14 January 1999

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,
How is it possible for me
To hurt the ones
That I love deeply?
“My child, here is the proof
That you do not actually love them.”

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,
Now tell me,
Do I not sincerely and deeply
Love You, my Supreme?
Why do You then hurt me so often,
If not always?
“My child, My child,
Go beyond, far beyond,
The boundaries of your futile mind.
Then you will have the answer
From Me.”
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

Surabaya, Indonesia. 14 January 1999, 5:56 a.m. Before lifting 230 lbs. twenty-four times with one arm. (10 right, 10 left, plus twice each arm to maximum extension)