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She was in love with a married man. She felt, “If only he would give up his wife and try to please me! But if I keep my Master between my existence and his existence, then I will never get him. In order to get him, please him, placate him, I must give up the Master. I don’t want the Master to stand between us. There was a time when I used to think the Master was a bridge; now I think the Master is a wall, a solid wall.”