29 December 1998 (II)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
My self-assertion,
You are embarrassing me.
You are weakening my heart.
You are destroying my life.
You are taking me away
Farther than the farthest
From my own divinity.
You are taking me away
Far beyond my own imagination
From my All,
My Lord Beloved Supreme.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. 29 December 1998, 7:11 a.m. Before using double-arm machine up to 140 lbs with each arm simultaneously from a standing position.