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Jiban amar maran amarSaphal habe saphal habe
Dibanishi gurur baniKarle prachar bipul bhabe
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Jani jani Japan deshti barai manoharPhul bichhana hethai sabai hiya chitrakar
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Bhitar bahir durbalata kebal durbalataKothai jyoti kothai shanti kothai nirabata
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Ananda man ananda pran ananda dehaEi dharanite jani ami jani dekhibena keha
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Nahi bali bhul kareo tomar kathaKebal ami dabi kari saphalata
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Nijere danite kari sarbada sarbatra bhoyTabu asha kari tabu dabi kari amar bijoy
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Sudur desher dak esechheJete habe sudur deshe
Kusum sama phutbe jibanPrabhur paye hese hese
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Jader katha bhebe mari tara kothai ke janeBarai nithur chinta plaban hane more aj hane
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Ratri sheshe jatri ami kon ajanarJachi kebal bishwa prabhur kripa pathar
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Asundarje bhitar bahirKebal malin asundar
Jiban nadir bhagna naukaDekhbe na je subandar
```Translation
```
My life within, my life without,Is utterly empty of beauty.
How can the shattered boat of my life-riverEver reach God’s Beauty-Harbour?
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Namra shire bhakti chiteKarte tomai namaskar
Dao go more param prabhuDao go aji adhikar
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Punya bhikhari hriday amar punya bhikhariKotha tumi ogo jiban pather mukti dishari
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Dakte tomai shakati dao dakte shakatiPujte tomai bhakati dao pujte bhakati
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Sandeha bhiti bhitar bahir sandeha bhitiTai nahi pai param prabhu madhubhara priti
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Ogo ananta dharanir buke pracharite taba baniKaro nirmal karo projjwal amar jiban khani
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Chokher jale hiyar bale daki tomai dakiKeman kare dibe balo ebar amai phanki
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Hiyai khudha na jagile amar hiyai khudhaKeman kare pabo ami amaratar sudha
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Ami je amar nithur orati nahe je apar kehaAspriha bina kemane phutibe hiya man prana deha
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Urdhe nimne gahite tomar chira bijayer ganDhalo dhalo prabhu antare mor taba kripa aphuran
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Khule dao khule dao mama hiya debaloyPrabhu pade ashroy ei habe parichoy
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Ke amare pran gabhire dak dilo go ajKe amare dite chahe mukti dhamer saj
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Jibaner pathe druta bege chali pete adharar dhanRupayite habe achire amar ghor andhiyar man
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Hok hok hok hok madhumoy pratiti chinta morAmar jiban swarga dhamer habe shashwata bho
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Andhiyar pathe chaliyachhi eka andhiyar patheNishchita pabo alo darashan atmahutir brate
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Maner bane nahi phute mayer pujar phul
Sethai raje dibanishi rashi rashi bhul ```
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Kato katha balte chahi prabhu tomar satheNata shire amar hiyar snigdha madhur prate
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Chapal paran prashanta habe rahi ei bharashaiOgo prananath daki dibarat eso hiya anginai
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Asha phul asha phul asha phulTumi bina mor prane nahi kul
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Ashar pathe chali ami ashar pathe chaliNirab bhashai puta hiyai kathati na bali
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Dake amai maha shunya dake dakeAmar purir nirabatar phanke phanke
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Eso eso eso prabhu amar hiya purePujbo tomai nitya nutan bhakti giti sure
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Dhaner maner lobhi jara tader jiban shanti haraHriday jader asprihanal tader jiban madhu jhalamal
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Nidra bihin sangi bihin chali ami ekaPabo ki hai e jibane prabhu tomar dekha
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Khama karo prabhu khama karo moreOgo mor prananath
Nahi rabe ar hridaye amarBedanai bhara rath
```Translation
```Forgive me, O Lord of my life, forgive me.
My life will never have the heartThat embodies excruciating
Ignorance-night-pangs. ```
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Sabakar sathe hasibo khelibo ei je amar panShuno shuno shuno bishwa bidhata ogo mor pranadhan
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Dure dure bahu dure shanti jyoti dharaTaito jani halem aji ami sarba hara
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Santar kati paran bhare hasir naditeChinta kara parbena ar amai bandhite
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Amai chhere jeyona prabhu kabhu khanik kareCharan tale rakhbo more sara jiban dhare
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Diner sheshe rater deshe swapne ghure beraiAti khudra mor amire ami ebar harai
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Ami tomai bhalobasi tumi amai bhalobasoCharan dhare thaki tomar tumi amar timir nasho
```Translation
```I love You, You love me.
I remain always at Your Feet, clinging.You destroy all my ignorance-darkness.
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Chinta bhabona nahi jader tader kari namaskarSwarga hate pai je tara nitya nutan puraskar
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Amar lagi ami kebal hate chahi sabar lagiTushbo ami sabar prane hese hese nidra jagi
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Hriday gabhire pralobhan satheKarite haibe juddha
Bijayi haile haibo ami jeAbhinaba ek buddha
```Translation
```At every moment, in the depths of my heart,
I shall have to fight against all my temptations.Then I will be another Buddha
With all unique qualities of the Absolute. ```
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Guni gyanir nai je simaSadhak plaban birol
Tader hiyai amar purirPrashphutita kamal
```Translation
```Talented people, wise people are plenty.
But real seekers, highly advanced seekers, are very very few.These seekers have their hearts' lotus fully blossomed,
And these are imported directly from Heaven. ```
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Na thakile pran gabhireAsimatar khudha
Keman kare pabo amiAmaratar Sudha
```Translation
```If I do not have Infinity’s hunger
In the depths of my heart,How can I ever have Immortality’s
Nectar-delight? ```
```
Bhakti nati na janaleJiban puta habena
Bishwa pita amar satheKatha kabhu kabena
```Translation
```If I do not have devotion,
If I do not bow my head down,Then my life will never be pure
And the World-Father will never, neverSpeak to me.
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Jani jani bandhu amarNahi keha dharate
Ek ek kare priya janeHalo amai harate
```Translation
```I know, I know,
I do not have a single friendHere on earth.
One by one, all my dear ones,Intimate ones, I have lost.
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Dharar buke nahi asiKebal katha balte
Asi kebal prabhur sathePrabhur pathe chalte
```Translation
```I do not come into this world
Only to talk meaningless talk.I come into the world to walk along
With my Lord and Master Supreme. ```
```
Tyager mantra nahi jara janeKemane chalibe prabhu madhu bani
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Ekhan nahe karbo pareEi kathati bale jara
Jani jani dudin pareJiban habe disha hara
```Translation
```Those who say,
“Not now —Later on we shall do it,”Will, before long, lose their vision-light
And have no road ahead of them. ```
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Bidhatar lagi hridayer phul chayan karite janinaBesur jibane prabhu jaya giti gahina kadapi gahina
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Bindu ami sindhu hate chahi ami ajiKothai amar bhakti mala bhakti kusum saji
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Hastir sathe mitali karite cheyechhiChaudike mor bhiti darashan peyechhi
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Hiyar gabhire heri ek debaloySethai phutichhe mor dhruba parichoy
```Translation
```Inside the very depths of my heart,
I see a temple dedicated to God.My true identity is blossoming
Inside the temple. ```
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Shesh habena shesh habenaChaowa paowar galpa
Alpa majhe shanti rajePrabhur oishi kalpa
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Jete habe jete habe ati chupe chupe chupeMama antara pure bhakatir puta dhupe
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Kalpana nahe kalpana nahe jani ami bastabHriday gabhire shantir nire nahi kono kalarab
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Chahi satpath chahi satpath ei je mor shapathAmar majhare gariya tulibo bidhatar daulat
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Jiban nadi shukabena maran maru thakbenaJiban habe ashar swapan maran habe ujjhal tapan
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Bhayer katha bhabi bale bhay ese dei dekhaDekhbo ki hai ei jibane mayer pada Rekha
```Translation
```I think of fear all the time.
This is why fear appears.Alas, in this lifetime, will I ever be able
To follow the Mother’s Footsteps? ```
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Thai nai thai nai thai naiKaro prane dekha mor nahi pai
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Daki daki hanka hanki bhalo nahi lageTaba paye hiya mor mago jena jage
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Mago -- Chamatkar chamatkar chamatkarParajoy kari je aj swikar
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Chandra chandra chandra chandraBhalobasi nahi tandra
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Champat lampat mama deha pran manNahi jani kotha raje mama puta hiya dhan
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Chapala amar chinta lahari chapala kebal chapalaTai nahi dei kabhu darashan prachurjya mata kamala
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Charan dhuli peyechhi ma tomar charan dhuliTomar kripai tomai ami nahi kabhu bhuli
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Bahu dure rakhi ami charitra gun charitra doshDibanishi tomar sebai prabhu tumi ami santosh
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Amar pita bishwa pita prabhu jaganmoyTomar pujai rahi jena satata tanmoy
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Tantra mantra janina ma jani dhara dhariJani jani phulla chite madhur jara jari
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Jib jagate din rajani kari ami basHabe ki hai ei jibane agyanatar nash
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Dekhte jadi chaho kabhu Mahadeber tandab nrittyaHate habe ahang jayi Bholanather param brittya
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Khule rakho khule rakho hiya netraSethai raje sarbottama tirtha khetra
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Bala bali dala dali hok shesh hok sheshJachhi jena prabhu kripa rashi rashi animesh
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Akuli bikuli dao go amai akuli bikuliTomare pujite jachhi ami mago taba pada dhuli
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Karo achapal karo nirmal karo aji mangalBhitare chinta bahire chinta jangal dangal
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Bhitar jagat bahir jagat prashariHate chahi ami nutan pather dishari
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Chinta haran prabhu amar chinta haranKhulo amar akul hiyar ruddha toran
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Kabe kabe kabe kabe jog dibo hai kabeAmar prabhu bishwa prabhur bijay mahot sabe
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Shesh halo aj ei jibaner moder sabar becha kenaMahanande amra habo param prabhur debasena
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Alpa katha balte giye beshi katha baliAlor pathe chalte giye andhar pathe chali
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Alpa katha bali ami alpa katha baliBeshi kathar majhe raje kebal dala dali
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Alpa bhashi jani jara alpa bhashiTader prane pratikhane ami hasi
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Tik tik tik tik jiban ghariAti druta bege chale hiyar tari
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Tim tim tim tim jiban aloDhak dhak dhak dhak dhak praner kalo
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Je jibane nahi khaniker tare bishwasSe jiban habe manas marur dashan udas
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Gabhir rate chander sathe hriday kari khelaBhitare mor bahire mor mahananda mela
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Eso eso eso eso jibane marane esoOgo mor prananath
Tumi bina man mor tumi bina hiya morGhor andhiyar rat
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Je pathe jabo sei pathe pabo bidhatar barabhoyMinati bhakati arati pranati laho ogo madhumoy
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Amare jadi na dakileAmare jadi na bandhile
Amare jadi na danileKemane janani lutibo
Kemane janani phutibo ```
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Shesh kathati balte chahi shesh kathatiLaho laho ahamika mor mathati
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Diyechho amare hridayer priti niyechho amar maraner bhitiDiyechho amare tomar swapan niyechho amar marma bedan
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Nandana bane chhilam dujane ananda aphuranHetha ami eka kotha tumi nath kende kende mriyaman
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Tomar bani niye jabo prati ghare ghareBishwa basi uthbe jege tomar charan dhare
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Namer jasher kangal jara namer jasher kangalKothai tumi mukti data param prabhu dayal
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Sandhya ase dhire dhire nirabatar giti geyeGhumer deshe jabo ami amar hiya tari beye
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Kheu janena shaman kakhan dibe dekha dibe dekhaSabai niye jete pare mayer amar charan rekha
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Swapan tari anlo amai amaratar desheSwapan majhi sathe thake madhur hasi hese
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Chinta bhabona rakhibo ajike dure bahu durePhutiya uthibo rupantarer sumadhur sure
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Manju hasini nikhil janani laho aji mor pranatiTomare tushite pulakita chite ei shudhu mama minati
```From:Sri Chinmoy,Sanjher Tara, Part 1, Agni Press, New York, 1983
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