518. The last thing on my mind

To deceive mankind
Is the last thing on my mind;
Yet God does not trust me.

To replace God
Is the last thing on my mind;
Yet humanity does not trust me.

To bridge the distance between man and God
Is the last thing on my mind;
But neither Heaven nor earth trusts me.

To kill earth’s night and sow Heaven’s Delight
Is the first thing on my mind;
But my heart’s sincerity does not trust me.
Sri Chinmoy, The Wings of Light, part 11, Aum Press, Puerto Rico, 1974