My Silence-Heart Blossoms, part 1

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January

January 1st

Silence-blossoms have awakened my mind.
My tears and God's Smiles clasped I find.

January 2nd

My orphan tears begin my day.
My princely smiles blaze the Way.

January 3rd

I keep my heart's streaming tears
Sleeplessly alive,
So that my Lord's beaming Smiles
In me can thrive.

January 4th

Energised by my self-improvement task,
In my Lord's Transcendent Sun-Flames I bask.

January 5th

Obedience longs to feed the Lord
Infinitely more.
Self-deleted, fastest it runs, arrives
And touches the Shore.

January 6th

I shall climb up
My soul's dream-flooded staircase.
Endless obstacles
Dauntless my heart shall face.

January 7th

Fastest runs to the Goal Supreme
My Lord's Love-Train.
Singing and dancing, therein my breath —
No bondage-chain.

January 8th

Be not empty of light and joy,
My foolproof mind.
Heavenward race you never win,
Always behind.

January 9th

His Face, my face, my Lord together saw,
And said, "Yours is perfect like Mine, no flaw."

January 10th

Ecstasy-flooded is the road of Love divine,
Divinity's oneness-fulness-sun-shrine.

January 11th

God is weeping for you;
Oh, do not cry.
You are bound to succeed:
Just once more try.

January 12th

Each time I shake hands with hostile desires,
My God-oneness-visa-delight expires.

January 13th

Battered by teeming doubts
And blinding fears,
I compel my Lord Supreme
To swim in tears.

January 14th

Break not your God-gratitude-promise-height;
Yours will be Infinity's Silence-Light.

January 15th

The starved desires that stormed my mind
Are now deceased, left far behind.

January 16th

Only in God's Orbit I choose to live,
And my mind-thorns, heart-fragrance I shall give.

January 17th

When God's God-deep Love-Light-Fragrance appears,
To the Golden Shore His dream-life-boat man steers.

January 18th

Oh, if I never fail my Lord,
Oh, if I never fail,
His Heart will be eager to know
My life's every detail.

January 19th

Alas, like me, God also has bad days,
And more so when I doubt
His all Compassion-Eye, Forgiveness-Heart.
Totally insane I shout.

January 20th

God comes to me
Precisely in the form I need.
Him I must feed
The way His Heart wants me to feed.

January 21st

God pressures my mind
Because of its stark unwillingness-flow.
God treasures my heart
Because of its sleepless eagerness-glow.

January 22nd

Silence I choose to play with my heart-flames.
Every single day my monkey-mind God tames.

January 23rd

An immediate 'Yes!
' to God's every Command,
O my hesitant mind, from you I demand.

January 24th

Heaven is so far from the human mind,
But the heart is extremely close.
Heaven commands the mind to halt its journey,
And calls the heart its rose.

January 25th

With my gratitude heart-tears and smiles
My Lord I greet.
My Lord gives me His All,
The moment I clasp His Feet.

January 26th

Delight is born of obedience-willingness;
Perfection born of sleepless, selfless oneness.

January 27th

My sunlit path, no fog, no cloud can hide.
My heart-flames enjoy God's sunrise-ride.

January 28th

My soul has silenced my stark confusion-mind;
Peace-bliss-blossoms within, without I find.

January 29th

Life is so brief, alas, life is so brief.
Why delay in catching ignorance-thief?

January 30th

Before I compose my God-worship-song,
My heart strikes His Compassion-Victory-Gong.

January 31st

Since God is God's Forgiveness-Breath,
I must declare my ego's death.

February

February 1st

Oh, permit not your ego-lion to roar,
If you desire your heart-bird to soar.

February 2nd

I know what is great is splendid;
I feel what is good is candid.
Far from God, my splendour-craving mind;
My heart-candour in God's own Breath I find.

February 3rd

My doubting mind deserves an early death.
My self-giving heart implores God's Nectar-Breath.

February 4th

No earthly force can be a true remedy,
Only a oneness-heart ready and steady.

February 5th

My sweet Lord is lonely for my love.
I shall make Him my fondness-dove.

February 6th

My Lord Himself applauds
My aspiration-comeback.
No more shall I run
On ignorance-studded track.

February 7th

Ever kind to me my Lord's Forgiveness:
His Justice is all blind to my weakness.

February 8th

Do not destroy
The sweet fragrance of hope.
It will give you
The Heaven-climbing rope.

February 9th

Earth's hunger-cry
One soul can feed.
Earth's progress-smile
One soul can speed.

February 10th

Mankind's freedom-peace-discovery —
Only when no God-faith-robbery.

February 11th

When our earth-necessities decrease,
Our real God-essentials increase.

February 12th

God-Satisfaction-Smile-Birds fly
Only when I have a silence-heart-sky.

February 13th

Doubt is afraid of silence-light.
Doubt surrenders to oneness-delight.

February 14th

Willingness and eagerness together run the fastest.
To God's Lotus-Feet these two are the nearest.

February 15th

When God says 'No', my desire-mind-dog cries and cries,
My aspiration-heart-bird high-higher-highest flies.

February 16th

No more shall I remain
A fallen victim to desire.
Behold!
I now have brought
To the fore my inner fire.

February 17th

No matter where I go,
My heart carries the rainbow-hopes.
In despair-night-prison,
Mine is the mind that never gropes.

February 18th

Each time my Lord's Compassion-Eye I see,
A nectar-dream blossoms in our oneness-fulness-sea.

February 19th

Within, without, the doubting mind lies.
Below, above, the praying heart cries.

February 20th

Because I want to please my Lord in His own Way,
Surrender-gratitude-game my life must play.

February 21st

Freedom complete, perfect I love to choose.
To ignorance-night no more my life shall lose.

February 22nd

Oh, where are you, my heart's fount-delight?
I live in my ruthless mind's destruction-night.

February 23rd

My Lord, I need the Song
Of Your Compassion-Eye
To catch my jungle-misdeeds
And quickly nullify.

February 24th

In God's Heart-Garden I grow
With my obedience.
In my heart-nest God glows
With His Confidence.

February 25th

No more am I in my tear-flooded shore.
I am in my heart's God-blossoming lore.

February 26th

My perfection rests not upon my skill.
It rests upon my Lord's Compassion-Will.

February 27th

He who never forgets his goal
Is indeed a Heaven-chosen soul.

February 28th

My Lord's Sun-Smile-Presence is near and dear
Only when my ego-sword I smash and tear.