44. Four reasons

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My soul wanders.

My heart wonders.

My mind flounders.

My vital squanders.

My body wavers.

Why?

Because

My animal life I have not yet conquered,

My human life I have not yet transformed.

My life divine I have not yet manifested

And

My life supreme I have not yet glimpsed. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,The Golden Boat, part 6, Vishma Press, 1974
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