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My Silence-Heart Blossoms, part 3
May 1stI was a willing slave to ignorance-night,
And now I am a messenger of Heaven's Delight.
May 2ndI am a volley of man-complaints, I am.
Yet my heart-door my Lord does not slam.
May 3rdThe bitterness of my mind
I must erase.
The oneness of my heart
Chase I must, chase.
May 4thMy mind is a ruthless heart-attacker.
My soul is a sleepless heart-poise-backer.
May 5thO God's Thunder-Justice, my only hope
To stop me climbing temptation-rope.
May 6thAh, who am I?
A poor oneness-performer.
Ah, who is God?
An indulgent Observer.
May 7thI want my life to live
I want my breath to fly
May 8thMine is the soul
That loves to be an ignorance lighter.
Mine is the heart
That loves to be an ignorance-fighter.
May 9thMeditation, meditation, my meditation,
You are my soul-life's happiest vacation.
May 10thMy surrender is my Lord's
My gratitude is my Lord's
May 11thNow that I am no longer stupid and blind,
My Lord, take me, my forest-density-mind.
May 12thGod's Compassion-Eye is my only Home.
My mind's wild life no more shall roam.
May 13thWhen it is a matter of God,
I am consciously forgetful.
When it is a matter of man,
I am helplessly frightful.
May 14th;The mind that tries and tries
God smilingly needs.
The heart that cries and cries
God lovingly feeds.
May 15thAlas, for my poor heart
There is no golden to-morrow.
Alas, for God's poor Heart
There is nothing but helpless sorrow.
May 16thI have resolved never to complain;
Therefore, no more my bondage chain.
May 17thMy complete God-surrender-song I have sung;
My ego-funeral-bell is already rung.
May 18thWith God no God-lover disputes;
With God they play their oneness-flutes.
May 19thMy Lord's Heart and Eye
Weep and weep and weep,
Oh, when my life enjoys
May 20thMy Lord, bless me to think of You, to think,
So that my earth-life does not fall and sink.
May 21stSince to the end my sweet Lord's Tears
Care for me, care,
Ignorance-blows I shall bravely
Ignore and dare.
May 22ndHeaven gives my heart-breath Heavenly instructions.
Earth gives my mind-life earthly distractions.
May 23rdI shall be there where God's Compassion is found.
Mine is the life-train my Lord's Forgiveness-bound.
May 24thMy heart of love God remembers
And not my doubting mind.
My face of smile God remembers
And not my torturing blind.
May 25thMy instant peace is God's Silence-Delight.
My instant bliss is my heart-cry-flight.
May 26thMy discipline-life is not self-torture.
My discipline-life is my God-rapture.
May 27thA truth-seeker is a God-thinker.
A God-thinker is a bliss-drinker.
May 28thI shall not permit myself
To be abandoned by hope.
Hope is my only strength,
My only God-climbing rope.
May 29thA sleepless, breathless faith-follower
Can never be pleasure-wallower.
May 30thNo more self-confidence-crisis!
I am now a God-dependence-oasis.
May 31stMy faith-success-story I enjoy sleeplessly.
My surrender-progress-song I love breathlessly.
June 1stExpect not!
You will win the God-Race.
You and your eyes shall see God face to face.
June 2ndHumility, humility, humility!
My receptivity's multiplicity.
June 3rdMy Lord is proud of my heart's delight
And not of my mind's highest flight.
June 4thA mind of failure, a heart of success
No more can shackle me.
My Lord's Compassion-Eye has made
My life utterly free.
June 5thMy success-life brings me nothing but pride;
My progress-life gives me a longer God-ride.
June 6thMy mind betrays my Lord
Time and again,
Yet He desires my freedom
June 7thThe path of doubt leads me
To blind nothingness;
The path of faith
To constant God-oneness.
June 8thGod is making my life a sweet peace-song.
My gratitude-heart shall strike His Victory-Gong.
June 9thOh, I want not my mind's foolish fantasy!
I long only for my heart-ecstasy.
June 10thMy dream-awakened life,
You I breathlessly love.
You are my heart's only
June 11thBe heart-wise and not mind-clever:
Obedience-road never fails, never!
June 12thO keep your mind mountain-high, holy;
Your life will be punctured by no folly.
June 13thMy heart-room is all made of hope.
No sad failure therein can grope.
June 14thOh, how can my life ever thrive
If my heart was not born to strive?
June 15thO try and try and try, O try!
Your mind will be a freedom-sky.
June 16thO doubting mind,
I tell you once and for all
Your inevitable downfall!
June 17thMy God-dreaming heart
Is the voice of my soul.
My God-pleasing soul
Leads my life to my Goal.
June 18thThe courage of my heart's God-conviction
Shall bless my life with God-perfection.
June 19thTo shatter ignorance-grip,
Cancel your pleasure-trip!
June 20thMy heart's aspiration-train,
Fear no obstruction-chain!
June 21stSatisfaction is neither here nor there;
Madly we are hurrying towards nowhere.
June 22ndOh, nothing can be marred by man;
Perfection-delight is all God's Plan.
June 23rdNo one can change the world-no one!
All are needed for transformation-crown.
June 24thGod is speaking to my heart directly;
My gratitude-heart is blossoming devotedly.
June 25thSmash not God's Heart any day
By devouring ignorance-clay.
June 26thMy soul and my Master are one, I know.
They enjoy deep pride in my wisdom-glow.
June 27thQuickly empty your ignorance-mind-night.
God is arriving with His Ecstasy's Height
June 28thMy mind was Eternity's darkest night;
My mind now Infinity's brightest Light.
June 29thVictory to God's Compassion-Flood, victory!
Today begins my life's God-Smile-story.
June 30thI love my Lord only:
This is not my mere pronouncement.
Indeed, this is my life's