18. Inner vision

My inner vision tells me
    That I am nearer than the nearest
        To my Lord Supreme.

My outer sight tells me
    That I am farther than the farthest
        From my Lord Supreme.

Whom to believe?

If I believe my inner vision,
    Pride tortures my heart.
If I believe my outer sight,
    Frustration tortures my mind.

    Therefore
I am not going to believe either.