My Heart-Cottage-Nest

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I love, I love my heart-cottage-nest.

Every day my Lord my special Guest.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

O Aspiration-Heart-Speed

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O aspiration-heart-speed,

God wants you to lead the whole world, lead!

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

I Sail and Sail My Blue-Gold Heart-Boat

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I sail and sail my blue-gold-heart-boat, I sail.

My God-manifestation-dream shall never fail.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

The God-Loving, Self-Giving Breath

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The God-loving, self-giving breath

Fears not the dance of death.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Every Action of God

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Every Action of God

Is a Creation-Dance.

Every action of ignorance

Is a destruction-lance.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

The Joy of Journey’s Start

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The joy of journey’s start

Is dreamful.

The pride of journey’s end

Is Godful.

``` [Composed at the Self-Transcendence 3100 Mile Race.]

Marathon Is an Unimaginable Joy-Experience

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Marathon is an unimaginable

Joy-experience of the heart.

Marathon is an unbearable

Suffering-experience of the body,

Vital and the mind.

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[Composed at the finish of the 2007 Self-Transcendence Marathon.]

My Heart Shall Always Succeed

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My heart shall always succeed;

My life shall always proceed.

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No Night

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No night, no night, no darkness-night,

Just the beauty and fragrance of light.

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Madal, Chinmoy, Sri Chinmoy, Guru

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Madal, Chinmoy, Sri Chinmoy, Guru,

Is his children’s eternal Friend, true.

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My Lord, Why Do I Fail?

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My Lord, why do I fail?

Why do I sadly fail?

“My child, break asunder your mind-cherished jail.” ```

Sleep No More

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Sleep no more, sleep no more,

Sleep no more, dream no more!

Your Lord Supreme is knocking at your heart-door. ```

My Lord, I Wish to Be Your Slave

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My Lord, I wish to be Your slave, I wish to be Your slave.

To serve You sleeplessly, make me soulful and brave.

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My Lord, I Need, I Need a Rainbow-Heart

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My Lord, I need,

I need a rainbow-heart.

“My child, pray for a purity-life.

Start!”

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My Lord Supreme Wants Me to Sing

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My Lord Supreme wants me

To sing the song of duty

So that I can climb up

His Tree of Prosperity.

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Every Day I Must Sing

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Every day I must sing

My God-songs more and more

So that my life-boat

Can reach the Golden Shore.

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I Am So Fortunate (11) On God’s Power-Flooded Third Eye

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

On God’s Power-flooded Third Eye

I can concentrate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (12) The Lord Absolute

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

The Lord Absolute taught me

How to meditate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (13) In God-Manifestation-Tasks

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

In God-manifestation-tasks

I never hesitate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (14) God’s Heart and My Heart

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God’s Heart and my heart

Sleeplessly communicate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (15) God Commands Me

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God commands me

With Him to collaborate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (16) Whenever I Serve

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

Whenever I serve my Lord,

I am so accurate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (17) To Please God

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

To please God in His own Way

I am really desperate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (18) God’s Heart and God’s Eye

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God’s Heart and God’s Eye

My life regulate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (19) God Himself Scolds Me

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God Himself scolds me:

Jealousy and insecurity

I must obliterate.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (20) God Knocks My Head Off

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God knocks my head off

When I enjoy

Self-doubt-lemonade.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (21) God Wants Me

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God wants me

Not to be a renunciate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (22) Life-Acceptance

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

Life-acceptance

God wants me to desiderate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

Every Day I Love

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Every day I love to kiss my Lord’s Lotus-Feet.

My Lord says to me,

“My child, keep your life clean and neat.” ```

Feed Always Hope

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Feed always hope, feed always hope, feed always hope.

God will give you a Heaven-climbing rope.

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Every Day, Without Fail, I Highly Praise

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Every day, without fail,

I highly praise the sun and the moon.

Their summit-blessings

I shall receive soon, very soon.

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I Love My Lord, My Lord Loves Me

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I love my Lord, my Lord loves me.

We two are Eternity’s oneness-heart-sea.

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I Am So Fortunate (23) My Heart’s God-Love-Fragrance

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

My heart’s God-love-fragrance

Shall never fade.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (24) My Love-Devotion-Surrender

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

My love-devotion-surrender

Heights and depths

Shall never fluctuate.

``` [One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (25) From My Heart’s Mounting Flames

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

From my heart’s mounting flames,

Myself I shall never separate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (26) At God’s Lotus-Feet

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

At God’s Lotus-Feet

All my life’s activities originate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (27) In God’s Universal Family

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

In God’s Universal Family

I am a choice inmate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (28) From the Path of Truth

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

From the path of Truth

I never deviate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (29) From Ignorance-Shackles

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

From ignorance-shackles

I shall liberate my life, I shall liberate.

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[One of a series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

I Am So Fortunate (30) God Says to Me

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I am so fortunate, I am so fortunate!

God says to me,

“I want you to be My bravest soldier and not vegetate.”

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[The final song in the series of 30 “I Am So Fortunate” songs.]

My Birthday

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My birthday, my birthday,

My birthday, my birthday!

God gives my heart, from His Heart

A very special Ray.

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I Am a God-Pleasing Bird

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I am a God-pleasing bird,

I am a God-pleasing bird.

Charmingly and soulfully I chirp.

Sleeplessly, self-givingly,

I play on God’s Victory-Harp. ```

I Am a Sky-Blue Flower

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I am a sky-blue flower,

I am a sky-blue flower.

My heart and I blossom

At God’s Choice Hour.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,Enthusiasm, Part 12, Agni Press, New York, 2013
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