My Mother's Prayer-Tears

Mother Yogamaya

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Mother Yogamaya, Mother Yogamaya, Mother,

Sleepless, breathless prayer-tears you chose.

Therefore, your earth-life-days

Became Heaven’s fragrance-rose.

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Mago Yogamaya Mago Yogamaya

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Mago Yogamaya Mago Yogamaya

Mago Yogamaya Mago

Shatek ashish kusum aniya

Amar hiyai jago

```

Translation

```

My Mother Yogamaya, Mother Yogamaya,

Mother Yogamaya,

Do bring down from Heaven

One hundred blessing-flowers

To awaken my heart. ```

Mata Yogamaya Janita

```

Mata Yogamaya janita

Bhitare bahire pabita

Paramer kripa khudita

Hriday narahe mudita

```

Translation

```

My Mother Yogamaya, Mother,

Purity in the inner life you were,

Purity in the outer life you were,

Lord Supreme’s Compassion-Hunger you were,

Prayer-heart sleepless you were. ```

Dushta Baro Chhilam Ami

```

Dushta baro chhilam ami

Dushta ati dushta

Amai dekhe tabu mago

Hate param tushta

```

Translation

```

My childhood days were flooded

With restless and endless mischief.

Yet my very presence gave you

Delight enormous and satisfaction precious.

``` [Dedicated by Sri Chinmoy to his mother, Yogamaya]

Bhitar Bahir Dibash Rati (1)

```

Bhitar bahir dibas rati

Chhilam dushtu shishu

Tabu ami tomar kole

Chhilam tomar Jishu

```

Translation

```

Day and night

My infant inner life and my infant outer life

Became my two perfect mischief-prank-victims.

Yet, I know not how I was found

In your Elysian affection-flooded lap,

Like Jesus of his Mother Mary.

```

Tumi Je Tomar Karuna Nayan

```

Tumi je tomar karuna nayan

Ogo mata Yogamaya

Bishal hriday karechilo dhan

Ati chhoto taba kaya

```

Translation

```

My Mother Yogamaya,

You were your compassion-eyes.

Your tiny and fragile earth-frame

Gave birth to a vastness-heart.

```

Baroi Bhalo Lage Amar Balte Tomar

```

Baroi bhalo lage amar

Balte tomar katha

Pran kanane phute amar

Oishi nirabata

```

Translation

```

Happiness runs to-and-fro inside my heart

When of You I speak.

Your silence-eye from Heaven descends

And blossoms inside my heart-garden.

```

Dharar Buke Esechile

```

Dharar buke esechile

Eksa sarat age

Tomar smriti smaran kari

Baroi anurage

```

Translation

```

Into the world you came

To be a member of the earth-family

For fifty fleeting years,

And your Heaven-return now completes

One hundred years — one long century.

Your sweetness-reminiscences tearfully gladden

And enlighten us — all your dear ones.

```

[Dedicated by Sri Chinmoy to his mother, Yogamaya]

Param Pita Bhagabane

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Param pita bhagabane

Atma samarpan

Mata Yogamayar chhilo

Brata anukhan

```

Translation

```

My Mother Yogamaya,

Your earth-existence-life

Was your surrender-worship,

Sleepless and breathless,

To the Lord Absolute Supreme.

```

Dyulok Hate Bhakti Bhare

```

Dyulok hate bhakti bhare

Nemechhile prabhur seba lagi

Seba tahar karechhile

Moder prane nitya rahe jagi

```

Translation

```

To serve the Lord God

With humility’s devotion-light

Into the world you came.

Him you served prayerfully,

Soulfully and sleeplessly,

Soulfully and sleeplessly,

Inside each family member. ```

Mora Chhilam Tomar Hiya

```

Mora chhilam tomar hiyar

Tomar ankhir ashesh gaurab

Tumi chhile moder lagi

Param prabhur kanti saurabh

```

Translation

```

Mother, we became the glory-achievements

Of your eyes and heart.

You became the beauty-fragrance of

Our Lord Supreme in the family

```

Bhitar Bahir Dibash Rati (2)

```

Bhitar bahir dibas rati

Chhilam dushtu shishu

Tabu ami tomar kole

Chhilam tomar Jishu

```

Translation

```

Day and night

My infant inner life and my infant outer life

Became my two perfect mischief-prank-victims.

Yet, I know not how I was found

In your elysian affection-flooded lap

Like Jesus of his Mother Mary.

```

Mago Amar Sakal Chinta Bhavana

```

Mago

Amar sakal chinta bhavana

Deije tomar vishan jatana

```

Translation

```

O my Mother,

All my untold worries and anxieties

Here on earth

Ruthlessly torment you,

Alas! ```

Namami Mata

```

Namami mata namami mata

Namami mata namami

Tumi amar swapan sudha

Amai laho pranami

```

Translation:

```

My Mother, to You I bow,

To You I bow,

To You I bow.

You are my Nectar-Dream.

Do accept my love-devotion-obeisance. ```

Mantu Madal Rani Meri

```

Mantu Madal Rani Meri

Nonai Ranu Kanu

Chitta Hriday sabai tomar

Tara shashi bhanu

```

Translation

```

Mantu-Madal-Rani-Meri-Nonai-Ranu-Kanu

Chitta-Hriday — we are your stars,

We are your moon,

We are your sun,

Sempiternally inside your soul we breathe.

```

[Dedicated to Sri Chinmoy’s mother, Yogamaya Ghosh]

Yogamaya Ghosh

```

Yogamaya Ghosh Yogamaya Ghosh Yogamaya Ghosh

Dekha nai kabhu

Manab charite apaner dosh ```

Yogamaya Shashi Kumar

```

Yogamaya Shashi Kumar

Yogamaya Shashi Kumar

Swarger martyer pritir jyoti shantir triptir

Ek parabar

```

Translation

```

Yogamaya Shashi Kumar,

Yogamaya Shashi Kumar,

A oneness-love-light-peace-satisfaction-lifeboat

In Your earth-journey and Heaven-life.

```

Ma Yogamaya Ma

```

Ma Yogamaya ```

Janani Chatrala

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Janani chatrala janani chatrala

Janani chatrala

Bhitare bahire nabachetanar

Asima nirmala

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Sita Kunda Barab Kunda

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Sita kunda barab kunda

Medash muni ashram

Swarga dapi gariyasi

Chatral amar vikram

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Tomar Sneher Kangal Ami Ogo Amar

```

Tomar sneher kangal ami

Ogo amar chatragram

Gahi tomar bijoy giti

Chapi dhare abiram

```

Chatragramer Shishu Ami Chatragramer

```

Chatragramer shishu ami

Chatragramer shishu

Amar hiyai kande hase

Krishna Buddha Jishu

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Chatragram Chatragram Chatragram He

```

Chatragram chatragram chatragram

He amar antarer awapan dham

```

Janani Chatrala Mata Chatrala Mor Majhe

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Janani chatrala

Mata chatrala

Mor majhe

Taba sneher plaban

Devi dhabala ```

Chatrala Mor Hiyar Janani Swarna

```

Chatrala mor hiyar janani

Swarna banga deshe

Parama shanti tripti labheche

Jananire bhalobese

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Janma Bhumi Chatrala Mor Janma Bhumi

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Janma bhumi chatrala mor

Janma bhumi

Kripa karo mago

Tomar charan chumi

```

Bangladesh Paramer Karunar Animesh

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Bangladesh Bangladesh Bangladesh

Paramer karunar animesh

Chetanar jagaran samatar parashan

Bhitare eshana bahire prerana

Sonar Bangla amader

Sandhani duniyar nikhuter

```

Shakpura Tumi Mor Japaner Kamakura

```

Shakpura Shakpura Shakpura

Tumi mor Japaner Kamakura

Buddha murti Japaner sugaurab

Buddha bani chatralar susaurabh

```

Dakha

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Dhaka Dhaka Dhaka Dhaka

Dhaka Dhaka Dhaka

Bangladesher rajdhani priti makha

Bitapir gaurab prasuner saurabh

Tumi nirbhik tumi mahabir

Mukta hiyar unnatishir

Sonar Bangla tomar pane cheye thake

Tomar swapane tahar parane rakhe

```

Karnaphuli Bhoirabh Padma Ar Meghna

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Karnaphuli bhoirabh padma ar meghna

Toara ar dila ajwa swarga prerana

```

Bahut Bachar Pare Param Bhakti Kare

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Bahut bachar pare param bhakti kare

Ma toware nassar koirttyam ajwa assi

Tuiare diba towar snehar kripar banshi ```

Ma Toar Pachhuriyere Kataananda Pailam

```

Ma toar pachhuiyere

Kataananda pailam

Toar sneha nadir panir

Ajwa hanchurilam

```

Ranga Mati Bhitare Tui Baire Tui

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Ranga mati ranga mati ranga mati

Bhitare tui baire tui agagora khanti

Mugdha hoigiagor byaggrane toare daile

Ananda pai ei katha toare koile

```

Chatga Ar Chatga Manat Pare Toar Katha

```

Chatga ar chatga manat pare

Toar katha hakkal samat

Toar sneha loi jaijon

Duniyar gharat gharat

```

From:Sri Chinmoy,My Mother's Prayer-Tears, Agni Press, New York, 1994
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