What God is doing for me now,
That I am desperately trying to please God
But I do know where I am.
Sailing towards His Satisfaction-Shore.
But I do know what God’s Compassion
And what God’s Forgiveness
To swim in the sea of Peace:
A self-giver
An ignorance-destroyer.
Between your thoughtless
And your soulless
Your poor heart-plant is withering
You do not have to say
Your whole biography is already written
On the Tablet of God’s own Heart.
But I also have a pure heart.
But I also have a fruitful soul.
When are you going to stop
Of ridiculous helplessness?
Heaven, O Heaven,
Hoisting the banner
What has conquered for you
Your aspiration’s mountain-cry.
Of man’s desire-life
In Heaven’s golden sunshine.
Your heart is fearing misfortunes.
What can you expect from your life?
Is now invaded
Not only has the necessity
To enlarge itself for God’s use.
Than God’s Patience-Light.
Than God’s Compassion-Light.
Than God’s Forgiveness-Light.
His Perfection-Manifestation-Game
Who are always apt to deny themselves.
Will always be doomed
Beyond your need today,
Beyond your need forever.
A new message from Heaven
Is deeply interested in
The perpetual cry of man’s heart.
That he alone thinks of himself
That God always thinks of him
Humility’s soulfulness
In a seeker’s heavenward journey.
Is a pygmy aim.
Is a brittle hope.
To smile at you,
And
You have a special place
When he enters into
When he enters into
Between your mind’s
And your life’s
My heart needs you desperately.
That even the best talker
Are killing his searching mind.
Are killing his aspiring heart.
In his inner life of aspiration
In his outer life of dedication?
The unconquerable hope-seed,
And progress-delight
I hear a painful cry.
I hear a breathless sigh.
Is my Lord’s Beauty
Is my Lord’s Duty
His cries and smiles.
His laughter and sighs.
To live outside the reason-fort,
His own Perfection-Satisfaction-Home.
On self-styled earth-bound authorities
On God-ordained authorities
That will help you reach
Is your forgotten Eternity.
Is your forgotten Infinity.
Is your forgotten Immortality.
My heart’s aspiration-cry
Are working together
Convert anybody.
Invent something
If your resistance is persistent,
Be able to climb up
Then you must try to save time.
Then you are definitely
The newness-reality of a fulness-dream.
Because during the day
And at night
The joy of the heart’s
Of man’s crying heart.
Of man’s smiling life.
Of a perfection-mind
Can and will rouse
Than to be ignored by God.
Than to be needed by God.
Therefore, his life is perfection.
Therefore, his heart is satisfaction within
The outer life of a seeker
Unless his inner life
Lethargy-lord
Frustration-lord.
Who knows,
Who knows,
That He will teach me
Only on two conditions:
And
What will You do for me
“My child,
Your mind’s brooding doubts.”
Is an expensive frustration-sigh.
Is an expansive satisfaction-sky.
That your mind is doing the wrong thing
Even so, it is not too late
His Infinity’s ever-transcending Delight.
Your soul to sing for you
Therefore, your life is compelled
Becomes the vision-light of a seer
Is to go and sit at the Feet
In between his mind’s
And his heart’s
Deafness-game.
When He plays His own
But God wants to bring
So that some day He can enjoy
Nothing that belongs to you is guilty.
A hopeful prayer,
And
His mind is a restless fly,
When I callously criticise
To my Lord Supreme.
With His smiling and dancing Sincerity-Heart.
With his life’s blazing errors.
Today he is living
With his heart’s streaming tears.
Your soul and heart
Their sea of perpetual delight.
Is an expensive pleasure
Entirely depends on the purity
Needs nothing other than
To see the smile-worlds
Made my pure heart
Is making my sure heart
Is a silver trance.
Is a golden dance.
That his life is nothing but
For God’s arrival.
With his heart’s ascending sun
And
Are inseparable
He has every hope of becoming
Of the Absolute Lord Supreme.
First become the heart of Light
I think of many things
When God thinks of me,
Perfection-cry.
Impossible!
Impossible!
My heart’s unchanging cry
At God’s outer Door
At God’s inner Door.
Why do You love me
That I shall never be perfect?
Since I know perfectly well
Than loving you.”
But one thing I do not know.
My life of failure-sighs.
I see always
Still need me?
Still love God?
In between his mind’s
And his heart’s
Is a liberated life.
Is my Lord’s manifested Glory.
Utter stupidity.
Endless insecurity.
Deathless aspiration.
That has the slow and steady speed
That has the amazing and lightning speed
Is my theoretical God-life.
Is my practical God-life.
How to separate my mind
How to unite my heart
Is a harbinger
Vision-Eye.
A nourishing sky.
A liberating sun.
That we have a soul-bird
That the soul-bird flies and flies
That we are of God’s Divinity
And
Are Eternity’s two complementary friends.
For earth’s admiration.
For God’s Love.
For God’s Satisfaction.
Of your mind’s brutal rage,
Of God’s beautiful and beaming
Do you know why?
To be with God
To be with man.
You are trying to succeed
God is trying to succeed
The warm heart of the Heavenly sun,
From the cold touch of earthly years.
Is completely blind.
Is unthinkably cruel.
Long before I knew
I am going to God
That He has given me the capacity
From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 60, Agni Press, 1983
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