My life's every day hope-blossoms and promise-trees
1.
Every dayI am on strike
Against my mind-boss.
2.
Every dayI enjoy sailing
With my heart-boatman.
3.
Every dayGod and I have
Private conversations
At least for seven hours
Inside God's Soul-Room.
4.
Every dayI fly with my soul-bird
Towards Heaven,
No traffic at all.
5.
Every dayI give my body, vital and mind
An ultimatum:
Either be all for God
Or be totally out of my sight.
6.
Every dayGod tells me,
"My son, what I need from you
Are heart-essentials,
Not mind-credentials."
7.
Every dayGod receives from my vital
A disobedience-tornado.
8.
Every dayGod receives from my heart
An obedience-sea.
9.
Every dayI am
My God-dependence.
10.
Every dayGod is
God-Embrace.
11.
Every dayI do not know
Why and how I suffer
From the heavy rain of sorrow.
12.
Every dayI realise that I live
In my mind-hesitation-limitation.
13.
Every dayEarly in the morning
I take the train to go
From my Lord's Hope-Station
To His Promise-Station.
14.
Every dayI go to participate
In the self-doubt-prevention club.
15.
Every dayI vehemently deny
My short-lived
Satisfaction-possession.
16.
Every dayI am a new self-disciplined
Determination-dynamo.
17.
Every dayI aim at a higher goal
With each God-aspiring breath.
18.
Every dayI put my sad misfortune
To happy and good use.
19.
Every dayI try to remain a perfect stranger
To attachment-parasite.
20.
Every dayI learn and teach
And learn and teach
At God-awareness-school.
21.
Every dayI tell God,
"How can I live my life
Where Your Heart is not?"
22.
Every dayGod wants me to enjoy
The unparalleled fragrance
Of my forgiveness-heart.
23.
Every dayI beg God for power.
He gives me light instead.
24.
Every dayI beg God for superiority.
He gives me humility instead.
25.
Every dayGod replaces
My world-conquest-thought
With self-conquest-will.
26.
Every dayGod tells me that
My inner peace
And my inner freedom
Do not depend
On my outer circumstances.
27.
Every dayGod tells me that I do not need
A painful experience
To increase my God-devotion.
What I need is a sleepless
God-awareness-heart.
28.
Every dayI find myself
In the streaming tears
Of my heart
And in the beaming smiles
Of my soul.
29.
Every dayI thank God
For having one thing:
Obedience-eagerness.
30.
Every dayI thank God
For not having one thing:
Disobedience-ruthlessness.
31.
Every dayGod tells me that
To sow love in the heart
Is to reap peace in the life.
32.
Every dayGod tells me
My God-dedication
Is my God-union.
33.
Every dayGod prevents me from visiting
The mind-doubt-factory.
34.
Every dayGod wants me to spend
At least four hours
In my soul-company.
35.
Every dayI break my desire-toys
With tremendous pride.
36.
Every dayI take God's Presence in my heart
As my life's present to mankind.
37.
Every dayMy mind tells me
My soul is a foreigner,
Therefore not to trust my soul.
38.
Every dayMy heart-telescope sees God,
No matter how far away He is.
39.
Every dayMy God-obedience equals
My God-satisfaction.
40.
Every dayGod tells me that
My God-surrender
Has the capacity
To make up for lost time
In my spiritual journey.
41.
Every dayGod asks me to challenge
My life's imperfection-enemies.
42.
Every dayIt is becoming clearer to me
That disobedience is the root,
Destruction is the tree.
43.
Every dayI sadden God's Heart
By not leaving the desire-land.
44.
Every dayI sadden my Lord's Heart
By listening to the advice
Of my desire-mind.
45.
Every dayI get
God-Heart-Umbrella-Protection
For the asking.
46.
Every dayGod's Compassion-Heart
Awakens me
And God's Justice-Eye
Illumines me.
47.
Every dayI monopolise God's Love.
Yet God's Compassion-Ocean
Remains infinite.
48.
Every dayI apply my adamantine will
Against my life-pressure.
49.
Every dayA life of pleasure
Is emptying my heart's
Beauty-fragrance-treasure.
50.
Every dayGod unconditionally helps me
To bring to the fore
My heart-delight.
51.
Every dayGod tells me
If I want to bind my heart-joy,
Then I shall blind my life totally.
52.
Every dayI must deeply value
My world-detachment-hours.
53.
Every dayMy desire-mind rushes
To a nowhere-destination-land.
54.
Every dayGod's Greatness-Height
Fascinates my eyes.
55.
Every dayGod's Goodness-Depth
Liberates my mind.
56.
Every dayI please God by revolting
Against my mind-government.
57.
Every dayGod tells me the real miracle
Is not walking on water,
But loving the heart
Of each and every human being.
58.
Every dayI act like a real fool
By living in my mind-cage
And not in my heart-palace.
59.
Every dayI realise that my insecurity
Is not only endless,
But utterly senseless.
60.
Every dayGod takes special pride
In my secret and sacred
God-fulfilment-wishes.
61.
Every dayI shall promptly do
My God-service
And never put it on hold.
62.
Every dayI shall expand the horizon
Of my God-loving heart.
63.
Every dayI shall surprise my Lord Supreme
With something new.
64.
Every dayI shall accompany
My deep meditation
To my heart-temple.
65.
Every dayThe human in me says:
"I pray and pray,
And God delays and delays."
66.
Every dayThe divine in me says:
"God's Grace is at once
My inspiration-sky
And my aspiration-sun."
67.
Every dayThere can be a new way
To touch God's Feet
And love God's Heart.
68.
Every dayI need nothing and I need nobody
But You only, my Lord, You.
69.
Every dayMy mind pressures God
And
My heart treasures God.
70.
Every dayI need only one thing:
A one-pointed devotion-heart.
