511. Alas, how can I?

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I want to be happy.

But alas, how can I,

When others are surpassing me?

I want to be happy.

But alas, how can I,

When others are governing me?

I want to be happy.

But alas, how can I,

Since I have not pleased my Inner Pilot,

Not even once?

I want to be happy.

But alas, how can I,

Since I know I can never be

What I want to be? ```

From:Sri Chinmoy,The Wings of Light, part 11, Aum Press, Puerto Rico, 1974
Sourced from https://srichinmoylibrary.com/wl_11