1.

1.

Rani-di,
Your earth-departure
Has given me heart-pang-throb-sobs
Uncontrollable.

2.

Alas,
Flickering is the heart-flame
Of a human being.

3.

My life shall breathe
In your unhorizoned
Affection-sky.

4.

Rani-di,
Happily and proudly
You became part and parcel
Of my world-improvement-progress-dream.

5.

Your aspiration
Gave me lightning-inspiration
In my mind-sky.

6.

Yesterday-today-tomorrow —
My recollections
Of your affection-compassion-life.

7.

Rani-di,
Somewhere inside
Your soul's fulness-smile
Lives my real God.

8.

Yours was the affection
As beautiful as star-light.

9.

Yours was the compassion
As sweet as nectar-delight.

10.

Rani-di,
Immeasurable was your inner help
In my worldwide
God-manifestation-service.

11.

For me to come to America,
First you became your soul's
Fulness-approval,
Then you became your heart's
Mountain-aspiration.

12.

Rani-di,
You do not want my heart to look back
At your compassion-affection-flooded
Life-breath.
But I shall fail, always fail to obey you!

13.

When I say to you
How I wish I too could he on my way,
You become your thunder-objection:
'Absurd!'