My life-desert

I want not what I need,
I roam in eyeless Night,
Ignorance sports with me,
With me I ever fight.

The riddle of my life-desert
What soul of Might can solve?
Alack, I am undone!
Before me death-doors revolve.
Sri Chinmoy, AUM — Vol. 8, No. 9, April 1973, AUM Press, Sri Chinmoy Centre Inc,, Santurce, Puerto Rico, 1973