48. A sincere "Yes"

I should not have stayed
Those extra ten years on earth.
Now I have to pay a heavy duty
    In Heaven
For my prolonged, unnecessary stay
    On earth.

God, do tell me:
    Have You ever created
    A greater fool
    Than this blind creation of Yours?

God, why are You so silent?
    Let me then take Your silence
    As a supremely sincere