Two God-Amusement-Rivals: my Heart-Song-Beauty and my Life-Dance-Fragrance, part 4

301.

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An exorbitant possession-greed

Is destroying the world-joy.

Only renunciation-light

Can illumine the world. ```

302.

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The Compassion-Delight-Embrace

Of my Lord Supreme

Is saving my life

At every moment. ```

303.

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O my heart's aspiration-flame,

Do not waver any longer,

For I must realise

My Lord Beloved Supreme

Very soon.

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304.

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Alas,

Will this world ever be free

From the heavy chains

Of possession-greed? ```

305.

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Do not stir up the mud of the past

If you want to be illumined

By tomorrow's dawn.

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306.

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A doubt-enjoyer-mind

Is bound to fail

Quickly.

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307.

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O mind, if you live

In the misery-thickets of doubt,

You will never be able to succeed

In any walk of life. ```

308.

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What I need every day

Is a procession

Of aspiration-dedication-activities

To please my Lord Beloved Supreme. ```

309.

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Soon, very soon,

My dream-building heart

Will defeat

My reality-destroying mind. ```

310.

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If you love the rainbow-dawn

Of every opportunity-day,

Your heart will never suffer

From aspiration-shortage. ```

311.

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God is more than eager

To crown your devotion

With His Infinity's Delight.

He is just waiting

For His choice Hour.

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312.

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Try to realise

That your God-obedience

Is your life's only

Safety-security. ```

313.

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My Lord tells me

That if I have forgotten

How to cry for Him,

No harm.

But I must not forget

How to smile at Him. ```

314.

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To please God

In God's own Way,

What I always need

Is a purity-fed love-heart. ```

315.

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An unaspiring mind

And a sophisticated life

Will never have

An iota of satisfaction. ```

316.

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Not your face,

But your heart

Decorate with smiles.

Then God will hasten

Towards you.

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317.

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A true seeker knows

That each moment

Is the very beginning

Of a newness-dawn. ```

318.

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Surrender and gratitude

Are the two main pillars

Of my heart-temple.

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319.

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God can forgive,

God can tolerate,

But He never cherishes

An ignorance-bound life. ```

320.

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Each time I have

A profound meditation,

My entire being beams

With a oneness-fulness-smile. ```

321.

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Each time I have

A new divine thought,

I enter into a new realm

Of wisdom-light. ```

322.

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Only a life

Of unconditional surrender

Can own a peace-home.

```

323.

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My mind is a peace-robber.

My heart is a peace-dreamer.

My soul is a peace-bringer.

My God is the Peace-Distributor. ```

324.

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What I desperately need:

My aspiration-heart-revival,

And nothing else.

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325.

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Another name

For dedication-decline

Is satisfaction-bankruptcy.

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326.

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God does not mind

Whether you are failure-prone

Or success-prone.

He wants you only to be

Surrender-satisfaction-prone.

```

327.

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My Lord tells me

That I must not join my mind

When it sighs.

I must join my heart

When it flies.

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328.

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Oh what a futile waste of time

My life becomes

When I feel that I am self-sufficient

And not God-efficient! ```

329.

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I tell my mind

That it must never underestimate

The abundant power

Of a disciplined life. ```

330.

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If you want to hear the whispers

Of your Absolute Lord Supreme,

Then plant the seeds

Of unconditional surrender

In your heart-garden.

```

331.

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If you first become

The choicest instrument of God,

Then it is easier to serve God

In God's own Way. ```

332.

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My heart is more than ready,

More than willing,

More than eager

To remain at God's Feet

Forever and forever.

```

333.

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If you can greet each moment

With your gratitude-heart,

Then God's Joy in your life

Will know no bounds. ```

334.

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If you are not a God-lover,

Then you can never be

A silence-peace-discoverer.

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335.

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What my mind desperately needs:

A tiny molecule of hope.

What I sleeplessly need:

A giant God-manifestation-promise. ```

336.

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O my mind,

Take God with you

Wherever you go.

You will not have any difficulty

In satisfying yourself.

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337.

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Life can change in an instant

If the heart is ready

To love and serve God

Unconditionally. ```

338.

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A surrender-life

And a gratitude-heart

Are two flowers

On the same oneness-branch. ```

339.

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O my Lord Supreme,

I really need

An all-engulfing solitude

To help me master

The slow, steady and gradual process

Of achieving perfect perfection. ```

340.

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God before me

Is compassionate.

God behind me

Is perfectionist. ```

341.

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What I need

Is a mind electrified

By a new inspiration-light.

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342.

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Desire-weight we can lose

If we sincerely follow

Aspiration-diet.

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343.

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God enjoys

More than anything else

My heart's devotion-nectar.

I need

More than anything else

God's Forgiveness-Feet. ```

344.

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The mind's willingness

Immensely increases

The life's cheerfulness-flow.

```

345.

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God wants me to run

With my heart's

Lightning-purity-speed,

And I am doing it. ```

346.

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The God-prayers of each heart

Can and do nourish

Our life-roots.

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347.

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Soulfulness is the product

Of a rose-beauty-heart.

Fruitfulness is the product

Of a rose-fragrance-life. ```

348.

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Everybody can peacefully coexist

If they have a God-loving heart

And a God-serving life.

```

349.

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O my mind,

You are such a fool!

You always allow doubt

To plunder your inner wealth. ```

350.

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To build a major highway

In God's Kingdom,

A surrender-life

Is a supreme necessity. ```

351.

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My life's surrender-roadmap

Will definitely expedite

My life's journey

To God's highest Heaven. ```

352.

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After winning a terrible fight

With my mind,

I am now at perfect peace.

```

353.

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Success is a mind-game

That has a very short breath.

Progress is a heart-song

That never ends. ```

354.

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Today I am enjoying

My soul's thrilling triumph

Over my mind's ignorance-titan.

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355.

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My aspiration-heart-door

Has a secret alarm system

To frighten away unwelcome

Thought-thieves. ```

356.

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Every day I desperately need

A huge fire-extinguisher

For my mind's wildfire.

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357.

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Salvation

Lies in unity's multiplicity

And nowhere else.

```

358.

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My God-faith

Is infinitely stronger

Than my failure-life.

```

359.

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There is only one worthwhile discovery,

And that discovery is self-discovery.

Self-discovery thrills

Both God and me alike. ```

360.

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My God-fears are fading fast

Because I have increased

My God-love immensely.

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361.

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Today's God-dreamers

Are tomorrow's world-lovers.

World-lovers eventually become

God's manifestation-fulfillers. ```

362.

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Heaven is built on many

Love, affection and sacrifice-earth-actions. ```

363.

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To desire is to receive

From the deception-world.

To aspire is to achieve

From the God-Kingdom. ```

364.

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Our heart's vision

Is the fulfilment-promise

Of our soul.

```

365.

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A peaceful man is always loved

By God's Compassion

And man's affection.

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366.

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Speed up, my mind,

Speed up and run

Past your hesitation-border.

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367.

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Each time I am happy,

I carry my heart

To new heights of illumination.

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368.

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It is far beyond

The utmost edge of possibility

For an unaspiring mind

To be genuinely happy. ```

369.

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Even a doubting mind

Can be conquered

By a God-loving heart.

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370.

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Because of my unconditional surrender,

God has blessed me

With His Delight-flooded Breath.

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371.

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Aspiration-cries always ring

Most melodiously

In God's Heart-Garden.

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372.

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I went to God

To see God's boundless Palace.

God came to me

To build His Cottage-Heart-Home. ```

373.

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May my surrender-life

And my gratitude-heart

Forever remain

My cheerful companions. ```

374.

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Unlike ours, God's Vision

Needs infinitely more accomplishments

In order to approach satisfaction.

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375.

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Every micro-second of man's life

Man can offer

Either to God the Beautiful

Or to desire the ugly. ```

376.

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May each prayer of mine

Be flooded with

Divinity's Hopes and Promises.

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377.

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In God's Cosmic Game,

Our aspiration-heart

Plays a part

Which nothing else can perform. ```

378.

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God's Peace and God's Joy

Are the two travellers

Who tirelessly journey

To the extremities of the world. ```

379.

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O seeker,

Be extremely careful!

When God-opportunities pass,

They are simply gone,

Gone forever.

```

380.

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What God does not

And cannot accept:

My impurity-cherishing mind.

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381.

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When God punishes me,

He does so

Only as a last resort.

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382.

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Throw away your mind's

Ignorance-dust immediately,

Not with one hand,

But with both of your hands! ```

383.

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You must muster

All your inner strength

To please God all the time

In your outer life. ```

384.

```

If you do not aspire,

An utter, inner failure-life

Is all you can expect.

```

385.

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My Lord Supreme cherishes

My heart-blossom-dreams.

I cherish

My Lord Supreme's Nectar-Smiles. ```

386.

```

My pride knows no bounds,

For my heart's hope

Is at last beginning

To raise its head. ```

387.

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With your mind's readiness,

Heart's eagerness

And life's self-givingness,

You can accomplish

Everything you want to.

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388.

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Before it is too late,

Let me once and for all

Surrender to God's Will

Happily and implicitly. ```

389.

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Although a host of problems

Still remains unsolved,

I am extremely happy

That I am able to take shelter

At my Lord's Feet.

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390.

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What God has is Joy.

Where does He hide it?

He hides it

Inside my heart-garden. ```

391.

```

God enjoys chatting

With my gratitude-heart

Infinitely more than

With the cosmic gods. ```

392.

```

My Lord Supreme

Has happily and proudly installed

My aspiration-heart

Inside His Satisfaction-Heart-Home. ```

393.

```

My heart's eagerness

Prayerfully bows

To God's perfect Perfection.

```

394.

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Hope and promise

Are two very old friends

Of God and man.

```

395.

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Every morning

My Lord Supreme blessingfully awakens

All my heart-garden-birds.

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396.

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Nothing can be more beautiful

And nothing can be more fruitful

Than my gratitude-heart-blossoms.

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397.

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God Himself celebrates

With tremendous joy

My heart's mounting

Aspiration-flames. ```

398.

```

God lavishes on me

The enormous wealth of His Affection

When He sees and feels

That I live only for Him. ```

399.

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God watches

With breathless eagerness

My fast-blossoming

Gratitude-heart-smiles. ```

400.

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Yesterday

I was a budding God-dreamer.

Today

God has made me

A fully-blossomed God-lover.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,Two God-Amusement-Rivals: my Heart-Song-Beauty and my Life-Dance-Fragrance, part 4, Agni Press, 1996
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