44.

```

God was simply shocked

To find

That I was, in secrecy supreme,

Beating my mind-drum

Harder than the hardest,

Consciously and deliberately,

To obliterate my previous

God-readiness

And God-acceptance-life.

```

From:Sri Chinmoy,God was simply shocked, Agni Press, 1999
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