Banker

My father was a banker. He had a wee bank. I do not know how much money he actually had. And now I am my disciples' banker. When I count the money, I feel that I am not valued; when I don't count the money, I feel that I am negligent in my duty. God says to me that He won't blame me if I miscalculate the figures but He will mercilessly blame me if I miscalculate the number of my disciples' real needs.