150. Paran bhariya dakini ma kali

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Paran bhariya dakini ma Kali

Dekechi kebali mukhe

Taito tomare paini parane

Phirechi shunya buke

Nai taba dabi nai kona asha

Nahi chaha tumi sulalita bhasha

Chaha shudhu thaki sukhe

Sahanti je hai niyeche bidai

Kandi sada ami dukhe

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Mother Kali, I have not invoked You

With my heart’s aspiring eagerness.

I have paid You only lip-service.

Therefore, I have failed to see You in my heart,

Which is all empty in Your absence.

You do not expect anything from me;

You make no demands whatsoever.

You do not want from my life the soulful message.

You want only one thing from me:

‘Happiness within and happiness without.’

Alas, where is peace, where is peace?

Peace has left my abode

And has made its abode elsewhere.

Here the life of sorrow and I

Now become inseparably one. ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Illumination-Song and Liberation-Dance, part 3, Agni Press, New York, 1976
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