244. He is not the same man

He is not the same man
I accepted as my divine Guru.
The changes in his personality,
Appearances and interests
Have badly disappointed me.
Alas!

He is not the same man
I accepted as my true disciple.
His sleeping heart,
His doubting mind,
His roaring vital life,
His physical impurity
Have sadly disappointed me.
Alas!
Sri Chinmoy, The Dance of Life, part 5, Aum Press, Puerto Rico, 1973