My Lord, I believe in you, but as ill luck would have it I turn a deaf ear to your command. I have no belief in death. But I am ever aware of his command. And what is worse, I blindly carry out his behests. O Author of all good, truly you are for me an insoluble mystery.
Chinmoy, Chandelier.First published by Sri Aurobindo Ashram in 1959.
This is the 3044th book that Sri Chinmoy has written since he came to the West, in 1964.