Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 82

8101. If I Accept My Supreme Lord

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If I accept my Supreme Lord

Supremely and unconditionally,

Then only will I be able to read

What He has inscribed

On the golden tablet of my heart:

That He loves me unconditionally. ```

8102. Burn Doubts Away Immediately

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Burn doubts away immediately.

Otherwise, dark death’s stretching sea

Will soon drown you,

Your entire life. ```

8103. When The Mind Is All Darkness

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When the mind is all darkness,

It brings endless disgrace

To the aspiring heart

And the illumining soul. ```

8104. Fat Old Idleness

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Fat old idleness

Has a shameless eye.

It can never be invited

To the precious awakening

Of human life.

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8105. Stay Inside My Heart!

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O my sweet soul,

Stay inside my heart, stay!

I shall no more offer you

My voice of melancholy.

I shall offer you only

My heart’s echoing love and peace. ```

8106. The Waters Of Perpetual Delight

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Keep your belief always unstained.

Then you will be able to swim

In the waters of perpetual delight.

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8107. Our Heart Must Approach God

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With steps unswerving,

Our heart must approach God.

On the way there should not be

Any blind interchange

Between our heart’s faith

And our mind’s doubt. ```

8108. His Inevitable Farewell To Earth

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Pain hangs heavily in his life

And his heart is twisted with grief.

In spite of his powerful attachment

To this life,

He is now saying

His inevitable farewell to earth. ```

8109. Invisible Flames Of Aspiration

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Invisible flames of aspiration

Can not only brighten the soul’s light

But also create fuel

For life’s heavenward journey. ```

8110. His Deplorable Fate

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His doubtful mind

And his fearful heart

Are desperately trying

To thwart each other.

Alas, this is his deplorable fate.

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8111. My Mind Speaks Whisperingly

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My mind speaks whisperingly.

My heart speaks soulfully.

My soul speaks delightfully.

Alas, why does my life

Have to speak strangely?

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8112. The Blue Bird Inside My Heart

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The blue bird deep inside my heart

Tells me that when I reach

The summit of my realisation-mountain

I shall see that the beauty of truth

Is in life itself.

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8113. Can You Not Fly Away?

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O my mind,

Can you not fly away

From the crowd of thoughts?

O my heart,

Can you not fly away

From your insecurity-cave?

O my life,

Can you not fly away

From the grasp of ignorance-night?

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8114. Useful And Useless

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He is at once

Useful and useless.

He is useful when his heart

Sees truth in all things.

He is useless when his mind

Sees no truth in anything. ```

8115. A Great Man

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One characteristic

That distinguishes a great man

Is this:

Even if he is engulfed

In the fires of adversity,

He will try to remain

A God-believer.

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8116. Two Promises

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The perfection of my life

Is my promise to myself.

The satisfaction of God

Is my promise to God. ```

8117. You Have Something

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You have something.

Therefore, you desire to achieve

Something more.

Can I suggest to you

What you need most?

God-Satisfaction

In God’s own Way.

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8118. What Kind Of Independence Is This?

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What kind of independence is this

When you depend so much upon

What you are going to say,

What you are going to do,

What you are going to become?

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8119. My Soul Is Leaning

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God has already allowed my soul

To lean its whole weight

On His Perfection-Arms.

Now He is asking my life

To lean its whole weight

On His Lotus Feet.

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8120. Eternity's Infinite Questions

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Man has his Eternity’s

Infinite questions.

God has His Immortality’s

Only answer:

Oneness-embrace.

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8121. Your Uncertain Life

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Your old mind

Is tired of living.

Your new heart

Is afraid of dying.

Your uncertain life

Is crying one moment

And smiling the next —

Crying for possession

And smiling with renunciation.

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8122. He Made Two Great Decisions

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He made two great decisions:

Not to speak ill of humanity

Any more,

To love God infinitely more

From now on.

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8123. You Have Given Me Fear

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Death, you have given me fear.

Take it away immediately!

Heaven, you have given me delight.

Allow me to keep it permanently! ```

8124. I Bring Forward My Soul

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When my mind and my heart

Are at war,

What do I do?

I bring forward my soul

To help my real friend, my heart.

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8125. Each Good Thought Vanishes

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Each good thought vanishes

Faster than it appears.

Alas, each man is doomed

To have this experience. ```

8126. When He Struggles

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He gets satisfaction,

Soulful and fruitful,

When he struggles and struggles

In the face of the inevitable. ```

8127. Heaven-Created Compassion

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No earth-bound power

Can be permanently effectual

Unless Heaven-created Compassion

Sleeplessly supports it. ```

8128. An Incurable Disease

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If you deliberately ignore

The Will of God,

Then you are bound to have

An incurable disease:

Unhappiness.

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8129. Degrees Of Self-Complacency

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When your mind and vital start enjoying

Various degrees of self-complacency,

Then your life’s progress comes

To an abrupt and total end. ```

8130. Tears Of Oneness-Love

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Develop soulfully pure tears

Of oneness-love.

Then the universal life of beauty

Will be all yours. ```

8131. My Lord Supreme Loves Everything

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Can you believe

That my Lord Supreme loves

Everything that I say and do,

Even my unimaginably feeble

Tribute to Him?

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8132. Sleeplessly Devoted

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My morning prayers

And my evening meditations

Are sleeplessly devoted

To the manifestation

Of God’s Compassion-Light

Here on earth. ```

8133. A Ruined Paradise

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If you do not feed your heart’s hunger

Daily plus cheerfully,

Then your heart will soon become

A totally ruined paradise. ```

8134. My Heart's Fathomless Despair

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O my stupid mind,

When will you stop laughing

At my heart’s fathomless despair?

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8135. A Visible Dedication

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What we need from life

Is a visible dedication.

Otherwise, an invisible frustration

Will chase our life. ```

8136. Your Uncomplaining Life

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If your mind loves

Your uncomplaining life,

That means your mind is ready

For total illumination. ```

8137. I Wish To Unveil Heaven

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My Lord, I do not want

To be chained to time any more,

For I wish to unveil Heaven

In its birthless and deathless Delight. ```

8138. Self-Enlightenment Will Cling

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As self-contempt clings

To your impure vital life,

Even so, self-enlightenment

Will permanently cling

To your pure psychic life.

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8139. You Need Sleepless Devotion

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If you want to run away

From the wild world,

Then you do not need

Two swift feet.

What you need is sleepless devotion

To God’s Compassion-Heart. ```

8140. His Heart's Sleepless Hunger

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His heart’s sleepless hunger

Is crying

For God-Satisfaction-dreams.

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8141. The Doubting Mind Must Surrender

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The doubting mind must surrender

To the aspiring heart.

Otherwise, the stumbling life will suffer

In a mournful mist of tenebrous fear. ```

8142. Mortal Grief

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You are a man of belief.

How is it that you dare not believe

That your earthly grief

Itself is mortal? ```

8143. Speaking Ill Of God

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Speaking ill of God

Is like fighting an unseen enemy

Who can be found anywhere inside

A limitless void. ```

8144. Two Things He Cannot Understand

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Two things he cannot understand:

Why humanity fears him

And why divinity is indifferent to him.

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8145. My Today's Hungry Heart

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O my hope-world,

I have your tomorrow

Inside my today’s hungry heart.

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8146. God Does Not Know How To Punish

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O fearful heart,

Do believe that God does not know

How to punish.

God knows only how to illumine

And thus satisfy His Eternity’s

Infinite Vision-Dreams. ```

8147. A Strong Heart Gives And Becomes

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A questioning mind does not give.

A strong heart not only gives

But also becomes.

What does it give and become?

God the eternal Dreamer.

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8148. Your Mind Is Useless

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If your mind is critical

Of everything,

Then your mind is useless.

If your heart is pleased

With nothing,

Then your heart is worse than useless.

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8149. Your Faith Is Its Own Victory

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Your faith is not worthless.

Your faith is not trivial.

Your faith is its own

Splendid victory. ```

8150. A Prison Of Self-Indulgence

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If your life is locked in a prison

Of self-indulgence,

Then your self-image will

Without fail

Eclipse your God-image.

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8151. Satisfaction Illumines My Life

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When I live inside my vital,

Superiority damages my life.

When I live inside my mind,

Inferiority damages my life.

When I live inside my heart,

Satisfaction illumines my life. ```

8152. Not A Flicker Of Hope

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Even though he gives all that he has

And all that he is

To mankind,

He does not see a flicker of hope

For God-Manifestation

In God’s own Way

Here on earth.

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8153. His Soul Has Planned

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His soul has planned

From the beginning of time

To reduce his mind’s desire-life

And diminish his vital’s frustration-life. ```

8154. If You Carry God Only Sometimes

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If you carry God only sometimes

In your heart,

How can you expect God

To be your Friend

All the time?

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8155. A Crisis-Filled World

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This is a crisis-filled world.

Here you meet with

Either dire destruction

Or unforgettable failure. ```

8156. A True Candidate

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If I can express my instant readiness,

Then only can I become

A true candidate

For the sunlit path. ```

8157. His Mind Has The Capacity

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True, his mind has the capacity

To enter into self-delusion,

But his heart has the capacity

To cry for self-perfection. ```

8158. An All-Devouring Ego

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If you are an all-devouring ego,

Then how will you know

Where you are supposed to go

And who will go with you

After you reach your frustration-goal?

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8159. My Lord's Fulness-Heart

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My Lord’s Fulness-Heart

Always answers my heart’s

Soulful appeal.

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8160. Turn My Life Into An Open Book

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O my Lord,

Do turn my life into an open book

And place it right before

Your Vision-Eye and Compassion-Heart. ```

8161. What I Need

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What I need is a mind

Perpetually interesting.

What I need is a heart

Universally inspiring.

What I need is a soul

Transcendentally illumining. ```

8162. I Receive Only One Message

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From earth’s most remote corners

I receive only one message:

“Earth and progress do not rhyme.”

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8163. An Endless Future Is Before You

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Remember, an endless future is before you,

Not behind you.

Therefore, you can easily make friends

With endless happiness-hopes. ```

8164. If You Have Oneness-Faith

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If you have oneness-faith

In God’s Vision-Eye,

Then your life will be

Heaven’s transcendental choice

And earth’s universal voice.

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8165. Heaven Will Accompany

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Heaven itself will cheerfully

Accompany a God-lover

If he turns his life

Into a gratitude-song

For his Beloved Lord to sing.

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8166. If You Are Afraid Of Silence-Light

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If you are afraid

Of silence-light,

That means you are not meant

For God’s Nectar-Delight. ```

8167. Mine Is The Heart-Song

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Mine is the heart-song

That invokes the unknowable

With the cheerful help

Of the unknown. ```

8168. When We Talk Of World Peace

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When we talk of world peace,

We are actually talking secretly

Of our own self-interest.

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8169. A Sheer Dream

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If pleasure is a sheer dream,

Then pain is also a dream,

A mere dream.

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8170. God Does Not Look At Me

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God does not look at me,

Not because my mind is impure

But because my heart is unsure.

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8171. You Are Not Happy

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You are not happy

And you will never be happy

Because you do not lose yourself

Enough to find yourself —

I mean your true self.

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8172. He Lives In Empty Silence

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He lives in empty silence.

Therefore his ignorance-life

Is lengthened

And his knowledge-life

Is shortened.

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8173. Everywhere

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Everywhere is a demanding vital.

Everywhere is a doubting mind.

Everywhere is a God-loving heart.

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8174. Do You Ever Think?

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No doubt you love God soulfully,

But do you ever think

Of loving God’s Heart

And serving God’s Body

Unconditionally?

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8175. His Curiosity-Mind Wants To Know

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His curiosity-mind wants to know

The weak secrets

Of the past world

And the strong secrets

Of the future world.

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8176. To Renounce My Curiosity-Life

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There is only one way for me

To renounce my curiosity-life,

And that is to constantly feel

That I am of man the God

And for God the man.

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8177. Let Time Tell The Rest

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I love God, I need God.

This is what I can say

For the time being.

Let time tell the rest for me. ```

8178. If God Has Stopped Looking

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If God has stopped looking

At your face,

That does not mean

You cannot look

At God’s Feet.

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8179. Although I Delay

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Although I delay

My heavenward journey,

My heart is always for

The perfection-satisfaction

Of Heaven’s smile.

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8180. Haunted By Eternity's Hunger-Cry

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Each soulful heart

Is haunted by Eternity’s hunger-cry.

I know it

And my heart knows it. ```

8181. His Love Of God Is Perfect

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His outer life is rich,

His inner life is deep,

His higher life is sure

And his love of God is perfect. ```

8182. The Equal Of A Gratitude-Heart

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The equal of a gratitude-heart

Will never be available

Either here on earth

Or there in Heaven. ```

8183. My Lord, Break Me

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My Lord, break me,

My mind and my life,

So that I can claim You

As my own, very own,

And love You infinitely more

Than I can right now imagine. ```

8184. The Crowd Of Supernal Memories

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Who says that you are doing

The wrong thing

By enjoying the crowd

Of your supernal memories? ```

8185. When I Talk About God

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Everybody knows

When I talk about God.

But alas,

Does anybody care to know

When God talks about me?

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8186. Why Do I Find Fault?

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Since I am happy with what

I am doing for myself,

Why do I then find fault

With both God the Creator

And God the creation?

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8187. God Is Always Perfect

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Unconsciously I tell the world

That God is great.

Consciously I tell the world

That God is good.

Soulfully I must tell the world

That God is always absolutely perfect. ```

8188. God Has Told Me Many Things

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God has told me many things

During the years

Since I first accepted the spiritual life,

But I have told God only one thing:

I need more Love from Him.

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8189. Possessors Of Fruitless Expectations

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I thought God was going to

Perfect my life.

God thought I was going to

Surrender my heart to Him.

Unfortunately we are both the possessors

Of fruitless expectations. ```

8190. Each Human Being Wants To Know

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Each human being wants to know

What he can do for himself.

Alas, does he ever care to know

What God, out of His infinite Bounty,

Has already done for him?

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8191. My Mind Knows

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My heart may not know

How to love God soulfully.

My life may not know

How to serve God cheerfully.

But my mind knows

How to delay God’s appearance

Indefinitely.

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8192. The Human Life-Story

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Each day begins

With a soulful hope.

Each day ends

With a powerful promise.

This is the human life-story.

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8193. The Heart That Cries Sleeplessly

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The heart that cries sleeplessly

Knows what God looks like.

The soul that smiles constantly

Knows who God is

Plus where God is.

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8194. The Humility Of A Tree

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The humility of a tree

Pleases my life.

The purity of a flower

Pleases my heart.

The divinity of a fruit

Pleases my soul. ```

8195. A Universal Favourite

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The heart that loves

The Divinity of God the Creator

And the Beauty of God the creation

Is always a universal favourite. ```

8196. The Golden Harp

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If you want to break asunder

The chains of bondage-life,

Ask your heart to play

On the golden harp

Inside your soul’s dream-boat.

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8197. What I Remember Most

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I do not remember everything

That I did in Heaven,

But what I do remember clearly

Is the unconditionally cheerful sharing

Of the advanced souls.

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8198. The Glowing Promise

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Before I came to realise

Who God is,

God told me who I am:

The glowing promise

Of His Vision-Eye.

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8199. Something Quite Unusual

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In this fast-paced world

You are trying to do something

Quite unusual:

You are trying to have

A relaxed mind and a listening heart.

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8200. Two Firm Convictions

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True, God has not given me

Everything,

But He has given me

Two firm convictions:

He loves me

No matter what I do;

I shall need Him

No matter what I become. ```

Editor's introduction to the first edition

This is the eighty-second volume in a series of ten thousand “flaming flower-poems” which Sri Chinmoy is placing devotedly, unreservedly and unconditionally at the Compassion-Feet of God, our Beloved Supreme. They stand as a supreme offering from the unfolding beauty of his flower-heart and the flaming heights of his realisation-sun. Indeed, a treasure-tower which will at once be claimed by humanity’s self-ascending cry and Divinity’s God-descending Smile.

Editor's note to cover photo

Sri Chinmoy meets Bob Beamon, the world record-holder for the long jump, in New York on 8 June 1981.

From:Sri Chinmoy,Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 82, Agni Press, 1983
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