1 April 1999

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
I am all gratitude to You
For keeping Your Ear wide open
  To my heart’s cries
And Your Eye wide open
  To my soul’s smiles.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

1 April 1999, 8:23 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine.

1 April 1999 (II)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
  To my greatest joy,
You are much closer to me
  Than I thought.
You are doing much more for me
  Than I ever expected.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

1 April 1999, 8:34 a.m. Before using standing double-arm machine up to 180 lbs. with both arms simultaneously.

1 April 1999 (III)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
I am my heart’s
  Infancy-prayer.
You are Your Heart’s
  Intimacy-sower
  And intimacy-grower.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

1 April 1999, 8:50 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. twice with both arms simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.) Lifts number eleven and twelve.

2 April 1999

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
Only a heart of true God-devotion
Can escape the snares of temptations,
Frustrations and destructions.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

2 April 1999, 8:19 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with both arms simultaneously.

2 April 1999 (II)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
A heart of true God-devotion
  Is the fastest speed
In the world of aspiration
And in the world of dedication.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

2 April 1999, 8:31 a.m. Before using standing double-arm machine up to 160 lbs. with both arms simultaneously.

2 April 1999 (III)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
A heart of true God-devotion
Is the pride-treasure of God.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

2 April 1999, 8:47 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. twice with both arms simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.) Lifts number thirteen and fourteen.

3 April 1999

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
I have only one prayer:
  Please use me
Only in Your own Way.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

3 April 1999, 7:54 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. three times with both arms simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.) Lifts number fifteen, sixteen and seventeen.

5 April 1999

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
I must be committed,
Solely and sleeplessly,
Only to Your Compassion-Eye
And Forgiveness-Heart.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

5 April 1999, 5:34 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine.

5 April 1999 (II)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
  I must realise
That if I do not forgive
  My enemies,
Then I shall lose You
  As my Friend,
Specially as my only Friend.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

5 April 1999, 5:43 a.m. Before using standing double-arm machine up to 160 lbs. with both arms simultaneously.

5 April 1999 (III)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
My heart is all gratitude to You
For giving me the opportunity
To enjoy immensely
The nectar-delight
Of forgiveness-light.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

5 April 1999, 6:00 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. twice with both arms simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.) Lifts number 18 and 19.

5 April 1999 (IV)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
  I am offering
The smiles of my heart
  To Your Eye unreservedly.

  I am offering
The tears of my breath
  To Your Heart unconditionally.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

5 April 1999, 6:23 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. fifty-two times with one arm. (25 right, 25 left plus once each arm to maximum extension)

6 April 1999

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
Today my life and I
Are completely surrendering
  To Your Will
So that our love for You
Can take infinitely deeper root
  In our heart.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

6 April 1999, 9:07 a.m. Before using seated double-arm machine up to 150 lbs. with both arms simultaneously.

6 April 1999 (II)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
To establish my inseparable oneness
With suffering humanity,
I must learn the art
  Of being humble.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

6 April 1999, 9:19 a.m. Before using standing double-arm machine up to 160 lbs. with both arms simultaneously.

6 April 1999 (III)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
I know, I know,
Possession has no peace.
But oneness has peace,
And fulness founded upon oneness
  Is bliss.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

6 April 1999, 9:32 a.m. Before lifting 200 lbs. with both arms simultaneously. (Total: 400 lbs.) Lift number twenty.