My life-desert

I want not what I need,
I roam in eyeless Night,
Ignorance sports with me,
With me I ever fight.

The riddle of my life-desert
What soul of Might can solve?
Alack, I am undone!
Before me death-doors revolve.
Sri Chinmoy, My first friendship with the muse, Sri Chinmoy Lighthouse, New York, 1973