Beautiful is my whispering soul

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1.

Beautiful is my whispering soul.
Beautiful is my climbing heart.
Beautiful is my willing mind.
Beautiful is my uncomplaining vital.
Beautiful is my serving body.

2.

I look beautiful
When I accept
Impossibility-challenges.

3.

I look beautiful
When I play with
My silence-mind.

4.

I look beautiful
When I am not tortured
By jealousy, insecurity
And doubt.

5.

I look beautiful
When my mind divinely enjoys
The endless process
Of transformation.

6.

I look beautiful
When each thought of mine
Grows into angelic perfection.

7.

I am supremely beautiful
Only when I become
The nothingness of my own life.

8.

I am supremely beautiful
Only when I become
The fulness of my soul.

9.

10.

I am challenging
The haughtiness
Of untruth.

11.

I am challenging
The tyranny
Of impurity.

12.

I am challenging
My mind's
Confusion-jungle-thoughts.

13.

I am challenging
My ingratitude-mind.

14.

I am challenging
My long-standing helplessness-life,
Hopelessness-life
And fruitlessness-life.

15.

I am challenging
My failure-pangs
And pathos-sighs.

16.

I am challenging
My worst enemy:
Self-indulgence.

17.

I am challenging,
On God's behalf,
His oldest enemy:
My ignorance-night.

18.

I am challenging
The death
Of my God-manifestation-dream.

19.

I am challenging
My heart's
Anxiety-chains.

20.

I am challenging
The fruitless desert
Of my mind.

21.

I am challenging
The bite
Of my loneliness-vital.

22.

I am challenging
My desire-snakes.

23.

I am challenging
My mind's
Unwillingness-supremacy.

24.

I am challenging
My satisfaction-punctured heart.

25.

I am challenging
The failure of my soul's mission
On earth.

26.

I am challenging
My expectation-frustration-graveyard.

27.

I am challenging
The inevitable doom
Of human life.

28.

I am challenging
The wasteful regret
Of my failure-life.

29.

I am challenging
My mind's sincerity:
Does it really love God?
Does it really need God?
Can it really live without God?
Can it really dare to doubt God?

30.

31.

No more
Shall I suffer
From binding and blinding anxieties.

32.

No more
Shall I enjoy
Aspiration-vacation.

33.

No more
Shall I indulge
In dedication-retirement.

34.

No more
Shall I suffer
From an incomplete heart.

35.

No more
Shall I tolerate
My mind's surrender-bankruptcy.

36.

No more
Shall I be afraid
Of my heavy responsibilities.

37.

No more
Shall I be with those
Who tell me that I am not
God's choice instrument.

38.

No more
Shall I ignore
My heart's peace-hunger.

39.

No more
Shall I allow my mind
To take the expectation-frustration-course.

40.

No more
Shall I allow my mind
To think of any human being
As a dangerous stranger.

41.

No more
Shall I allow my vital
To love suspicion-wrestling.

42.

No more
Shall I allow my mind
To feed on doubt-boxing.

43.

No more
Shall I cherish
My mind's ego-feast
And my heart's oneness-starvation.

44.

45.

I am more.
I am more
Than my mind's sincerity.

46.

I am more.
I am more
Than my heart's purity.

47.

I am more.
I am more
Than my life's spontaneity.

48.

I am more.
I am more
Than my outer appearances.

49.

I am more.
I am more
Than my inner experiences.

50.

I am more.
I am more
Than my readiness.

51.

I am more.
I am more
Than my willingness.

52.

I am more.
I am more
Than my fulness.

53.

Who am I actually, then?
I am my Eternity's Dream-Boat
Heading towards
My Immortality's Reality-Shore.