801. God gave me

God gave me patience
To wait for Him.

God gave me sight
To look for Him.

God gave me love
To claim Him.

God gave me Bliss
To distribute Him.

802. Save me, expose me

Sweet Lord,
Save me from myself.
Save me from my inner conflicts.
Save me from my bold distrust.
Save me from my sleepless complaints.

Master Lord,
Expose me.
Expose my blind weaknesses.
Expose my giant failures.
Expose my shameless ingratitude.
Expose my undying ignorance.

803. I am tired

Lord,
I am too tired to meditate,
Yet
I meditate.

Lord,
I am too tired to dedicate,
Yet
I dedicate.

Lord,
I am too tired to surrender,
Yet
I surrender.

Why? Why?
What makes me meditate?
What makes me dedicate?
What makes me surrender?
My unfulfilled promise
To You, my Beloved Supreme.

804. I know you will think of me

Lord,
I am going to pray.
I know
You will bless me.

Lord,
I am going to meditate.
I know
You will teach me.

Lord,
I am going to serve.
I know
You will strengthen me.

Lord,
I am going to sleep.
I know
You will think of me.

805. Take me into Your Room

Lord, if You are my Brother,
Come and visit my room now.
I shall thank You.

Lord, if You are my Sister,
Come and visit my room immediately.
I shall thank You.

Lord, if You are my Father,
Come and visit my room at Your sweet will.

Lord, if You are my Mother,
Come and take away everything
From my room.

Lord, if You are my Friend,
Come and take me,
Take me into Your Room.

806. Only four times

Lord, I wish to come
To Your Palace
Only four times.

Do tell me what You
Are going to give me
Each time.

“Son, first time you come
I shall give you
My Forgiveness-Sea.

“Son, second time you come
I shall give you
My Compassion-Sea.

“Son, third time you come
I shall give you
My Justice-Sea.

“Son, fourth time you come
I shall give you
My Thunder-Sea.”

807. Is there anything forbidden?

Lord, is there anything forbidden
In Your creation?
“Yes, My son,
Forgiveness is forbidden.”

Lord, how strange.
Why is forgiveness forbidden?
“Because forgiveness is not valued.”
Lord, why is it not valued?
“Because the world is ignorant.”
Lord, why is the world ignorant?
“Because the world wanted ignorance.”
Lord, why did the world want ignorance?
“Because Satan wanted to sell it
And was successful in selling it.”
Lord, who is Satan?
“Ah, Satan!
Son, don’t you know
Who Satan is?
He is just a clever fool,
An impossible friend of Mine.”

808. Four members in my family

I have four members
In my family:
Fear and doubt,
Love and surrender.

Fear takes me
From nothing-chasm
To
Nowhere-palace.

Doubt takes me
From nowhere-sea
To
Nothing-shore.

Love takes me
From fulfilment-land
To
Perfection-sky.

Surrender takes me
From God-vision-seed
To
God-Reality-Tree.

809. Nothing from God

My prayer needs
Sincerity from me
And
Bounty from God.

My meditation needs
Silence from me
And
Infinity from God.

My perfection needs
Everything from me
And
Nothing from God.

810. Not even once

Not even once
Did my inner life take me away
From the outer world.

My inner life is kindness incarnate.
It made me aware of the needs
Of the outer world.

My inner life taught me
What to love in God —
Everything.

My inner life taught me
Whom to serve in the outer world —
Everyone.

811. I am proud

O my America,
I am proud of your dollar-power
In India,
But
Not in England.

O my England,
I am proud of your politeness-power
In America,
But
Not in India.

O my India,
I am proud of your love-power
In England,
But
Not in America.

812. O my Canada

O my Canada,
You are very vast.
Can you not be very high, too?
Try, you can.

O my Canada,
Why do you always follow?
Can you not lead from now on?
Try, you can.

O my Canada,
You think the world does not admire you.
Can you not demand the world’s admiration?
Try, you can.
You certainly can.

813. My God is worried and confused

O my China and Japan,
My God has not forgotten you.

O my Germany and Russia,
My God remembers you.

O my India and Pakistan,
My God is worried about you.

O my Ireland and Scotland,
My God is confused about you.

814. I think I love You

God, I think I love You.
“Daughter, what is the proof?”

God, this is the proof:
You know, God,
I do not live with ignorance
Any more;
I do not play with doubt
Any more;
I do not cry with fear
Any more;
I do not eat with jealousy
Any more;
I do not dance with despair
Any more.

“Daughter, enough.
You love Me
And
I love you.
Be happy. Remain happy.”