20 October 1998

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,
The closer my heart and I come to You,
The harder my mind and vital strike You.
Why? Why? Why?
Why do You not stop my mind and vital
From this wild insolence-behaviour?
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

20 October 1998, 4:01 a.m. Before lifting 250 lbs with each arm four times.