My doubt-mind and insecurity-heart
Are so hurtful.
Why did You not conquer
Or give me the capacity
To conquer them?
Alas, even after so many years
I still remain the same.
Sri Chinmoy, Seventy-Seven Thousand Service-Trees, part 4.First published by Agni Press in 1998.
This is the 1219th book that Sri Chinmoy has written since he came to the West, in 1964.