At the Sri Aurobindo Ashram, I happened to be in a line for the Mother’s blessings. A disciple wrote a note to the Mother, asking her, for his birthday, to allow him to have some butter, which was limited in the Ashram. Mother looked at the person and was so sad and upset. On his birthday, his prayer was to have a small quantity of butter. The Mother threw the paper away, disgusted by his birthday prayer.
If our birthday prayers are like that, God will be displeased. Birthday prayers for spiritual people should be to intensify our God-hunger. I have ruined 365 days. Now this day at least let me intensify my God-hunger. Then that is the real birthday. Other-wise, if our birthday becomes the fulfillment of earthly, silly desires, then we displease God more than anything else, more than other days.
Again, any day we pray and meditate well surely is our birthday. Every day we should pray and meditate well. Then God will observe our birthday every day.
In Pondicherry, when I was 13, 14, 15, 16 years old, every time my birthday came, I used to get an attack: “I have so much to do, so much to do. I am 15 years old, 16 years old. What have I done?” Where did I get the idea that I had so much to do, so much to do?
Then the attack disappeared when I went to see the Mother the first thing in the morning. It was all gone.
1. 6 November 2004 Aspiration-Ground.↩
From:Sri Chinmoy,Only One Reality, Agni Press, 2025
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