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When I do not pray and meditate

Beautifully and soulfully,

I see my entire life

Wrapped in a haze of uncertainty. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Two God-Amusement-Rivals: my Heart-Song-Beauty and my Life-Dance-Fragrance, part 2, Agni Press, 1996
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