375. It is all false

My eyes have betrayed me.
They have told me
That God is very far from me.
Now I know that it is all false.

My mind has betrayed me.
It has told me
That God is for others and not for me.
Now I know that it is all false.

My life has betrayed me.
It has told me
That it cannot hold God's heavy weight.
Now I know that it is all false.