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My Silence-Heart Blossoms, part 1
January 1stSilence-blossoms have awakened my mind.
My tears and God's Smiles clasped I find.
January 2ndMy orphan tears begin my day.
My princely smiles blaze the Way.
January 3rdI keep my heart's streaming tears
So that my Lord's beaming Smiles
In me can thrive.
January 4thEnergised by my self-improvement task,
In my Lord's Transcendent Sun-Flames I bask.
January 5thObedience longs to feed the Lord
Self-deleted, fastest it runs, arrives
And touches the Shore.
January 6thI shall climb up
My soul's dream-flooded staircase.
Dauntless my heart shall face.
January 7thFastest runs to the Goal Supreme
My Lord's Love-Train.
Singing and dancing, therein my breath —
January 8thBe not empty of light and joy,
My foolproof mind.
Heavenward race you never win,
January 9thHis Face, my face, my Lord together saw,
And said, "Yours is perfect like Mine, no flaw."
January 10thEcstasy-flooded is the road of Love divine,
January 11thGod is weeping for you;
Oh, do not cry.
You are bound to succeed:
Just once more try.
January 12thEach time I shake hands with hostile desires,
My God-oneness-visa-delight expires.
January 13thBattered by teeming doubts
And blinding fears,
I compel my Lord Supreme
To swim in tears.
January 14thBreak not your God-gratitude-promise-height;
Yours will be Infinity's Silence-Light.
January 15thThe starved desires that stormed my mind
Are now deceased, left far behind.
January 16thOnly in God's Orbit I choose to live,
And my mind-thorns, heart-fragrance I shall give.
January 17thWhen God's God-deep Love-Light-Fragrance appears,
To the Golden Shore His dream-life-boat man steers.
January 18thOh, if I never fail my Lord,
Oh, if I never fail,
His Heart will be eager to know
My life's every detail.
January 19thAlas, like me, God also has bad days,
And more so when I doubt
His all Compassion-Eye, Forgiveness-Heart.
Totally insane I shout.
January 20thGod comes to me
Precisely in the form I need.
Him I must feed
The way His Heart wants me to feed.
January 21stGod pressures my mind
Because of its stark unwillingness-flow.
God treasures my heart
Because of its sleepless eagerness-glow.
January 22ndSilence I choose to play with my heart-flames.
Every single day my monkey-mind God tames.
January 23rdAn immediate 'Yes!' to God's every Command,
O my hesitant mind, from you I demand.
January 24thHeaven is so far from the human mind,
But the heart is extremely close.
Heaven commands the mind to halt its journey,
And calls the heart its rose.
January 25thWith my gratitude heart-tears and smiles
My Lord I greet.
My Lord gives me His All,
The moment I clasp His Feet.
January 26thDelight is born of obedience-willingness;
Perfection born of sleepless, selfless oneness.
January 27thMy sunlit path, no fog, no cloud can hide.
My heart-flames enjoy God's sunrise-ride.
January 28thMy soul has silenced my stark confusion-mind;
Peace-bliss-blossoms within, without I find.
January 29thLife is so brief, alas, life is so brief.
Why delay in catching ignorance-thief?
January 30thBefore I compose my God-worship-song,
My heart strikes His Compassion-Victory-Gong.
January 31stSince God is God's Forgiveness-Breath,
I must declare my ego's death.
February 1stOh, permit not your ego-lion to roar,
If you desire your heart-bird to soar.
February 2ndI know what is great is splendid;
I feel what is good is candid.
Far from God, my splendour-craving mind;
My heart-candour in God's own Breath I find.
February 3rdMy doubting mind deserves an early death.
My self-giving heart implores God's Nectar-Breath.
February 4thNo earthly force can be a true remedy,
Only a oneness-heart ready and steady.
February 5thMy sweet Lord is lonely for my love.
I shall make Him my fondness-dove.
February 6thMy Lord Himself applauds
No more shall I run
On ignorance-studded track.
February 7thEver kind to me my Lord's Forgiveness:
His Justice is all blind to my weakness.
February 8thDo not destroy
The sweet fragrance of hope.
It will give you
The Heaven-climbing rope.
February 9thEarth's hunger-cry
One soul can feed.
One soul can speed.
February 10thMankind's freedom-peace-discovery —
Only when no God-faith-robbery.
February 11thWhen our earth-necessities decrease,
Our real God-essentials increase.
February 12thGod-Satisfaction-Smile-Birds fly
Only when I have a silence-heart-sky.
February 13thDoubt is afraid of silence-light.
Doubt surrenders to oneness-delight.
February 14thWillingness and eagerness together run the fastest.
To God's Lotus-Feet these two are the nearest.
February 15thWhen God says 'No', my desire-mind-dog cries and cries,
My aspiration-heart-bird high-higher-highest flies.
February 16thNo more shall I remain
A fallen victim to desire.
I now have brought
To the fore my inner fire.
February 17thNo matter where I go,
My heart carries the rainbow-hopes.
Mine is the mind that never gropes.
February 18thEach time my Lord's Compassion-Eye I see,
A nectar-dream blossoms in our oneness-fulness-sea.
February 19thWithin, without, the doubting mind lies.
Below, above, the praying heart cries.
February 20thBecause I want to please my Lord in His own Way,
Surrender-gratitude-game my life must play.
February 21stFreedom complete, perfect I love to choose.
To ignorance-night no more my life shall lose.
February 22ndOh, where are you, my heart's fount-delight?
I live in my ruthless mind's destruction-night.
February 23rdMy Lord, I need the Song
Of Your Compassion-Eye
To catch my jungle-misdeeds
And quickly nullify.
February 24thIn God's Heart-Garden I grow
With my obedience.
In my heart-nest God glows
With His Confidence.
February 25thNo more am I in my tear-flooded shore.
I am in my heart's God-blossoming lore.
February 26thMy perfection rests not upon my skill.
It rests upon my Lord's Compassion-Will.
February 27thHe who never forgets his goal
Is indeed a Heaven-chosen soul.
February 28thMy Lord's Sun-Smile-Presence is near and dear
Only when my ego-sword I smash and tear.