320. Still his choice instrument

When I am angry with God
I say many nasty things
About Him.
God laughs and laughs -
At least, He has never scolded me.
Of course, I make it up
When I am calm
And when I am
Helpless and hopeless.
Therefore,
I am still His choice instrument.
Sri Chinmoy, The Goal is won, Sri Chinmoy Centre, New York, 1974