803. I am tired

Lord,
I am too tired to meditate,
Yet
I meditate.

Lord,
I am too tired to dedicate,
Yet
I dedicate.

Lord,
I am too tired to surrender,
Yet
I surrender.

Why?
Why?
What makes me meditate?
What makes me dedicate?
What makes me surrender?
My unfulfilled promise
To You, my Beloved Supreme.
Sri Chinmoy, The Dance of Life, part 17, Aum Press, Puerto Rico, 1973