My Green Adoration-Gifts, part 1

Tomar Charan Tale Amare Harabo Bale

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Amare harabo bale

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Translation

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I desired to lose

Therefore, I am floating

Asha Mor Madhu Asha

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Tumi pijush tiyasa

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Translation

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You quench my nectar-thirst.

My life’s teeming fogs.

Jiban Pathe Ekla Ami Chalbo

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Tomar hasi pran gabhire bandhbo

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Translation

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Along my life’s road.

In the depth of my heart.

At every moment I shall discover You

Hriday Gahane Nayan Swapane

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Bedanar nirmal hutashane

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In my eyes’ dream-reality

Of sacrifice-sorrow

Who is at once the ever-new Vision

Jibaner Shesh Dan Abhiman

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Maraner shesh dan apaman

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Of the human life.

Of earthly death.

Is the last gift

Jukti Amar Maner Bhranti

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Shanti amar hriday bhranti

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Is an error of my mind.

Is a mistaken belief of my heart.

Is a false attainment

Sada Jena Toma Pai

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Jibaner bhore bhai

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Every moment

And in the evening of my life’s journey

In Your Heart of light and delight.

Asha Dake Mor Jibane

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Byetha dake mor bhubane

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Sorrow calls me and my world.

Andhar Aji Supta

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Sabar sathe jukta

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Therefore, my heart-life is delighted

And today I am totally free.

To bind me within and without.

Jabona Khabona Habona

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Khabona khabona khabona

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I shall not.

I shall not.

Your perfect instrument divine.

Jiban Amar Shaman

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Shaman amar maran

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Translation

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My battle is my death.

Inspiring and illumining dream.

Amar Mato Tomai Hate Habe

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Tomar pane chahi ami jabe

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An exact prototype

When I look at you

My own world of Light supreme.

Sudur Amai Karechhi Pagol

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Nahi jani taha mithya asol

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Has made me a confirmed madman.

This reality is actually real or utterly false.

That it is the existence-door

Baroi Anurage Sabar Age

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Sabar age sabar age

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Enthusiasm, and determination-flames,

Opened its eyes

With God’s entire universe.

Bhulai Amar Man

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Hasir swapan kanna maran

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A sea of peace

Sufferings and death are nothing

And fulfilling God’s Play

Janam Bhalo Maran Bhalo

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Sabiy bhalo bhubanmoy

Sabar prane karbo joy

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Death is good.

We are on earth smiling and playing

I shall conquer the loving hearts of all.

Hriday Majhe Nupur Baje

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Chokher majhe ashru raje

Agyanatar das

Translation

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Whose ankle bell rings?

Teeming tears abide.

Alas, I am a slave

Andhar Ghare Andhar Ghare

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Tomai ami raibo dhare

Pujbo tomai paran bhare

Translation

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And compel You to stay with me.

Twice I shall worship You

Amar Lagi Tumi Ano

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Tomar madhu banshi

Amar chapal hasi

Translation

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Your sweet, haunting,

For me to play.

With my uncontrolled

Tomar Sathe Dekha Halo

Tomar sathe dekha halo tomar sathe

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Translation

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O my Eternity’s Lord Supreme,

At the very dawn of my hope-life.

Mor Amire Samarpibo Tomar Hate

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Raibona ar praner malin kuyasate

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Slowly, steadily and unconditionally.

In the dark, vital fogs of my life.

Ta Je Tomar Dan

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Saibo apaman

Chaibo premamoy

Chup habe sab phanki

Translation

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Is Your blessingful Gift.

All the insults from the teeming vast.

You are my vision-light.

Will be compelled to remain silent.

Ghuri Dware Dware

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Sanjher andhiyare

Dake mrityu bheri

Translation

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I am roaming from door to door

I see You not.

I hear the sound

Swapan Amar Krandan

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Bachan amar bandhan

Jadio adhara nandan

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My speech is my stark bondage.

Although I was of the divine origin.

Sindhu Tumi Sindhu Indu Tumi Indu

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Indu tumi indu

Ami shishir bindu

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Indeed You are the moon.

Low in spirit am I.

Jani Tumi Isha Murtiman

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Toma majhe mor paritran

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You are the direct representative

I shall acquire my salvation

At your feet I shall discover

Amar Jibana Majhare

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Tushibo pushibo sabare

Amar jibana majhare

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Everyone I come across

I shall unify both earth and heaven,

I shall succeed.

In this short span of life.

Tomai Dite Rishta Chite

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Nai je kichhui nai

Mulya bihin chhai

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To offer You with a cheerful heart.

Which is nothing but a meaningless, fruitless

Tumi Alo Tumi Bhalo Tumi Bhubanmoy

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Taito gahi hriday bane nitya tomar joy

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You are the Goodness supreme.

Therefore, in the dense forest of my heart,

I sing Your Victory-Song.

Shuk Tara Go Shuk Tara

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Ami je aj dik hara

Dibanishi bhalobasi

Eso neme pran hara

Translation

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Today I am totally lost.

O my polestar, O my polestar,

I love Your inner smile.

And descend into my

Ami Tomai Daki Ke Bale Ta Phanki

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Ke bale ta phanki

Ke bale man kalo

Raho kachhe raho

Translation

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They say that my invocation

Do I have to believe them?

My heart loves You.

Even while my heart loves You.

No, never.

Do come and sit beside me.

My heart’s soulful obeisance.

Amar Ashru Dhar Dake Barebar

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Tomar ratul charan khani

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Ceaselessly invokes Your red Lotus-Feet,

Chalo Jai Chalo Jai

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Jetha nai amarati jetha nai

Hiya bane jetha pabo alo thai

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Where there is no iota

Let us go, let us go

At the translucent Haven-Feet

Ke Bale Shaman Amar Patan

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Jibane marane shayane swapane

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In my life and in my death,

I see only the Face of my Beloved Supreme,

Ami Chira Asahai

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Tai thaki taba pai

Mithai je mor khudha

Mor puta hiya majhe

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Therefore, I remain always at Your Feet.

nectar-delight.

thirst and hunger.

In the depths of my hallowed heart.

Hiya Majhi Dekha Dao

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Dekha dao dekha dao ogo aji

Ami kandi ami puratan khudha

Translation

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Do appear before me,

You are my only hope.

You are my nectar-bliss.

With its ancient and birthless

Tomare Parabo Bijayer Har

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Ei asha ami pushi anibar

Shikhao ajike tare alo khela

Translation

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Place a garland of victory around

I know my heart is nothing but a tiny,

Do grant my boat some celestial light

Of cosmic light and delight.

Tomar Sudhar Bani

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Anbo hiyai tani

Rupantarer banshi

Bishwa oikya bhasha

Translation

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The message of Your ambrosial Ecstasy

Of Your Nectar-Smile.

Is the complete manifestation

That will cover the length and breadth

Taba Madhu Hasi Neharite Chai

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Ei shesh nibedan

Labhibe mukti dhan

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Your sweet Nectar-Smile.

Will be illumined

Shall see.

Kato Asha Niye Esechhi Dharai

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Sab asha halo britha

Nahi hai ek mita

Translation

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All my hopes remain unfulfilled.

A life of friendship has always remained

Nil Pakhi Ure Akashe

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Ami hetha mari hatashe

Jare dekhe tare bandhichhe

Translation

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Alas, here below I am dying in utter frustration.

It is binding all around —

With its infinite freedom-light.

Premer Thakur Tomar Madhur Rup

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Nirabadhi heri taito e pran chup

Diyechhe tomai taito bishwa chup

Translation

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I constantly see Your endless Beauty’s immortal Form.

O my Beloved Lord,

I have offered to You.

Tumi Sthir Tai Tumi Mor Shir

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Tumi bal tai hiya shatadal

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Translation

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You are poised.

You are the dauntless strength

Therefore, I always see You in my heart

You are my only hope;

Your oneness-love.

Ami Chahi Shudhu Tomar Paran Hasi

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Chahibona kabhu nam man rashi rashi

Bahudure aji timir mithya chhal

Translation

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Your Heart’s soulful Smile.

Ceaseless pleasure.

Today far away I have kept aside my darkness,

Krandan Krandan Mor Hiya Prangan

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Krandan krandan mor dhara bandhan

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Translation

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A train of fears has bound my life.

A world of peace for me invokes.

Ebar Amar Pala

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Tomar ganthe parabo amar

Ebar amar pala

Puta madhur ala

Tomar paye rakhbo amar

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Translation

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With my gratitude-heart.

And illumine my unlit mind.

At Your Feet

Bhikkha Magi Bhikkha

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Dikkha dao aj dikkha

Nutan jiban shikkha

Hok shesh mor pratikkha

Translation

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I implore Your alms divine.

O Lord Supreme,

O Lord Supreme,

Meet with satisfaction-bliss.

Ekti Shudhu Truti

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Kebal jachi chhuti

Nahi je santosh

Michha amir joy

Translation

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Always I desire a life of vacation.

That I feel no happiness in the depth

Only one destruction I am responsible for:

And little‘i’.

Mor Parikkhar Nahi Habe Shesh Jani

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Sathe chirakal agyanatar bani

Dhangsa nadir dur simanai

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to an end.

of ignorance-night.

Of my life’s destruction-river.

Dipti Nivas

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Bidhatar jaya sudha ullas

Bishwa prabhur prema bishwas

Translation

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O Abode of the Light supreme,

Of the Supreme’s Victory divine.

And all-loving fire of self-sacrifice.

And life-fulfilled faith