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The day was fixed for him to get his spiritual name. He felt miserable, because getting a spiritual name meant he had to lead a pure life. He felt that his impure life was giving him so much satisfaction. “Why get a spiritual name and destroy my impurity-satisfaction life?” And so he left.

From:Sri Chinmoy,They came only to go, Agni Press, 1976
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/tcg