My song-river-heart, part 1

No Matter What Happens

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No matter what happens,

My heart shall fight sleeplessly

Against ignorance-night. ```

No Matter What I Do

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No matter what I do,

My Lord Supreme will love me

Unconditionally. ```

No Matter Where I Go

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No matter where I go,

My Lord’s Compassion-Eye

Shall follow me. ```

No Matter What I Become

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No matter what I become,

I shall always remain

My Lord’s infant child. ```

No Matter Who

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No matter who

Touches God’s Feet first,

I shall be supremely happy. ```

No Matter How Often

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No matter how often

God speaks ill of me,

I shall remain happy,

Sleeplessly and breathlessly.

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No Matter How Many Times I Have Failed

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No matter how many times I have failed

To please my Lord Supreme in His own Way,

I shall not give up.

I shall not give up.

I shall not give up. ```

No Matter How Many Times

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No matter how many times

I lose my Lord’s Compassion-Credit Card,

He immediately blesses me

With a new card.

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God Has No Time to Read

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God has no time to read

Any other letter from me.

He reads only my surrender-letters

Every day.

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May I Enjoy Every Day

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May I enjoy every day

My heart’s faith-mountain-expedition.

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Whenever There Is a Doubt-Meeting

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Whenever there is

A doubt-meeting of the minds,

Either I do not attend

Or I simply walk out.

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O My Heart's God-Confidence-Life

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O my heart’s God-confidence-life,

You must challenge my mind’s ego-wrestler.

Certain is your victory.

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Every Day My Soul Trains My Heart

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Every day my soul trains my heart

On high aspiration-hills.

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Because I Live

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Because I live

In God’s Oneness-Heart,

I see no more

My mind-limitation-boundaries.

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God's Compassion-Heart Travels

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God’s Compassion-Heart

Travels in third class.

God’s Satisfaction-Eye

Travels in first class. ```

Chase Away

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Chase, chase, chase, chase,

Chase away teeming frustration-clouds.

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Finally, My Mind Has Crashed

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Finally, my mind has crashed

With fruitless thought-exhaustion.

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I Shall Not Allow My Ingratitude-Mind

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I shall not allow my ingratitude-mind

To shatter my heart’s

Brightest progress-crown. ```

An Ignorance-Life

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An ignorance-life is the temptation-bridge

Between frustration-mind and destruction-heart.

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O My Will-Power Adamantine

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O my will-power adamantine,

Bring me back my sleepless,

Measureless faith

In my Lord Supreme.

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O My Heart's Aspiration-Plane

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O my heart’s aspiration-plane,

Carry me only to God’s Kingdom-Height,

Kingdom-Light, Kingdom-Delight.

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My Confidence-Heart

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My confidence-heart daily reads

Only my Lord’s Hope-Promise-News.

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If You Want To Be Another God

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If you want to be another God,

Then sleeplessly ignore

Your mind’s pounding thoughts. ```

The Ignorance-Zoo

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The ignorance-zoo of each human life

Is full of monkey-mind-tricks.

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Every Day My Purity-Heart

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Every day my purity-heart

Cheerfully clears my mind’s thorny road.

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No More My Heart Shall Listen

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No more my heart shall listen

To my mind’s daily ignorance-broadcast.

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No, Not Tomorrow!

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No, not tomorrow!

No, not even today,

But here and now,

I must see and I must become

God’s Fulfilment-Dawn. ```

My Tiny Heart-Hope-Seed

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My tiny heart-hope-seed

Embodies God’s Perfection

And God’s Satisfaction Supreme. ```

O My Beloved Supreme

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O my Beloved Supreme,

Where do You hide

Your sweet Forgiveness-Heart?

Where?

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May My Life Become

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May my life become

The fragrance

Of my humility-heart. ```

The Cloud of Doubt

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I shall not allow

The cloud of doubt

To devour my determination-eye. ```

No, Not for Me

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No, not for me.

No, not for my heart

To walk along the unwillingness-track. ```

My Morning Friend

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My morning friend

Is my meditation-silence.

My evening friend

Is my surrender-peace.

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My Heart Thrives Only

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My heart thrives only on

My Lord’s Compassion-Smiles. ```

I Am All Ready to Start

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I am all ready to start

My faith-mountain-expedition.

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I Never Allow Discouragement to Enter

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I never allow discouragement

To enter into my heart-room.

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My Cheerful Heart

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My cheerful heart

Can easily afford to have

A bountiful inner village. ```

Each Thought-Thorn-Mind

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Each thought-thorn-mind

Is a confusion-hesitation-life.

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I Reject Temptation-Wages

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I reject temptation-wages.

Therefore, I need no ignorance-employer.

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Every Day My Lord Accepts

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Every day my Lord accepts

My soulful and prayerful invitation

With His blessingful and peaceful Smile. ```

An Unwillingness-Mind

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An unwillingness-mind

Is bound to receive

Unforgiveness-blows. ```

O Soulful Morning

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O soulful morning,

Do help me make

A God-fondness-garland. ```

No Dark Doubt-Morning

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No dark doubt-morning,

No bold impossibility-day.

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My Obedience-Promise (1)

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My Lord,

My heart is my obedience-promise to You. ```

My Mind's Artificial Poise

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I want my mind’s artificial poise

To be exposed. ```

My Soul Is Welcoming My Heart

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My soul is welcoming my heart

To its Infinity’s Dream.

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I Never Allow Fear to Be Fearless

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I never allow fear

To be fearless

In my life. ```

My First God-Manifestation-Sunrise

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My gratitude-heart is my first

God-manifestation-sunrise.

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My Volcano-Doubt-Mind

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I am no longer a friend

Of my volcano-doubt-mind.

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I Am Fully Determined

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I am fully determined

To climb my mind’s

Confusion-mountain. ```

My Perfection-Life

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My perfection-life

Is only God’s Dream.

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Who Can Hide?

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Who can hide

From God’s choice Hour?

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My Life's Goodness

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My life’s goodness reaps

My heart’s fulness-harvest. ```

My Hope-Heart-Child

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I shall never, never, abandon

My hope-heart-child.

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Even on Off Days

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Even on off days

I must say the right thing,

Do the right thing,

And be the right person.

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Victory Can Never Be Mine

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Victory can never be mine

If I am not willing

To take chances. ```

O Upstream Faith

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O upstream faith,

When are you going to lift up my heart?

O downstream doubt,

When will you stop lowering my mind?

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O My Mind, Are You Not Ashamed?

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O my mind,

Are you not ashamed of being

An ignorance-messenger boy? ```

My Mind's Re-Election Campaign

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Never, never,

Never I shall support

My mind’s re-election campaign.

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Be Not Caught Any More

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Be not caught any more

In your mind’s doubt-downpour.

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Beautiful Is the Total Eclipse

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Beautiful is

The total eclipse

Of my ego’s face. ```

My Heart's Gratitude-Room

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The moment I enter

My heart's gratitude-room,

I see God is already there.

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Drop, Drop at Once

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Drop, drop at once

Your doubt-revolver!

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A Self-Proclaimed Glory

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A self-proclaimed glory

Is

A clown’s crown. ```

The Beauty of Transcendental Truth

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I may not know the beauty

Of transcendental Truth,

But I do know the duty

Of universal Truth.

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From:Sri Chinmoy,My song-river-heart, part 1, 1992
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